last day of 2010

now is 2.50am, 31st of dec 2010, the last day of 2010...
nothing special for this day..
few hours ago, went to celebrate siew lee's birthday in sunway, tony romas ( am i spell correctly?) lol
many frenz went to the celebration, all my college fren.. total 12 of us ( but the kepo yenching was not there)
jz a simple celebration, nothing much to describe... hope ow yang siew lee like it and feel happy for it...although i knw she has some problems in these few days, cheer la! ok! look forward! nothing 1 mah....hehehe..
i always like this kind of gathering, all the frenz gather tgt, playing fool tgt, making joke tgt.. like return back to college moment! lol... time flies, every1 is getting older.. (but i m stil young like 18)

cheebuyy, i hate my jan roaster! pukimah.... all 2 days off , kanasai.. the schedule pack like hell...
although can earn more, but very tiring when get this kind of roaster...fml
hopefully the kak noor ( managenent mia orang) can settle my mutual swap with that malay guy asap... she told me might be mid of jan or end of jan, depends on our roaster..if the roaster is matched... then probably mid of jan i wil start based in penang! i jz compared my roaster with tat malay guy, probably wil be 11th of jan or 28th jan...
exciting + worrying!! dnt knw hw is the crew there? bitchy? friendly? kepo? hiao? gatai? lol...
hopefully i hv no problem to mix with them... now ady used to kl office...
but suddenly need to change to new working environment, feel a bit....... weird ! haha

finally i wil leave this bloody place soon!! i m happy with my decision.. the life i wan wil be coming soon... enjoy bah eng cheah cheng!

the decision is made

finally, i hv made the decision
yes frenz, i wil be transfering back to penang hub, n based over there soon.
it had taken quite a long time for me to make this decision,
considered alots,
listed out all the pros n cons
n here comes with the decision

hopefully i wil not regret in future ...
it's like a no turning decision making...
once i based in penang, the chances to get back to kl is like 0.1%

some agree me to go back,
some not agree...
but the most important is what i think isnt it?
i shud choose what i want to...
mayb after sometimes, i wil no longer work in this industry?
so think so much for what?

it's pointless for me to stay in kl if every days off also goin back to penang
it's tiring for me n my parents as well
y not straight away based there n work there?
at least wont be so rushing for me
mayb i wil find some other things to do after tat....

after making this decision
i feel my brain becomes 'lighter', not that heavy as previous..lol
this things trouble me for so long...
tel myself : dnt think too much, let nature takes its course.. things wil be great n good if u hv a good attitude n positive thinking! hehehehehe

hey guys, wil u think that my blog is too boring? only words but without pictures?? ahhahaa....
always plan to upload some photo here but i dnt knw wat to upload ...
btw, today is christmas, n i m working! lol...not that bad though
u knw y? bocz i m not celebrating xmas wattttttt.........so nothing to me laaa...
jz wil feel sienz when seeing those status updated in facebook saying that wat party la, went where eat holiao la, went where countdown la..kanasai... hahahaahha

i m goin to sleep again soon, it's 10pm, but i hv to wake up 4am! i hate waking up so early....
fuck my life for being cabin crew!!!
yesterday nite was suffering insomnia totally didnt sleep at all, hopefully i can hv a good sleep later....



ps: trying my best to forget u, but it seems like i m failed to do so... a simple sms frm u ady made me feel like so uncomfortable whole day....y is that so? i really hope i can throw u away frm my heart so that i can ready to accept another 1.... but i think it takes time? unless u dnt contact me forever? my heart wil 'shaking' when u contact me, then i wil start thinking what u r doing, r u doing good now? is everything alrite for u? aihhh..
the feeling is like shit man...
ok stop thinking abt this. sleep better

我的决定？

到底要不要回去base在槟城？
朋友，可不可以给我写意见？
如果回去，就不会再有机会回来kl
那么就没有机会调职去AAX，就不会有机会在大型飞机做工
就不会有机会体会到空姐空少的生活，不会有机会享受nite stop 在其它国家！
工钱也比较少。
听下去，只有坏没有好，对不对？
可是我在想
如果我回去，我会开心点，我生活也会比较有意识点，
我的人生也比较美一点。
至少每天可以回到自己的家，累了就睡，饿了就吃，不愁吃喝!
闷了就找朋友出来，朋友家人全部在那边。
一想到那些大日子都要自己过，就觉得可悲
可能自己太怕寂寞了吧？

如果要跟感觉走，我的答案是回去！
如果要想未来，向前途，我的答案是未知数！
毕竟我也不能说base在槟城就没前途（这份工也是没什么前途的）哈哈
如果是说为了要享受所谓的nite stop life，我有钱的话，几时都可以去旅行吧？
我到底要什么？？？
人，真的是不会满足的！
回槟城？我就得找些外快赚.........

感叹人生！

delay

i hate delay!
3 days flights delayed continously!!!
wasting my time! kanasai
if got pay me extra i dnt mind to delay..but it's not! cheap...cheap!
what also dnt hv...
cheap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish to work in full service airlines................. @@

wakakaka... empat hari cuti

another 4 days off for me ...
goin bac to penang later, bcoz my car is stil in the workshop there...
yesterday sent my car to repair...gear box rosak, rm2k!!! pfffffffffkkkkkkkkkkk!
god wil nvr let me save my money, when i got money in my bank , he sure wil take it away frm me....
hv no idea when i only can hv extra money in my bank account that can gv me satisfication?? where to find my downpayment for my new car? ( rm8k =.=lll ) babi..i wan money so badly..
wan to clear all my debts b4 march 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot spend much starts frm now...argghhh......

i stil owe my 2nd sis so much money ........isshhhhhhhh.....
hopefully no more spending on those unneccessary things like cb gear box !!
yesterday flew with one chinese senior flight attendant, she was frm korean n singapore airline b4, i like her so much laaa..hahaha.... happy go lucky fellow, talked alot with her with my lousy cantonese.... she adviced me to go for other full service airlines which can gv me more money n more satisfication... she joined aa jz bcoz of her family ,she married ady n hv to settle down in kl...so no choice... but me? stil hv long time to go till that stage!
she suggested me to keep trying SIA ....lol...
really, i like her, her attitude...i flew with 1 ex SIA crew b4, she also damn nice...izzit all crews frm SIA r nice? or mayb i m too racist? hahahaha.... i only like to fly with chinese crew!
i hate flying with malay (not all), they r idiot, always use tat idiot seniority to 'order' ppl do things...kanasai...

abt transfering back to penang...
i m stil thinking...bcoz i heard that aax wil hv another interview for aa flight attendant nxt month...so i might to hv a try .. if failed, then might probably back to penang soon... see how first la....

3 Days off

woww... after 5 days working,... finally i can hv a good rest... (actually only 4 days la, coz 1 day standby but didnt get called up also..)

sorry for my previous rude post! hahahaha...i knw some of u might feel that i m rude, but this is me laaa..... n blog is the place to write down what we feel isnt it.... hehehehe

this morning went to office summit my leave application form for chinese new year! apply for5 days... but many of them asked me no need to waste energy summiting this form as management there wont let those junior like us get the leave during CNY..WTF, but i stil wan to try loo.... try my luck mahhhh.... i dnt wan work during CNY laaa.... watever i can do for that, i've ady done... now let them to decide bah... hopefully i can get it la..if not very pity 1 lor, every1 is celebrating, but i m alone working in kl...

after summiting the form, took 9.40am flight bac to penang... yiak yiak yiak.. ofcoz hv to bac penang laaa... 3 days off mahhh.....lol
went to autocity with my dad to do some survey of the car.... not much car there, so i only managed to test drive the mazda 2, actually the outlook is good, but i dnt really like the interior design... abit like myvi....macam longkong punya barang....hmmm... price is jz few k different frm honda city... personally i prefer honda city more la..although it is more expensive...
at first wan to buy forte.... but seems like evry1 not support that,coz they said kia mia car all palia 1,always rosak..... =.=

headache la... buy car also very mafan... wat also mafan... if i m rich,then i think everything is not mafan anymore... all is abt money... i need more n more money to get rid all the mafan...hahaha....

not goin to do anything for these 3 days off... wanna to be otaku again... hiding myself in sg.udang... lol...
hey come on y my life is so dull? i need some excitement some entertainment....i need many things, but i m so lazy to do these....
i wan to watch movie in cinema,but i m so lazy n hard to find some1 to acc me to watch
i wan to go excercise go gym go swimming, but i m so lazy..... (o0o)
i wish to hv some1 to love n to be loved, but i m so lazy to take action n i m so passive....(WTF?)

yea i m lazy i m lazy i m malas i m malas....

n now i feel so sleepy, n i dnt feel lazy to sleep!!!!! babi betulll................

tukobabi

arghh... so lazy to update my blog ....

i hate sombong senior crew, cao cibai...pergi mati....
dnt think that u work here for 3 years, means u r good in everything
fuck u
you r jz a holly shit.... asshole ,idiot babi... babi tuko malay... i m not racist! jz cannot tahan those

so wat u work here for so long? stil a normal fa... kanasai, earning the same like me... dnt act like that infront of me... bodoh...i m not scared of u guys pun...

pui pui pui.....
berlagak saja...
gila babi...




ok..done with my blog! hahahahahaahahahhaha.... dnt laugh when reading !

a post that reminds me why i m here

looking through some blogs , some strangers' blogs, some fren's frenz's blog...
one of the blog, written by a steward from mas airline....
it reminds me something

"Whenever you decide to read this post again, it means that you facing a difficulty in your job. I'm here to remind you that no matter what problems you facing now, please always think positive and overcome the obstacles. It might sounds easy, but I'm sure you can do it as you always said that "you think who am i?? I'm Daren, you know"~~lolx. Remember how you want this job back desperately? Remember how you train yourself to this job position? I'm sure now you remember so you can make it, don't give up.
When you tired to see this world, then use a whole new you to see again this world, see it in a different angle, and you will discover the beauty of it. Be passion and love your job. Give yourself a better life and your family too. Strive for the best and don't give up no matter how hard it will be, and at last it will be yours.
So, believe in yourself and you can do it!!! All the best for you"

these words really motivated me.. i should hv this mindset since i joined airasia as a cabin crew!
i hv been trying so hard to get the job, n i should appreciate it... though this job is not really what i want now, but i hv to accept, n make it different... think positively, look at different angles...


smile to face those things :))))))))

4days off....

my 4days off is goin to finish ......... wednesday hv to start work again... sienz
went to genting with my dog pig frenz,stayed there for a nite..
ofcoz went casino..again,lost money T.T ....
no more genting for me! seriously ...
genting casino! i wil not visit you anymore!!!!!!!!! you r evil.... chibyeeeeee

i hv to really really start my saving now, for my car's down payment...
no more spending.. (i wish i can do it)
i need to get a new car by jan or feb! hv to return the car to my sis as promised :)
i wil work more harder for these few months... wil request for flight when standby!! haha...

ppl, jz wondering, what do your mind thinks of when ppl asking you : do you hv gf/bf?
i hate this question so so much............. i m tired of answering this question everyday ! i wish there is a machine to help me answer the question.
asking myself : does it really matter??
myself : noooo at all, i like wat i hv now..
chibyee ppl, pls dnt ask me this again...
i wil find one when i think the time is suitable for me, n ofcoz when i meet the suitable one, i dnt wan to hv a gf just for the sake of gf understand?
actually i hv mentioned this repeatedly... but i dnt knw y ppl stil keep asking............haihhhh...

back to now
i m still thinking of my future.... planning...
but anyhow, i stil hv to work with aa at least 2 years coz of the contract...
after that?
in my current thinking.... i wil stop it, n work for something related to wat i studied.. sales perhaps! mayb the starting salary wil be a little bit lower if compared to wat i hv now...
but i need CHANCE, i need to expose myself !!
i wan to achieve my dream at age 30! own a restaurant, house, car n etc... with my own ability without depending on others! without spending any cents frm others...
this is what i want at age 30, though it is not a big dream for some ppl...
b4 achieving these, i hv to work harder, keep updating myself, motivating myself...
i knw it's not easy, but it's not that hard too! i wont set the target too high for me, coz i knw how high i can fly, how much i can reach...

will be meeting up frenz at friday nite.. should hv alot of things to chat with... coz many counsellors there... hahaha......




ps: life is challenging when people lives with dreams or targets ... =)

*-*

for my previous post... thanks for concern, n thanks god my nephew is getting better, n doc said it's just an inflammation of kidney, not a big problem.

regarding the 'beach party' i went last saturday,halloween nite, which was held at 69 club... feel like being cheated... coz the party was cancelled due to raining... at last, all ppl went there clubbing only?wtf... is tat a technique for 69 to trick ppl go for clubbing n spending there? i wonder...
but it's ok, since all my frenz were there, so still feel better la, coz all kena tipu together mahh...haha

obviously, my mood on that day was affected by her, she also there! wat a coincidence! she, wonder who was she? yea, my ex.. the one who dumped me 1 year ago....
when shirley sms me she was there too, n beside our table..at first i was shocked too... but i hv to act nothing...
actually she is no longer inside my heart, i knw it n i'm very sure abt it! but stil feel something was wrong... =.=lll
yes, i told myself, i did nothing wrong, so i hv nothing to worry for...
pretended nothing happen, jz drink n chat around with my frenz... i wanted to say hi to her, but i didnt ...
when i walked out frm the toilet, n pass thru the table there,n again wanted to say hi... i knw she saw me,n turned her head to the other side, pretended like see nothing.. at that moment, i felt a bit disappointed... ofcoz i walked away... but when i think back, i think is no point for us to say even a hi right? hehe....
anyway, saw her with her bf , i think she is very happy with this relationship now... jz wish her all the best la... wish her can really get the one who loves her.

ppl, dnt get me wrong... she was disappeared in my heart for so long ady, n the relation was ended when the time she left.. i m here just to write out what i m thinking...

now, my heart is empty again after i knw that 'she' (another she) is in relationship now.. .. i dnt knw is tat true or not... i also nvr ask her abt this, i hv 4months didnt meet her up, things keep changing but i stil stand on there.... hv to walk out frm there. but not easy i knw...
asking myself, y all my relationships r jz like a bowl of shitssssss? i think that's my problem....
i hv to learn .. learn frm mistake...
it's time to keep myself calm down n think properly, what i want?

abt working, i jz dnt knw wat to say.... feel like i hv step into the wrong place! this is not what i want! i cant find myself here, my ability is not just like this! i knw it.... this is far below my ability.... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................... i need to accept... wat i decided, i hv to accept...
i knw one day i wil find out what is the things most suitable to me... i wil try to get it right slowly...
one day! be patient! it wont be too long....

jia you cheah cheng! :)

god bless my nephew

today received a call frm my sister, she told me my nephew kidney got problem...
haiz..y he so badluck? y so small hv to suffer all these? y so unfair to him?
he almost 5 years old now, but stil dnt knw everything, dnt knw how to stand, how to sit, how to talk, how to eat by himself... everything.... but we still treat him as good as we could... bring him to see doctor everyweek, bring him to do therapy.. all these, we jz hope he can become better, at least can eat by himself, can walk can run can play by himself...
but it seems like very hard...
n now...
few days past, when i was home, i noticed that his eyes were swelling.. i asked my mum why it is so... she brought him to consult doc,n doc said nothing, jz mayb the digestion not so good..
but today, my parents again brought him to c doc, island hospital for better check up...
the results showed that he got some problem with his kidney.. the details i not so sure.. but now everyone of us is worrying... hv to send him to hospitalize tml. hope his kidney is functioning well. as a science student, i knw the important of kidney, if kidney failure happens, then all wil be in trouble... very dangerous for a child like tis...
i really really hope that god wil bless him ...
i feel sad when i got this news frm my sis....

ah ma, pls po pi ur grandchild... pls...
he is a pity child, dnt treat him like this...
hopefully the report is wrong, something goes wrong with the report...

i m goin bac again this week i guess, i wan to c how is him now.. T.T

...

最近很喜欢看美女
看来是开始痒了吧？
沉默了一年多
是时候了？哈哈哈哈

别想太多，只是随口而说
是我太无聊了
没有什么东西能吸引我去关注
我像是一只没有方向的船在海上漂泊
如果海上有些些特别就回停下来观看一下
是真的一下， 然后又继续漂流～
到底有什么东西能让我停下来？
我自己也很想知道


ps： 这艘船几时才能上岸呢？

原来

发现原来我是在意的
原来我的心是有感觉的
原来是会心痛的
原来...............................................................

太多的原来，太迟的知道
一切尽在不言中

是时候放开了
不要停在同一个站，向下一个站前进吧！


ps：人生要在不一样的阶段有不一样经历，不一样的挑战，不一样的决定，不一样的想法....
这样人生才不会无聊吧！

worrying

suppose i shud hv a wonderful days off in penang now..
too bad, yesterday,monday when i was jz landed at penang airport, received a big bad news frm my frenz jesslyne calvin n megat! few missed calls, abt 6 sms... at 5pm something..
telling me abt the relocation of the job.. they said i m chosen to be based in kuching , n hv to go there end of the month.. (less than 10days for preparation)
i was like............ they said office ppl wil call me soon... i was so worrying.. but i couldnt do anything.
jz praying hard they dnt cal me...
waited for few hours, they didnt call me.... i asked my frenz, they said mayb wil cal me today...
so i switched off my hp so that management there cannot reach me!! hahaha....
some of my frenz did so as well...
jz now around 2 pm++ i on my phone, swt! i got 1 missed call from management there! wow..luckily i didnt on my phone at that time! hopefully they got enuff ppl to base at kuching now! dnt call me tml or nxt few days!! please............
coz some told me they cant do anything if we didnt pick up the cal, if we didnt meet them... coz they hv to inform us verbally if they wan to base us there... so now the best way for me is to avoid any of them!! hopefully they wil settle everything in these two days!
so lucky i m having days off these two days, at least i got reason to not answer their cal!

ah ma pls popi me.... i really really dnt wan to be based at there...
salary lesser, need to adapt new environment... need to do so much of things... i m jz settled down myself at subang... i dnt wan to make any change for this moment! stupid y wan to choose us??????
if need so many ppl y dnt open an interview at kuching n select them to be based there!!!
we r suppose to base at KL but not kuching...if we knw it early, we wil not join airasia...
my frenz rejected to base there, they use contract to 'dai' my frenz... saying that they stated in the agreement there clearly , they got right to relocate us! wtf....

so far so good

hello people! has been about 2 weeks didnt update myself here...
since today i m having off day, so i try to spend some little time here for updating my current status..

yea, most of my frenz r asking me how is my job now, how is everything now...
actually now i m getting use to my job ady, jz need little more time for me to adapt this new working environment n irregular working time....
stil rmb my previous post was scolding one of the fucking crew in my first solo flight...
luckily, after that, n til now, all the crew members i met on board were so nice to me, taught me alot of things (those do's and dont's) , thanks alot to them, now i m able to work without getting help frm them.... (mayb bcoz the work there r quite simple?)

at first, i found that the job there is quite hard? but after few days working there, i found out tat it's not at all.. it's much more simple if compare to other full service airlines...
now, i learnt how to ' eat snake' , how to make 'pocket money' .... n etc... although i knw it's not allowed.. but it's a culture there?shud i say so? ofcoz i wil only do that if other crews support or they start doing first...i m newbie there, not dare to start doing that yet without getting permission frm them.... i heard frm my frenz, some of the crew members very particular in these, they wil backstab u if they saw u do this onboard, so i also wil scare mah... lol...
although everything have to follow the standard operation procedures, but i dnt think so all the them follow? perhaps they jz wan to make their life easier ? i think so....

one good thing working as flight attendant is after finished working, go bac home we straight can rest, no need to worry so much for the nxt working day.. lesser stress compare to others...

but yet... the bad things are, i not really can learn things here, cant see the future here shud i say? and also, working onboard is so so much tiring compare to working on ground... though my working days might lesser compare to others, mayb 1month only work for 17 days or 15 days... but i dnt think so the days off r enuff for us? mayb i stil not use to this? normally, i wil spend my days off sleeping all the time at home... not feel like goin out ...

although a tiring job, but still i will feel happy when the end of month is coming... lol...
so far, i hv been flewn to indo, vietnam,thai, combodia, china...but i nvr step out frm the aircraft! wtf..hahaha....... ppl see us might thought that we so enjoy can travel to other countries... but they might dnt knw we jz stay onboard, we hv no chance to walk out frm the cabin.. haha...
but to me is ok la...coz these countries i can go anytime, the air ticket is so affordable for us....
still, i hope i can join airasia X as soon as i could, so i can hv more off days... n also can travel to other countries while working... waiting the day coming soon....

few days past, i injured my little toe, abt 0.2mm of the skin being peel off..it's swelling now... so damn painful when wearing leather shoes to work with the injured toe, when only the skin can grow bac? so damn badluck for that day, coz b4 the incident, i went to oldtown, kena 1 saman frm police, it costs me more than rm200 for the saman... was really a bad day for me....6th of octocber 2010....
hope my toe can recover faster a bit la... very uncomfortable when working.... ishhhhh....


ps: end of the month can u pls come faster? i wan my money... so so so broke now ler.... T.T ....

bad weather

today was called up for duty again...i m so damn fucking freaking tired..........................
some more i hv a bad flight today, not the crew members, but the weather made me feel to stop the job... it's so damn scary for landing when there is bad weather, today was the worst flight for me, tot i wil just die like tis.... coz the weather was so damn bad, captain used around 40 to 50 mins jz for landing, normally it takes 10 mins... 'ping ping pang pang', can hear the sounds of crashing on clouds, the cabin was so unstable, cant even stand up.. the passengers kept calling making myself even worried... i was like wth (am i just goin to die like tis? must be kidding me)
coz i asked the crew beside me, hv him ever meet this kind of situation b4, he said no.... n asked me prepare for the worst...wtf.... my heart was beating rapidly, almost jumping out... hahahaah...
luckily, we landed safely...
wat a nightmare for me..

btw i m super tired .. my head like spinning all the time...haiz! so tireddddddddd

tired! n fuck all the bitchy sfa n fa

i m so tired for the flight these few days.... every morning 4am something hv to wake up to prepare for work.. cannot be late, not even for 1minute.. if not warning letter wil come along with the late....
daily flight is really not easy... fly to one destination (eg manila) then not more than 30 mins fly back to kl.... can u imagine hw fast is the flight? the turn around time is just not more than 30mins...
luckily these three days, all the crew members i met r very nice to me, my senior flight attendant very nice to me also... after friday, i hv to start my solo work... very worry abt tat! i knw i surely wil get scolded by some of the crews, jz hope they wont scold me so badly... mayb jz show some face to me will do if they not happy with wat i hv done....
coz it's a culture for an airline, old crew wil bully new crew... coz new crew doesnt knw everything, then hv to ask, the more u ask the more u kena scold.. so at this begining period, is the toughest period for all the new crew members, every1 is stressed up.. one of my frenz cried infront of her crew members during de-briefing bcoz she kena bully gao gao....

hey come on ppl, what do u expect us to knw everything in this few days????? every1 hv to learn frm mistake isnt it?????? no one born to be perfect, everything is so new to us, so y dnt u guys jz be patient to teach us instead of giving us face or complaining to others? u also have gone through this process b4, y dnt jz put urself in other ppl's shoes? what goes around comes around..... u wil deserve what u hv done on others... mayb not now, but very soon....

although i didnt get any complaint for my first 3 days flights.. but i feel angry for my frenz n those slow learner... they knw the procedures, knw the things, but jz need times for them to digest everything... learn something new needs time ok? fuck u all those bitchy sfa n fa... nvr think that u r higher than us! ur salary is jz same like us, and at least we r better than your alots ! outlooks also better than your la... a face of sorry also can be fa, mempersiasuaikan... brain is fulled of shity.. yucks! better go plastic surgery first la.... dnt scare passengersss on board ok!

in fact, not all r like tat, i m jz pointing to some of them.... those bitchy 1! those tot that they r so high class 1....


god wil bless u!

BCK's bday

yea, jz came bac frm sunway pyramid for celebrating cheekhang's bday...
it's jz a very simple bday celebration, me, kean giap, yenching, siewlee, sherry, n ofcoz cheekhang...
again, we went to 32 bistro, jz like the environment there much, a very comfortable place for ppl like us to gather tgt... the place is just nice to talk n hv fun tgt with frenz... this was my 2nd time visit there...

not much plan for ck's bday also, we just asked him came all the way frm klang to sunway pyramid (suppose we hv to go klang instead rite? but we didnt, coz most of us dnt knw hw to go his place, and actually he also didnt knw how to come subang), luckily kean giap went to klang to lead him to subang here... lol....

we all share share treating him a dinner there, with 3 slice cakes which bought from starbucks... no candle for him, we used forks as a fake CANDLES instead... hahaha... again : happy birthday to u bck, wish u can get a gf very soon as u r so desperate now...hahaha...

we talked alots, laughed alots, as what we used to do when we were stil in college that time....
it's very relaxing time for me after a hectic day in academy... i jz like to talk non stop with them...

now i m very poor, my income = no income... for 3 months... wtf... if this month stil get the same salary rm730 , then i would hv to eat oxygen again nxt month!!!!! pls arrange some flights for me, i wan to earn money.. at least a week flight for me plssssssssss..................

money money money hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....... money money come come come!
wakakakakakaka

long time no C!

好久没来这里跟朋友们分享了
忘了告诉大家我已经受完训，考完试了，全部及格（预料之中，hahaha）
下个星期日会是我第一天onboard， 不过是在飞机上看他们的整个运作是如何，也是我们所谓的SNY， 要三天。然后就要回去学堂，讲师们会给我们一些建议，什么需要改进。我第一天是飞去菲力滨，第二和第三天是飞印尼 =.=llll 有点sienz
三天SNY过后就是要SOLO 了，如果全部都顺利的话我就正式开工大吉了！！！！

现在的我在槟城，星期三就回来了，星期一才回去kl。
本来今天要去找她的，天公不作美，槟威大桥不懂什么cable被烧了，导致大塞车！她sms我说她在那边duty， 不用去了，因为路完全走不动。明天整天都duty， 回来这几天都没机会见她好好跟她聊天吃顿饭。没关系吧，下次再见咯，又不是故意的！


现在心情有点复杂，为什么呢？哈哈哈哈
我也不懂。我现在还摸不透我自己到底要什么，我的心是不是变了？觉得我好像喜欢上另一个人？？？ 应该是错觉！对错觉！！！希望是错觉！
可是我多么希望这不是错觉，至少我不用浪费时间在一个我可能永远都得不到的女孩身上？？
可是问我自己，我又觉得不甘心这样放弃。。。。 haizzzz
人，就是这样多烦恼

不过庆幸的是，我不是那种没女人就会死的男人。所以我不会及着找女朋友，有就有，没有也罢，不勉强！我还是可以过着很开心的日子，可能会比那些有情人的人寂寞了一点，乐趣少了一点，生活可能会少了点情趣。 不过终究看你如何去看待这些东西吧，如果硬逼自己去谈恋爱，我不觉得会开心吧。找到真正喜欢的人，在一起才会开心吧？同意？
随便展开一段感情可能刚开始会觉得很开心，可是如果没真正去了解一个人然后就开始一段新感情，我觉得到最后还是会以分手为句点。虽然我这样说很老beh，可是这就是我现在的想法。

很多人都问我：
-你这样帅为什么不去交女朋友？（我心在想，为什么我一定要交女友？？）
-你是不是太厉害选人了？（你以为交女朋友像吃饭这样啊？想交就交？）
- 一定很多女子喜欢你做么不去选一个（人家喜欢我我就一定要去喜欢人？你以为我是狗公？）
-为什么不找几个回家玩玩？你又不是没有本钱。（我也想找几个回来玩玩，有那一只猫不喜欢吃鱼？ 不过玩了过后呢？有没有想到后果？没这个本事去玩就不要去招惹这些麻烦！做人要实在点嘛！）
-如果我是你的话，我不懂干掉几个女孩（如果我是你的话我真替你老妈感到悲哀）

说其实我也想去玩，乱来下，可是将心比心，如果你被人玩，你的感觉会是怎样？
可能现在我是这样想，过不久我变成一个禽兽也说不定。哈哈哈哈。



不时不时就想写这种东西来发泄一下！哈哈哈，感觉会很舒服下的！
有些朋友看了过后，肯定会来问我，要听故事！SWT
对，就是你！没错的啦。。。。。。。。 哈哈哈哈

lucky

wow..... very lucky today, lucky for being not chosen to be based in kuching hub...
today while we were having our class (disability class) , suddenly two interviewers (management ppl) came in, n said have something to announce n the decision must be made by today....
we were so curious abt tat...
they said: we are goin to open a new hub in kuching, and we need 5 volunteers to be based in there, who is frm kuching???? ( no one dare to raise their hand although there are two ppl frm kch in the class)
we were like... wtf??? y so sudden?
they said if there is no volunteer they r goin to choose by themselves, n those being chosen cannot reject as ady stated in the offer letter, n must accept it....
(i was praying hardly so that they wont point on me......)

there was one volunteer in our class... n stil left 4....
then they started to point
she said: the gal with purple colour shirt, yes u r chosen... the gal in green, yes, u r chosen also... ermm (the hand is moving to point.........., i was nervous like hell!!!! she looked at me, my heart almost pump out... then she moved her finger and point to the guy sit nxt beside me) yes, what is ur name? ok..dickson... (wow... i m safe! wahahaha...)

i was so scared to be chosen, coz i dnt wan to be based in kch, the chance to get promoted is lesser, salary is lesser (the main reason), hard to go bac home as it is far away frm penang.... wtf if i got selected? i wil cry without tear? hahaha... first thing i wil do if i were chosen is to find the management ppl tat i knw in the department n ask him to help! hahaha...

i m lucky today.....

today class, it really meaningful for me although i almost fall sleep in the class... bcoz our 3 instructors today are actually wheelchair , blinded , and deaf n muted person respectively.... although they are handicap, but they r very strong in certain part, they can earn money by themselves, they able to teach ... they stil appreciate wat they have, they r stil live happilly... they r much better than some of the NORMAL ppl, at least their mind are strong, determine...

we shud appreciate what we have now... i felt touch when i saw them were teaching us... although they are disabled in part of their body, but they r independent.. great!


i still hv another 2weeks to go... my final exam is coming soon..nxt week is our trial, nxt nxt week the days b4 hari raya wil be my final.. hopefully everything wil go smoothly, after raya, wil start flying ady... a bit nervous...

goodluck to myself...

hometown

hehehe..i m at my hometown now,enjoying~
jz came bac yesterday , reached pg airport around 5pm...
n hv to go bac kl again tonite, 11pm flight....
knw y i wan to come bac? hahaha... jz saja want to bac la... bcoz yesterday we ended class at 11.30am... n i dnt knw where to spend my weekend , so decided to bac penang bcoz it's very near only if i take flight, n very cheap also bcoz i use my staff ID, rm31 only XD
cheaper than taking bus
enjoying the fast speed of the connection .. no DC, no lagging, no need to use 3hours to log in msn... lol.. but too bad, i jz hv a day off, tml morning stil got class.. nvm la, very fast i can come bac again, during hari raya, 5 days off for me,..syok si wa..lol..... wakakakaka....
trial n final exam are coming soon, after 3 weeks, i wil be graduated...
start flying soon, then i wil hv more off day XD


now counting down, left 5 more hours.. LOL

test test test

tml there is another exam for me... 4 tests in a day...
hopefully i can score 100% for each of the paper as i hv done quite alot of revisions in this time! hahahahahaha....
jiayou.. wil announce the results here by tml... lol..
all the best ! :)))

swimming drill for safety purpose

今天一大早我们就需要去做游泳急救训练
在还没去学校之前，喝了少许牛奶和吃了一粒苹果。
肚子有点空了了的就出发了
到了学校，朋友们都在吃东西，我本来想吃点可是又怕等下吃了下水时会想吐！
于是就没吃就开始训练
讲师开始解释，开始做热身等等
第一关， 穿着救生衣（很烦的救生衣！！） 然后要用背向着水面游一轮！来回！！ 我因为太紧张，还有另外一个教练一直在我旁边说： u r wrong! open your hand n swim like this(用着他的手势看着我）!!
我开始紧张了，因为我是个会游泳的人，可是被他这样一说我觉得好想很笨酱。就越游越快，可是还是用着错的姿势！ 当我游到终点时，我开始觉得很累很喘，好像快要死的感觉
我太久没做运动了，四五个月了吧。 穿着西装裤，它把我的腿缩得很紧，我的两双腿觉得很麻痹， 似乎是氧气不足，我一上到岸上，马上找地方坐。我告诉我朋友我的腿好像有点抽经现象，他们就帮我按摩下。 刚开始我还觉得有好一点了。可是当我站起来的时候，我的头突然好晕！ 呼吸很困难，上气接不到下气。马上我把救生衣脱下来因为它弄到我很不舒服。
我躺平载地上，尝试把自己弄舒服点。可是我的讲师还不懂我的情况，叫我不要这样躺着因为她以为我在休息。 我就照她的意识坐起来，谁知我一坐起来我整个人就很幸苦到很幸苦， 呼吸不到， 看到的东西都是斜一边，一个人变两个人，张不开自己的眼睛，仿佛要倒下来了
我撑着，我的朋友跟教练们也吓到。
朋友说： eric, are you ok? you look so pale, what happened to you?! eh, someone please go and help him, i think he is having a difficulty in breathing..
我： i m not ok, i feel very dizzy now, i cant breath normally!!
朋友： eric, dnt worry, it's normal, try to breath deeply... (he is trying to calm me down,as he knw i was in nervous and panic)
讲师： eric， try to put your head down n forward, the blood cannot reach your head, you hv to bend down yourself, so that the blood can circulate n0rmally.. dnt panic eric, hv u eaten this morning?
另外一个讲师： are you feeling better? breath deeply, follow me...(breath.......)

总结这个情况：
我慢慢的觉得好多了，可是还是很不舒服，这是我第一次觉得这样幸苦
他们还是继续训练，我在旁边休息。不久跟讲师讲我想去吃点东西。
买了一盘椰浆饭，还没吃就要倒了下来。 跑到厕所，肚子突然痛， 大便， 大了很多很多
突然间！！！ 我觉得整个人轻松了起来，精神好像回来了
去回食堂吃我的饭，可是我吃了几口罢了。
走回去训练，开始有回我的活力。接下来一切都很顺利！！谢天谢地

幸好我能继续训练，不然的话后果不堪设想

回到家，发现我又在晒伤了！ 我的脸好像我早上我吃的红苹果这样红！！！！
图兰！
为什么这样容易晒伤？ 跟朋友拿了防晒涂也能晒伤！ 无奈！！！

我现在整身很累！ 没有力气拿东西了。 我需要好好的休息，不然的话我会死到很快！

加油！ 给自己一点鼓励！ 你能撑到最后的！ :)

first initial tests in the training.

a bit late to update the matter as mentioned on the title

hehehe... i m happy because i hv pass all the tests on monday, n the results were not bad! especially the one i worried the most - announcement test, wow i did quite a good job although stil hv a lot of space to be improved... but compare to the very first announcement i did, it's super good liao! haha...
for the ppl who lanci me tat day, hahaha... nxt time dnt lanci ppl too early, u wil nvr knw wat u wil get... ( fyi, the one who lanci me, he failed 2 subjects!!! hahaha...laugh die me.....i was super happy when i knw he failed!!!! i knw i m bad, but i really happy, bcoz of his attitude....hahahaha.. nxt time pls dnt over confident :P)

now i can feel the tiredness of the training... i hv no time to go bac hometown, hv to wait til hari raya... aiks... luckily i stay with my cousins, so i wont feel tat lonely....

another 1month n 2 weeks to go..pls come faster!!!!
fakers, pls dnt approach me.......
luckily my class stil got few nice ppl, so i can mix with them to avoid fakers... hahaaa......
after 1mth training...
i m getting more n more polite, serious!!
this is how they train us to become a professional flight attendant...
now i can very easy to turn my smile face to any stranger n say hellow or gdmorning or gdafternoon to them with tat asian greeting ( the hand position like sembahyang) ....
it means tat...i m getting more n more fake.... hahahahahah... izzit? wakkakakaka...

i m so so poor now!!! i need money $$$$$$.... i hv many things to buy, haiz not yet start flying ady need to spend so much on this n tat..... y cant they provide us all the things they require???? sienz nia... kns......

Airasia n Airasia x is separating.. haiz.... it makes us become hard to join AAX nxt time... i hope i can join AAX lor.... can enjoy in other countries... AA no nite stop flight 1..sienz... 25 mins turn around in the airport......... hopefully AA wil start to get more new routes which wil hv nite stop there, so i can earn more n enjoy more lor... if not i sure wil resign frm AA after 1 year n apply AAX!!!

studying??? WTF?

omg, cant believe that, after graduating frm tarc, i stil hv to read all the fucking notes at midnite, for the coming tests and exams, it is driving me crazy....
i hope this training can go as fast as it could, i want to skip all the classes can?
sometimes i feel that the training is just wasting time, they can actually squeece few days into 1 day if the instructor gv full attention on the class by not making fun n talking nonsense..although i hv learnt quite alot here, but sometimes i juz feel very sienz.....
although tis is the job i wanted since secondary school, but it seems like....... mayb is the instructors' problems? or mayb is the trainees' attitudes? it makes me feel not so comfortable in the class....
although they r some nice n cute frenz... but i just hate faking around, hv to do the greeting all the time, hv to smile like a robot all the times even i m not in the situation...
i m trying myself to adapt into this kind of fake environment..i hope i wil not become a faker one day...
throwing all the bad things, i stil love this job, wil try my level best to overcome all the difficulties, make all these become REAL, from bottom of my heart..... hopefully....
hope my passion on this will nvr go... keep goingg.... i wish i can earn more n more, enjoy more n more.... so i hv to work more hard on the tests n exams, practice more on announcement ... practice practice!
i dnt wan to be the top but at least not the last.... jiayou :))))))))

not so in mood

haiz.... i m so not in the mood nowwww.............
为什么一些人就是不会那么不会想？
明知道不能继续的东西，就要趁早放弃 然后再找过适合自己的。
死也要死得好看点嘛！ 明知道这条路是没有未来的，就该放弃，从新开始！
天下没有白吃的午餐，如果不停的发那些白日梦，那你的一生就会这样毁了。
聪明人应该要有聪明的智慧和思考，要懂得分析。

why? if u hv to gv up, then jz gv it up, and try for others....
think of it...

announcement class..

i found difficulties in pronouncing some words correctly during training....
today we did some flight announcements in class as requested by our instructor...
we had a lot of fun during class....
19 of us, only around 9 of them able to pronounce the word AirAsia correctly.... FUCK!
i couldnt find the way to pronounce it CORRECTLY...
when i was doing my announcement, the below words were being pointed out because of the pronounciation problem...
1. AirAsia
2. emergency
3. secure
4. position
5. interfere
>.<""""

the comments frm the instructor were : no intonation at all, many pronounciation mistake, ur voice is clear n loud but not fluent at all.... it's very bad, u need to do more practice...
instructor : how many marks would u guys think eric will get? ( out of 10)
classmates : 4, 5.....
instructor : wrong! is 1.5.......... eric, u hv to be very carefull, pls practice more or else it wil bring u in trouble....
me : zzzzz........ T.T cried without tears.......

but i knw that i really did it badly, i really hv to practice more, n read more.... shouldnt get nervous so easily! ( we read the announcement infront of all the classmates, n the instructor will use the recorder and stand infront of u to record what u read.. then will replay it out with loud speaker to point out what mistake you hv done)
luckily, it's jz a practical, wont record in our grade..... grading is done by other instructors... she only responsible in teaching us the correct way to read announcement.... hehe..

i jz simply love her class as it really helps alot ... i will work more harder on this, i will NEVER repeat the same mistake again!

now is 4.20am, it is the first time i keep myself awake till so late since 3months ago.... jz came bac frm puchong, went to yamcha with my frenz, kg his gf kent siewlee wengkuen peikchee....
nice chatting, nice hang out... it made my day... hehehe....

beh tahan jor, wanna sleep liao lorr.... Goodnite everyone... :)
have a nice day~~

lonely

i m mr.loney, i hv nobody......
i m going to crazy soon, hope these two months can pass faster!! i wan move bac to penang.....
i cant stand the life in kl, it's sux..... i cant hv any entertaintment ( only wil get it if i spend money), that's not what i want!
i hope i can fly very soon, so i hv more time to go back penang!
althouhg i m enjoying the training..but i still....
sometimes feel how good if i hv a gf now, at least i wont be lonely, n she at least can talk to me, share with me...
i hv no idea when this "she" will only appear infront of me? am i too choosy? i dnt think so, jz i dnt wan to be too flirty, dnt like to mix and hv FUN around with those gals... i can do that if i wanted to.... i knw that is not the way to get rid of the loneliness..

been admired HER for so long times, but i still hv no guts to go after her, i scare of the responsiblity to be a bf, i worry that is not the right time to get a gf, i worry that she might not have the same thinking as mine... i worry this n that all because i hv no confident on relationship, i worry i wil ruin every relationship as what i did previously.... so i keep myself for single for so long time... n this causes many ppl thought i m gay.. >.<" ... pls stop asking me am i gay, i m not ..... i m straight pls... i need gals too as wat the other guys do.. just i m waiting for the right person with the right timing....

shall i let her knw what m i thinking of her? she is far away frm me now... i dnt think so is a right time to tel her..... although sometimes i feel like she is no longer in my heart , but sometimes she is in there! how come? i wonder ..... i always want to knw what she is doing now, who is chasing her now, is she stil available.... sometimes i can feel that she is giving me chance, but i jz dnt take any action....how stupid am i.... mayb being frenz with her too long time ady???? everything in my mind i couldnt speak it out when i m with her...
can some1 tell me why like this? can some1 tel me what should i do? go for others instead of "parking" myself at this unmovable "place" ?

stop thinking this again la! wake up ....
is not the time....

i miss my lao bu mia laksa, mee...... swt......

天堂的妈妈

之前，我朋友给了我一部电影叫《天堂的妈妈》， 他跟我说是部很感人的电影。不过他给我的已经经过剪接 大概三十几分钟吧
昨晚没事做，从云顶回到家，冲好凉就开来看。
他妈的，一边看眼泪一边流，看了真的是觉得太心酸了。
它是述说着一个很好很爱她的孩子的妈妈，是位很有爱心的妈妈，得了癌症。虽然得病了，可是还是无微不至的照顾孩子，做义工。有三位很懂事的孩子.....................真的很感人。看了后突然很想我的老妈，家人。
突然间很想家！ 很想回家。可是我需要实习，sienz
希望家人每天过得开心点，烦恼少一点！！


i wish to go home everyday... dnt like to stay at kl.... :(

so called "high class" ppl

training is started
this is my 4th day of the training.........
indeed it is fun.. many new things to learn, n i like it.....
but one thing i hate the most is those fakers.

this lady really .......... i got so much commentss on her!!
i feel shame on her ..seriously
what so proud to be a "banana"(chinese with only speak english)????
i dnt understand, do you think that u r so different when u speak english instead of mandarin?
you understand chinese, y u pretend u dnt knw at all? freak....
speaking mandarin doesnt mean we are lower standard than u! pls...
many of us get closer when speak mandarin instead of english..
coz it's not our mother tougue.... n u hv to knw that, it is a big shame that as a chinese, u deny that u dnt knw chinese .

1st day
my frenz: are u chinese?
her : yes i m chinese, but i dnt speak chinese!
we : zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
2nd day
i : can u speak mandarin?
her : yes, a little bit.
3rd day
frenz : what is your chinese name?
her : sorry, i not really knw to pronounce it correctly! (FAKE)

i dnt like her dnt bcoz of this, is bcoz her attitude.... the way she talks, the way she acts... i really beh tahan larrrrrrrrrr............. not only me complaint abt tis, many of us do! you r juz a stewardessssssssssssssssssss nothing else... i hope u wil be terminated soon ,with ur attitude, u wil surely hv a big problem in future...

ok..stop talking abt this sohai, the more i write, the more anger i hv...

now using my cousin maxis broadband to online, the speed is extremely slow, that's y i seldom online nowadays, although i m quite free.... i jz watch drama all the day after finished my training....
stil hv two months to go.... temporarily i m not free bac to penang..haizz... every monday to saturday also hv class... hope i can get my ID90 card soon, so i can hv a cheap air ticket to fly bac to penang on saturday then bac on monday morning...haha....
stil the same, i dnt like kl life... although i m staying with my cousins now, they treat me nicely... but i jz havent used to the life here... is too boring for me...

ps : must pass all the coming tests n exams!!!! with the flying colours!!

last and new

yesterday was my last day in rsk... took some pics with my colleauges..
time flies, i had been working in rsk for 3months ady, actually i enjoyed working with my colleauges, but i know this job is not my cup of tea, if i didnt quit the job, i wil be probably berkarat over there....

thanks for the farewell party, thanks for everything la.....i appreciate everything from you guys! here i end my chapter of working in rsk, and now i m begining another new chapter of my life..... all the challenges are waiting for me.. but i nvr worry abt it bcoz i knw i can handle it!

tomolo is sunday, and i m going down to kl by tml... driving my fat sis's car, wil temporarily use her car for 2 to 3 months, wil get new one for myself after i start flying...now training no money punya...... cant afford to pay for the installment fees pun..wakaka...
lazy to pack all the stuffs, haiz... so many things to pack, shud delay the training again la, i dnt even hv a time to break, everything come too rush... but i hv agreed with the training date, so i hv to go for it eventhough i m tired.... hopefully the first week they wont gv us some heavy tasks to complete!

i m thinking what shud pack, arghhh...so many thingsss.........faint @@
dnt knw my cousin there got streamyx or not >.<
if not how i m goin to survive without internet access?? i wil surely apply a broadband for myself if there is not internet access......

how good if i can stay at penang for training.....aiks.. things are always not perfect!
pls after two months, allow me to be based in penang kkkk........... i hate kl. trying to love starting frm now... ==

tonite 2.30aam, germany vs uruguay! germany, pls show your strength show your skill, beat down the uruguay !!! dnt make us disappoint again..... try ur best please!

ok la..will update more abt the training soon....

Ps: goodluck to myself, aza aza fighting~

12th july!

from the title itself, ady knw that something wil be happened on 12th july! yea... this is my training date, the first day of training...

although a bit too rush, coz friday only wil be my last day working in rsk, then sunday i hv to rush to kl... but nvm laaaaaaaaaa..... since i no need to compensate for my resignation and airasia ady gv me 1month to settle everything before i start training.. so shud appreciate la stop complaining... hehehe....

now what i need to do is... to prepare everything siap siap, my clothes, my blanket...all my things.. coz it's goin to be a long time for me to stay there, hopefully after sometimes, they allow me to transfer back to penang .. now will based in lcct. anywhere, i wil be staying in my cousin house, usj for these few months.

will meet up my frenz when i free..chin kean giap,chin kim kent, ow yang siew lee, natalie, lai weng kuen, kang yen ching, ng pet sim n etccccccc..................... i will always visit u guys !! haha.. pls entertaint me ok.

today i m on leave again..hahahaha...... i overslept, n again, sorethroat and flu... dnt understand y my superior sick like hell stil insists to work? n spreading all the viruses to us?! beh tahan him.. nvm bcoz of this i can take leave, hohoho......... Coz big boss announced that if anyone found himself fall sick or fever or any symptoms related to H1N1, they are adviced not to work!! and no need to report to HR or what... due to few colleauges are suspected with H1N1 and they are now in quarantine...... wow... surely i will grad this chance to curi tulang ofcoz....
now, if i go company, also nothing to do, everyday sitting infront of pc n do nothing... since i wil be leaving soon, so they dont gv me job to do anymore, jz left those pending items or follow up items... no new things or jobs for me at this moment....

ok la .. continue nxt time, now wanna fetch my sis to simpang empat.. very mahuan... !!

Yuichi Nishimura ( blinded referee)

i was super angry when i was watching the world cup jz now! brazil vs holland.... it was not a fair game! everyone knw........ that idiot referee shud go bac japan drink susu but not playing fake game in south africa.... i seriously mad with it...... fuckkkkkkkkkk!!! Yuichi Nishimura u r suxx.... fuck u.. u made the world cup doesnt look like a world cup anymore but bookie cup is more well to describe the competition....

holland players played till so rude , but no red card!! is tat fair???? i was freaking tulan....

i wil remember this referee till the nxt world cup!!! 4 years later i dnt wan to c u appear in the world cup.. otherwise you wil be killed in brazil....... coz u ruined brazil tonite..

guys, i seldom upload photo here, n now i wan to upload this small tiny eyes japan referee here for better understanding................

He was the one screwed me up! i wil korek his asshole if i saw him

another dumped face pic... F u.... go back minum susu pls

MC today ( unlucky day)

this morning was abit lazy to wake up for work.... when the alarm was ringing, it was 6.30am, i wanted to wake up .. but feel uncomfortable... a bit dizzy n sorethroat... so i decided not to go for work, actually i can go for work coz just a small matter not serious sickness...lol.. but at the end i sms my boss saying that i m not able to work coz of sick n wil go to c doctor at noon time.. wakakaka....
yea, i went to consult doctor... was a government clinic instead of private clinic that cost me rm1..hahaha... coz my company only accept MC frm either government or few selected private clinics... but i refused to go the clinic selected by company bcoz mine is not a big sickness.... just feel lazy n got a reason not to go for work..
well, although i m on leave today but i went to settle something that is needed when the time i go for training... i went to bank to open CIMB account ( requested by Air asia), and also went to studio to take the passport size photograph with white background (requested by air asia as well), i want to settle all these things asap bcoz they might arrange me to start training on 12th july, my last day in the current company is 9th of july, so if i didnt do it right now, i may have no time to prepare all these (stupid bank only open frm monday til friday)...

after i hv done all these, on the way bac home, fuck the idiot malay teenagers riding motor without wearing safety helmet..
they were a gang of motor riders racing on the road ( after school) .. FUCK them they thought the road is bought by them, i was trying to pass over them suddenly that idiot rider rode into my way and bang on my car.
i was shocked and tried to avoid the motor (as the motor was still standing) luckily, no accident happened... but my tyre was blowout bcoz of this... FUCK to infinity.!!!!! i was trying to chase that rider but failed! bcoz he rode so fast as he knw that he did wrong.
when the time i was chasing, i found out my car sent out some weird sound... n it was getting worst as i rode further, n the car bcame so not stable! then i only realized the tyre has ruptured.. luckily i almost home and park my car at the petrol station...waiting my dad to help me settle this ( i dnt knw how to change tyre, paiseh) ... the tyre cost me more than rm200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit....................... mother fucker malay, dnt let me c u again..

pukiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.................................... suei xiao!!!


ps: 不幸中的大幸，一点钱来挡一场车祸！虽然很生气那两个马来猪但我还是幸运的…^^

world cup 2010

it's WORLD CUP fever!!
because of this world cup, i everyday sleep not more than 6 hours, n no mood to work, coz too sleepy!!!! n today is weekend, i wil sleep as much as i could!!! to gain back my sleeping time ....
you knw y i m so crazy with this? not bcoz i love football... is bcoz i bet on each match...
i m so addicted to betting .... but i gonna stop it soon as i lose alot in this...
feel super sad! haizzzzz........y i so gatai ????? if didnt touch this then i wil nvr lose my money mahh.....
greediness wil kill someone....@@

a little update for myself
my training wil be on middle of july, the exact date wil be confirmed after 2 weeks..
during training, i will be staying in usj, with my cousin
at first i wanted to share a house in sepang with my crew frenz, but my cousin told me how terrible n boring the place is, n she keep asking me to stay with her so that at least we can take care each others...she is a very nice cousin but actually i not really wan to go her side... as her sis is calculative type... i worry something wil happen if i stay there
anyhow, i hv decided to stay there first during training bcoz my cousin keep asking...hopefully nothing wil happen... hehehe...
my last day in my current company is 9th july...
operators and line leaders frm my production line they keep asking me y wanna leave the job, some of them asked me continue coz they said hardly to get a nice engineer, haha..i m happy to hear that, but i hv to go too, no choice i hv to go something i really interested with....

besides, i m sick of answering those questions by some idiot n brainless ppl, why u wan to become a steward as u ady hv ur degree? do you think it gv u future?u can apply this early with ur spm results if u really interested with, y u stil go ur degree?? hey come on ppl! that's my choice.... dnt be so kepochi, and i wanna to tel u guys .. every career has its own profession, pls respect it and also respect urself... every1 has the choice to select wat they want,
i m so pity for those who has the thinking that they have their degree in hand so they must had to do something tat BETTER frm those SPM holder or those uneducated ppl!
Degree is just to show that u hv achieved ur academic ONLY but not apply to every aspect!
so respect ppl n respect yourself... nvr think that u r so different , so what to have a degree or master cert on your hand if u nvr knw to apply it? think wisely before saying something :)

no matter how, thanks for everyones' comments and opinions, i appreciate it.
thanks for my supporting frenz.... i knw i m doing the right decision! n you are supporting the right person! hehehe....

PS: ah ma popi, popi USA will win the match later , 2.30am!!!! muackkssss ah ma... :D

traveling frm penang to kl for 2 times in 1 day.. geng?

i m goin to become insane soon....
thursday midnite(friday), i took bus to kl to collect my offer letter frm airasia in lcct... after that straight away bac to penang again, reached home around 5pm on friday...
then later 3am (friday midnite=>sat morning) i hv to go kl again for my convocation with my parents.... omg.. i think no one try tis b4?????? my backbone is super pain now! need a massage gal so desperately.... yea, tml is my convocation, can meet my frenz there, misss them so much!
but i wil not stay back after convo, bcoz only my mum n dad come my convo, and i hv to accompany them back to penang as well, as my dad not really familiar with kl road...
cant join the gathering with u guys, *sighs*
but i hv no choice, must accompany my parents back if not they wil lost in kl...hahaha.u guys must enjoy it ya although i not there but the spirit is always there.....hehehe

Besides, i wil be started training on july, hehehe..luckily they allowed me to join on july so i no nid to compensate my current company $$$.... but the actual date stil not sure... hopefully is in the end of july la so i hv 1 week+ times to rest b4 starting training.....
new challenges are waiting for me.. hehehe, today i felt happy when i step into lcct,the feeling is undescribable... feeling good! i m so sure i wil love this job very much..
kekekekee.... :))))))

p/s: I m happy :DDDDDD ^^ :P

i m released... ^_______________^

yesterday went for the medical check up, doc said : everything is ok... dnt worry so much...
the checkup actually was damn simple, i worried too much jor! thought doctor wil perform a very strict checking for each test... luckily i m pass! wuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu.......happy ^^

i stil not yet pass my resign letter to my boss, this is because the blood n urine test results we stil dnt knw how is it... my frenz asked the medical officer there how were our test results, they said the results are private n confidential..WTF? we just wan to knw our result of medical check up, like tat also P n C??? cheh gong........SWEATSSSSSSSSSSSS! So i plan not to pass up the letter eventhough doc said i m ok and fit for fly, i still hv to wait till airasia call me to collect the offer letter then i only wil resign, bcoz it is a bit risky how if aa didnt call me bcoz any abnormalities found in my blood n urine tests? but i m pretty sure i got no problem with these tests lor, since i used to donate my blood ( just two times only..hahaha), and i just did my urine test two months ago...
but still hv to wait the call first .... coz something stil not in my hand i wil feel unsecure...

What is my feeling now? hahahahaha...i feel super happy ... and thanks to all my friendssss' wishess...
finally my dream comes true... this is not easy for me, i had tried my best to get what i want! and i got it... i wil appreciate this ! nothing venture nothing gain!
frenz, if u wanted to achieve something, set a goal in your mind ( just one goal) and go for it, try again n again n again even if failed to achieve... nvr gv up... u wil achieve it one day ! but..............but ............. dnt set the goal that is impossible for u to achieve ! dnt do something that is beyond ur ablility laa...... ^^

hope the training wil start on next month so i only hv chance to go training with caressa and alicia them.. dnt start immediately pls, otherwise i wil join the batch which i not familiar with... No friend there....

hopefully aa wil call me by tml laaa...........so i can resign by tml or friday! 1month notice is so long ! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................................... sienz!
:D

finally got the call

waiting for so long, finally got the called frm aa and being informed to go for medical check up next tuesday... the things i worry the most... praying hardddd so that i can pass the check up!!!

btw, how am i goin to take leave frm my boss?? haizzzzzzz..... prepare to get scolded by him??! he wil nvr scold ppl if we took leave (heard frm my senior).. but i worry he wil nag me.. coz just work for two months, i ady hv two days leave, plus next tues is 3 days! swt...
nvm, it might be the last time i take leave frm this company ( if i pass the check up :P )
it is very tiring for me to go kl like this, monday midnite bus coz stil hv to work on monday :'(
then tuesday morning do checkup, then come bac to penang again by bus... although not the first time , but it is really tiring journey!! hope it wil be the last time i do this.. hehehe... no more pls...

btw, congrats to all my frenz who got the called frm aa .. all of them got the call! haha.... and best lucks for those who is goin to interview on next tuesday! be confident n nvr gv up k.....

thanks fat kent , actually at first i was still confusing to go for this interview or not, n he was the one encouraged me to go for it again! if i pass the medical c.up, i wil surely treat him a big meal, he helped alot.. hehehe..

i hv no idea how to gv the resign letter to my boss if i pass the check up.. wat reason shud i gv? i feel paiseh .. haiz..coz just work for 2months ady wan resign... feel like so bad.. but.......... arghhhhhh

船到桥头自然直 :)))))))))))))

"FAKE" holiday for me

tml is friday, suppose shud be public holiday due to Agong bday... i suppose no nid to go for work tml... but again, haiz.. my cb boss wants me to go work tml!!! he said go learn something .. but the thing is......... he is not there tml?????!! fuck
nvm, i wil go thre sit n chit chat......hohohohooh... claim OT! claim petrol!
NO harm for me to go... hahahahaha
sleep pi...gdnite!!

a little update

it has been more than two weeks time since my last update....
nothing special to me, n a bit lazy to update , since my pukimah streamyx is slow like turtle....
oh yea, i got a good news here! heheheeh... finally i got selected ( my frenz knw wat my meaning)
but bad news is......haiz...... long story.. just forget abt it first, hope there is a solution to me...

oh yea, i m very suprised that i have been working in my current company for two months ady! hahaha.... unbelievable... very soon i wil leave the job (if my medical report is ok) ... so i no need to face that cb kia face everyday soon! is uuuuuu.........................the 1 i hate the most in company...
heheeheheh ahahhhaha wakakakka.... i m praying hard that hopefully my plan is running smoothly.. otherwise it wil spoil everything...
guan yin mah...please allow me to do what i wish to do.... i wil try my best on it...

since started working, my life is becoming dull... i dnt like go out , i prefer stay at home during weekend to charge my energy, coz i feel like working life is tiring, everyday wake up 6.30am and reach home abt 7pm sometimes even later... but my boss seems like stil not satisfy with my performance, he complaint to others that i m lazy, not really willing to learn things.. yes, infront of u, i m lazy, i dnt like to learn frm u. this is very true.. u shud knw where is the problem, n stop blaming on me.. the way to educate ppl is like turtoring ppl... u shud go for training abt how to train your subordinate, or u shud even learn frm your subordinate ( my senior).... being a superior, one must has patience and willing to teach attitude. you r lacking of this, do u knw that?
i m pretty sure that i wil become a very good engineer if you teached me frm bottom of your heart... just the way u treat others, so these are the returns that we able to gv u.. FAIR? at least to me is fair. :)

well, i just went to my frenz farewell gathering, few of them r goin to uk further their studies... all the best to them, n take care ya... have alot of funs there, stil the same, talked alot, laughed alot, n spoke alot of so called dirty words ( being forced by someone, so not my fault k). hahaha......
tml is friday, but holiday! hohohoho... that's y i reached home tat time almost 2.30am... it was too late for me since i started working... if last time, i wil say...come on the night stil young.. but now? oh no...it is too late, i need to sleep now!! haha.. SEE, that's the difference btw working n studying life!

again, my frenz complaint abt my blog saying that there is no pic update in my blog... hahaha... frenz.. if i uploaded too much pic, your wil just look at the pic but not the contains ok? hahahahahaha...... my pic too attractive lahh..cannot simply upload, ah boh u guys tak boleh concentrate reading my super NICE blog... wakakakaka.......

just treat it like reading a story k.....

continue nxt time .. it is 3.30am now, i hv to sleep now... bye




ps: i hope everything wil go with my expectation... please. i need it so badly, so let me pass...

i m fine

i m okay ady.... hehehehe...
dnt wan to bother those things that ady happened...
now looking forward to the new coming challenges!!
in my company, luckily i have one senior , she is very nice person.......
wow.. great! how good if i were under her but not my stupid superior!! although her experiences are not as good if compared to my superior, but the way she teaches and trains ppl is totally different frm my superior, and easy understand.. i can get the point easily.. unlike my idiot superior, always talk to himself... i dnt knw wat the shit he is talking abt sometimes, feel like slap him when he talking or explaining...hahahaha... u guys wil knw y i so hate him when u face him for few days... one question he can repeat 7times in 1 minute time!!!! the 'longest gas' ppl i ever met !
yet, always talk something not important n nonsense to show that he is so so so SMART and no one can exceed his level... WTF ..... no way... i need to endure his attitude for another 1 or 2 months...wait i get the job i want, sure i wil fire u !

人生的低潮

i guess everyone wil undergo such condition like me when they r growing up...
shud call it "down period" or??? a condition that dnt knw to express myself due to disappointment, sadness, and etc..... how am i goin to pass this hardest period?? where is the happy go lucky cheahcheng gone? i m lost... i cant c my future, i dnt knw wat i m doing now.....
the confident one already gone... the smart one ady gone.... the happy one ady gone.... all come after working...
a ship in the ocean without any direction....
i wish i could find myself back asap.....
i guess all is because i expect too much ...
keep telling myself dnt expect too much, coz when the results come out are not the one u expected, you wil definately face a big disappointment!!! i failed to do so... that's why i m lost....

hope to find someone who can really talk with, but there is no one to talk currently...
how good if i hv a gf now that can cheer me up when i m upset... can borrow her shouder to me (suppose shud the guy do so, LOL) ..
haiz...
hope this period is just a short one for me...
god bless me...
jiayou! gambateh! fighting til the end~~

ENG CHEAH CHENG WAKE UP pls!! FAcE the REALITY!

waiting

seldom online now, y? ofcoz not becoz i dnt like online.. is that stupid connection, coz my sis wan to change the streamyx package, so before changing, hv to suspend my connection for 1 week plus... deng...
but now i getting lazy to update my blog.. n feel like it is not a safety place for me to write out something here since i started working ... i set my facebook in private profile, all my info cannot be seen, i dnt wan any of my colleague to knw what i m doin... coz wan to hv my own privacy... n also i no longer put my blogspot link in my facebook, dnt wan to let any ppl that i dnt knw to look at this.. hahaha.... i become more n more suspicious after working... no choice la, coz i m not sincere with this company, i wish to change job as soon as possible....

went to airasia final interview last saturday, everything went not so smoothly, there was divided into 3 stages in this final round. at the very first round, i did it badly .. haiz, now just pray hard that they dnt mind wat i did on this round...
the interviewer told me wil cal me within 2 weeks if i m selected, today is the 5th day .. i m so nervous, how if they didnt call me? aiks..i hv to go for interview again????????????
interview is really a very very tiring JOB for me, i hate interview, but y i always do those stupid things during interview????? y nvr prepared well b4 goin to interview????
that day, i saw my frenz he even print out the questions n answers ( those questions that normally interviewer wil ask) to memorize... at least 10 pages of them... WTF?
n eventually he got selected on that day itself (he is looking good ofcoz), he is the only 1 got selected on that day i guess... yes, i hv no doubt that becoz he really did alot of homework b4 goin for interview..... do i need to do so next time??? am i too confident to myself ady???
i think i shud do more preparation next time b4 i go for interview ......
i met few frenz there, knowing that they even worst than me, some of them tried more than 4 times just for airasia, n finally only can go thru final round.. i was so lucky that this was my first time trying, n managed to go for the final round... so if this time i failed? i hv to go again ofcoz.. coz that is my dream wat.. dnt gv up so easily.. i wil try til the end! lol.... but ofcoz beside trying, i wil stil working la... coz i knw that it is not so easy to get wat u want, so must get ready for the worst....

now everyday pray hard to receive a call the number start frm 03!!!!!! pls call me plssssss............. wahahahha......so far all of my frenz not yet get the call, it means AA stil not yet inform those selected candidates.. so i stil stand a chance ... wakakaka...


PS: i hate my boss (superior), he is really fucker... fuck him x n... if not willing to teach me then dnt hire me, if hired me, pls teach me sincerely! fuck u!

yesterday!

yesterday, saturday. guess wat i did
i went to kl interview again..hahaha....airasia, cabin crew again
story begin ..
friday nite around 11pm, i hv nothing to do, then go for google search c any airlines recruitment recently... damn, i found it the next day AA wil be having a recruitment in their academy, i was like WTF??? how come so sudden? my cousin said wil tel me once got recruitment, but she didnt! swt!!
what i did on nxt? immediately, i went to parit buntar bought a ticket to kl, earliest ticket was 10am.. the registration time was frm 9am to 4pm, so i guess it wont be too late if i reached there.
i prepared all the things, although i was freaking tired! but i insisted to go there have a try! yea, i reached kl around 3pm, luckily susan also goin with me, n she n her bf waited me at bus station , n finally we managed to reach there b4 4pm....
it was so simple... compared to SIA, it was like.... ==
just a very simple interview, first just like normal lor, measure height n weight, pass up all the certs n relevant documents...
then we called to wait at outside a room, then a guy called us to enter the room for cat walk, after cat walk, two interviewers asked me some very basic questions, like what are u doing now n etc. after tat, asked me to read a anouncement for both malay n english version... then check ur hand, ur skin... tat were for tat round,,then hv to wait at another room for the results....
it was like so simple, whole process took me not more than 30mins..
final wil be held on nxt saturday, tis time i hv to be well prepared, wont get any chances for them to kick me out of this... althouhg many of them told me tat is very easy to enter if i managed to go for final round..so i m very confident tis time! (dnt pull me down again) lol

wondering shud i take a leave on friday... or after working only go?
hmm....... aza aza fighting!!!
gdluck to me!

hope my dream comes true....................... :)))))))))))

today

today
wat i did in company? lol... i guess so was nothing? hahaha...
taken few pics for those products with defect and compound it into a file for refering.
then follow my superior went to penang main company for meeting.. the way they meeting was just too boring... lol... i was just like an idiot sitting there and done nothing....
today my superior asked me lot of questions
like the job? (honestly i dnt like, but i stil answered him : ok la, not bad!! c, how fake was i?!)
one most fucking funniest question he asked was : i thought our surrounding air is just consist of oxygen???! wtf?????? hahahaha....lmao ( but i not dare to laugh.. just pretend like nothing) then i explained to him, there is stil other gases like nitrogen,co2, some inert gases and etc.
izzit wonder y he wil ask me this question? due to the defect with the products ( oxidation)
stil, he asked how many hours u spent for sleeping? 10hours b4 working, less than 8 after working
he was like so shocked man! == ... he said i almost spent half day in sleeping ..zzzzzzzz..
what u normally do on weekend? sleep and eat n surfing net.. his response was :zzzzzzzzzz
do u hv gf? now no..
why broke? coz not suitable
how long it last? some 2 months some 3 months... his face : zzzzzzzzzzz....(smile with a very paiseh mia face) .... gg.com.my
it was so fun man... he is totally an old man... old thinker..i wouldnt say it is not good, but at least my father not like tis! hahahaha...swt
and one most happy thing he told me was : the next three days i wil not in office, if u hv anything dnt understand just refer back to jess ( my senior)... wow..i was like... yes! no ppl supervising me for the next 3 days, i can back early... i no nid to do anything in office....wakakakakaka...syok! love it...
yes, i admit i m super lazy ... but wat to do, coz i m not interested with the job mah... want me to pretend like very enjoy ? no way la .... just too difficult .. :D

after tml, weekend is coming soon... hohohohohoo.....

:))))))))))

first few days of my job

obviously, i m stil not used to the time of working, sleep early wake up early,
is totally against my 'rule' of sleeping which is sleep lately and wake up lately.
i found out it is hard to change the sleeping time, it is hard to hv 8hours sleeping per day when start working
ok, back to my job..
honestly, i stil not yet get involved myself in this company
i m not so interested with my job la.........
arghh.....
although these few days i no need to do anything, just hv to read so instruction, go to the production line see how the products are produced, how the machines work, and get some basic knwledge frm operators, technician and supervisor.. but it seems like so boring !
my colleauge told me first week will be very very boring, it is true..no doubt on it
she told me in the following week, when i understand the flow of my job then i wil start busy like hell... omg... i m not scared by her! i just dnt wan overtime there, although can claim the OT allowances, but it is too late to go home if i OT, wil affect my sleeping time!!!! my sleeping time wil become even shorter! shit...

haiz... tis job suits me? keep asking myself abt tis question
i like to talk, i dnt like everyday sit at office or line doin the same thing...i wish to go outstation like what my friend do, i dnt like everyday stay at the same place working for the same purpose..
i might change job after few months if i found out that i really really dnt like the job!!
hehehe.....
who knw i might like the job after all tis? hahahahaha.....it is hard to predict everything in future...
so let's see.....

it's time to sleep again...10.45pm.
continue next time la... :))))


ps: everyday waiting for the coming of weekend!! ^^

big disappointment

haiz.... as what i wrote in the previous post! i went to interview SIA again jz two days ago...
they failed me again.....
saturday, i have been kicked out in the very first round as wat i hv expected bcoz i did a very stupid mistake in that round, forgot to say some greeting words n brief intro myself to interviewers and those intervewees... it was a BIG BIG mistake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant forgive myself for doing tis, so sunday i went to try again... yes, i did go through the first round selection...
went through the skin check stage, playing game stage..... and finally 1 to 1 interview ( the one i failed in during interview at penang) , this is the most scary stage to me, i was damn nervous!!!
again, i failed in this stage! yyyyyyyy............. y failed me in this stage 2 times???????!!!!! at least gv me a chance to go through a very final round mah....
honestly, i m very disappointed! i hv lost my confident...
i roughly knw what is my problem, why they dnt select me at the end!all is abt my english,my speaking!!! not fluent enuff! because that lady asked me : hv u ever think of taking any english courses in future to improve ur english. SHITTTTTTTTTTTT ... this was the last question she asked me during 1 to 1 interview session! she asked me alot of questionssssssssssssssss........... at first i tot what the answers i gv her were good enuff! but, the more questions she asked, the more panic i was!
arghh......... i admit, i m not good in speaking english, but .... ofcoz wat! i m not english educated man! what do u expect wor! isshhh....
SIA! i wil not try U in short time! i wil only try when my confident is back!!!
what is my nxt plan? ofcoz, keep trying, but other airlines! bcoz steward is always my dream job! i wont gv up so easily!!

thanks to alyssa who always gv me encourgement, teach me some skills when answering the questions! teach me alot of things.. thank u, i wil try cathay in this june! this time wil try my best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thanks for telling me this! ' SIA didnt select u doesnt mean u r not good' thank u!

Besides, i hv to thank all my fellow friends that keep cheering me up when i was down! thank u! ur encourgements do really help! i wil find my confident back soon!

while waiting for the recruitment of other airlines, i wil work at penang temporarily (stil waiting call frm the company). coz i dnt wish to waste time at home, do nothing ....

what i need to do now is, do more preparations b4 going to interview, be confident all the time! answer question professionally!
Eng Cheah Cheng, U can do it, u hv to try until u success, some ppl try even more times than u, and finally they got selected! so..... BELIEVE urself! u hv the qualitiesssssssssssssssssss!!!
jia you!

嗨大家，久违了

好久没写blog了，大家有没有想我勒！！ 哈哈哈
其实我不是很忙，只是很懒惰，也没什么心情写
原因？？我也不懂 因该是很烦吧
烦什么呢？当然工作咯，在找着工作


要找份理想的工作比想象难
人往往无法如愿与尝
可是呢，梦想还是不可放弃的！
还是要坚持到底！
现在是我必须奋斗的时候，如果以后要过得舒服没烦恼
现在是时候了，努力赚钱！
什么都要靠自己！不要依赖别人！也没有人可以给你依赖！
我会变成工作狂吗？？？？哈哈哈


去应征了几份工，现在等着回复！
希望ah ma popi
这个星期六SIA又再有招聘，我还要去试！！ 哈哈哈
我是打不死的蟑螂
这次如果还是不能（大多数不能啦，KL竞争比较大）， 那我就会等一年后再试了
拿些工作经验，增犷见识，好好的充实自己


电话坏了，要买一粒新电话
应该会买iphone 吧，多用途
可是等过些天再来想这个东西
现在最重要是找工
电话对我来说还好 :)))))))))

下次再继续吧，没什么好写的。 :D

tml

goin down to kl tml morning...10am bus, wil be staying at my frenz house a nite b4 we setoff to hongkong on friday.. wil be not able to online for quite a long time......
recently i keep thinking if i done well for that interview, how if i didnt answer them with such a stupid answer,how if i didnt so bodoh... i think i wil be get hired by them.. all i want to say is........
eng cheah cheng u r so stupid! YOU should not repeat the same mistake!!!
my frenz ( knw her during interview), she also got the same question like mine when she was in 1 by 1 interview.. yes, she got it and get hired by SIA bcoz she answered the question correctly not like mine, an idiot answer! lol
i hv asked her alot of questions regarding interview, and she also gave me alot of informations abt this matter, she is really a friendly person, willing to gv help.. teach me lot of things ..
i hv to be well prepared for the next interview!! although it might be more difficult because it is on kl not penang anymore, but i wil try my best no matter how!!
rmb, smile~~~ be confident~~ 'turn off' your heart pumping machine (i wil die,hahahaha), always try to stand on customer's side when answering question as u r applying a customer servicing job!
look forward pls.........
but always prepare for the worst! dnt over confident.. it might kill u!

yes, tml yenching goin to treat me in jogoya for either lunch or dinner.. lol.. coz she managed to pass all in her exam and as she has promised me wil treat me a meal in jogoya if she managed to pass all.. wahahahahaha... thanks alot... makan buta!!! lol

hope everything wil be goin smoothly when we are in hongkong... we are goin by ourselves, no one guide us.. actually a bit worry abt this, but i trust my frenz that they wil arrange it nicely..
hopefully we wont get lost in hk!! hahahhaa..... disney land...ocean park!! wow, we are coming.. my first time visiting hk.. shud be hv alot of funs there! will take alot alot alot of photos and upload in my facebook album..
we also goin to macau, staying for 1 nite.. guess where we wil stay??!! venetian hotel!! haha... a very famous hotel in macau, wat i heard frm my sis is the biggest hotel in macau... a very luxurious hotel... hotel pls pls dnt disappoint me yea! i hv a high expectaction frm U! wakakaka...

新年，工作，。。。。。。

我已经很久没更新我的部落格了！！！
哈哈
这个月太忙了啦，忙着赌博，从年三十晚赌到处十五
真的有够力好赌啊！！！总共输了整一千块，好心痛啊！！
一千块我可以买很多东西啦。。。。我可以去香港买很多很多东西！
妈的，真的有够衰！
除了忙着赌博，当然还有吃东西啦，过年嘛当然少不了食物！肥了很多tim
这个过年那里都没去，除了那天几个朋友来找我，所以带他们去槟岛走走。
去拜拜，去出海，吃东西。没什么尽到地主之谊不好意思啦！希望你们玩得开心啦
前几天去了新航面试,很可惜！！ 过了很多关，在1对1 的关卡被刷了下来！还以为能成功的，因为从三百多人剩下那整二三十个人在那个关卡，应该是我的回答不够好，还有英文不够流利，所以才被刷下来吧
我还会去试，这个月尾，27号！！ 我希望能顺顺利利的成功被他们聘请！！ 因为工钱好高啊！！ 而且我很喜欢这种没什么压力的工作。。
airasia都不懂几时才要请人？？？希望堂妹能帮我一把，做我的贵人。。哈哈哈
现在真的是需要工作了，要认真地去找工作了
去了香港后就要做工了，不能再继续摇脚过日子，因为这个假期已够长了
大家祝我好运吧
我会加油的
希望你们个个都找到自己要的工作，gdluck！！



ps：5号就要飞去香港和澳门玩了，希望大家玩得开心，有个美好的毕业旅行！！

wish me luck

goin to interview tomolo... wish me luck... many many lucks wil follow me.............
yea.................
jiayo0uuuuuuuuuuuuuu..................

interview

there are two upcoming walk-in interviews for cabin crew which held by SIA and Emirates airline
SIA wil be held in penang and Emirates wil be held in kl.. i wish to go both ..
but kl is quite far for me now and i hv to worry abt where to stay the nite b4 interview..
jz went to take passport and full length photo for interview purpose.
i thought 'guang yee' studio shud able to take a nice photo but jz now the service was bad
the photographer was photoshooting wedding photo with a couple, mayb i interupted his shooting bcoz he had to stop the shooting n help me to take the photo first, so he jz cincai snap for me.
when the time i chose which photo to be printed out, wth, i feel like to smash tat photographer
all the photo jz like zzzzzzzzzzzz..... somemore jz 1 full length photo n passport size photo cost me rm42.. damn F**king expensive... 'black shop'
stil considering to go for emirates interview or not, coz the chances to get through is so 'tiny'... arghhh...
SIA? it is even tougher for me ....but at least i no need to travel so far to go for interview... =='
both airlines also provide a very attractive salary .. really wish to be selected..LOL
god bless me...
jia you


ps: never try, u wil nvr success. although chance to be selected is low, but there is stil a chance if u try!! so jz try... try try try... try as many times as u could.. nvr gv up! heehehee...

说好的

一切说好的东西突然有了变卦你们会怎么应付？
有两全其美的方法去解决吗？
如果到最后大家还是达不到共同点那该怎么办呢？
很想回归到最原点
希望大家都能表决出自己的意愿
跟回大众意见
我还是会坚持我的想法 :P


ps：自助旅行是件很难的事情，很多东西不是想象中这样简单！

complaint

my dear frenz.. stop complaining my blog NO upload photo pls!
u knw who i'm pointing on! yeah is uuuuuuuuuuu........no complaint pls!
hahaha..
blog with photo ppl complained too much...
now without photo ppl complained again...
tao hing!
wait me mia mood good i only upload photo here la
i knw u guys wont be feeling sienz 1 la even my blog is without any photo rite?
coz i m too good in writting... LOL
:P
went to oldtown with my "old" frenz jz now, aiks... all stil the same
their patterns nvr change....kap xiao ( but i m the most kap 1 among them,kekeke)
low qianwenn stil the one like to laugh nonstop n same to me too
when i saw her laugh omg i also beh tahan...automatically laugh like mad!! @@
some frenz, i've been didnt meet them up for ages.
all stil look nice! fresh~~~ LOL...
they asked me out tml ==
sing k and movie ( wohoo 大日子）
i watched ady laaaa aduiiiiiii..................
u all really outdated nia, showing on cinema so long time ago stil hvnt watched, mempersiasuaikan!!!(sorry har, this statement is jz for few of them ya) hahahaha...
most probably wil join them for K session la..
but they said M box, i straight sweating nonstop
coz i nvr been there, and i thought it's jz a place for those whoremonger to deal with prostitutes????(挂羊头卖狗肉） LOL...
but actually it's really a place for singing k..paiseh har misunderstood jor for so long time =="
i guess it wont be so bad hor? hopefully.....
wow, these few days quite boh eng ....nvm, working soon
soon i wil not hv these chances to boh eng liao...
so now jz enjoy la... :))))))))))))))))))))))

saturday

yea, finally it's saturday... wow..goin out soon..
now waiting eli finishes her duty.. then only go fetch her XD
wanna watch movie !!!!!!!!! hohohohohoh....long time didnt go for movie ady la..
nnnnn... i wanna go shopping pls... hahaha..
i m damn fulled now, weight keep increasing... how how?? haizz...
blame my mouth, i cant avoid frm any temptation... jz a little nice food i also cant resist on it..
as a result, my tummy is growing outward.. ishhhhhhhh....
my diet plan is officially failed... =="
another diet plan is begun ... LOL..
hope it wil success la... pls... popi..
every chinese wil have a prayer tonite around 11pm to 12am.. so called 送神上天？hopefully i m right... is a day which a traditional chinese wil "send" those gods who protect us back to heaven to celebrate new year at heaven? perhaps i m not wrong with it...hahaha... after new year, they hv to be sent bac to the earth again... so enjoy ya our lovely gods...
hehe...
wanna to get ready to go out now.. byeeeeeeeeeeee...................

ps: am i too free? keep blogging ==''

mold.......

mold is growing onto my body ady.........everday sitting at home watching drama n online..
deng...
i m too free until i beh tahan myself laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................
between CNY is approaching, but i stil not in the mood.. how come? ==
wanna buy a pair of leather shoes (for working)
a proper working trouser
a nice working bag..
swt.. how to get all these without money?? faint ==
i need money pls... who can sponsor me some? LOL
CNY wish me luck, win money $$$$ when gambling... then i can get all these stuffs soon..hahaha
besides,my hk's trip is coming soon, looking forward to it... hehehe...

i wan many many luckssssssss in the coming newyear .. not enuff luck these days, gdluck gdluck pls always come to me... i need u badly, i love u... hahaha.... muacks u luck.............

我应该开心吗？

她把我的话放在心上了
她在给我机会了吗？
不懂如何解释，我就觉得不一样了.......是我多心了吗？
我该怎样？
烦恼
一切顺其自然吧。
强求是没有用的
好久没找她了，她最近过得好吗？
还是每天都把自己搞得很累很忙吗？
要适当的休息噢，虽然我懂你不会看到我写的blog
可是还是要加油啦，希望你知道我还是关心你的。
我知道你很强啊，可是如果累了就别逞强了啊，累了就要喊停 ^^

ulcers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 ulcers grow in my mouth simultaneously..it is so irritating and uneasy.. even drink water also wil cause me pain feeling.. like pricked by needle!
i tried to "kill" them by putting salt onto it... what the hell, it was super duper pain!!!!!!!!!!! my tears drop! pain tilllll........undescribable...
friends, pls try it out if u were suffering frm ulcer's pain, damn exciting! hahahahhaa...
did so hard but i jz couldnt "kill" them successfully.. thinking to "kill" them again later.. but scare the pain..... hopefully they wil "die" after all these, otherwise not them die but me!


ps: god bless me plsss... ulcers pls go far far away frm me.. u r damn fucking dreadful..

eat,sleep,wake up,eat

goin to gain weight again! tummy comes out again....yisshhh
eat, sleep, wake up, then eat again... omg... this is wat my daily life now!
fei sei me soon
now i started to worry, worrying to apply what job?
now i m still waiting for airlines' recruitments..
what if i really couldnt become cabin crew? then should i work in KL? or come back to hometown and work overhere? i need a high pay and stable job plsssssssssssssssss....
any nice job to intro ? haiz...... i hv no direction at this moment.. i think i need a counselor to access me... LOL
friend, if your hv seen any vacancies which related to biology and chemistry fields, and the pay is not bad, drop me a msg ok??????????????????????????? thanks alot...

爱不单行

爱不单行 by 罗志祥

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人
在等我的 永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

要听听看吗？按按这个link就可以听了


超喜欢听这首歌
虽然歌声还好，可是歌词真的好有意识
表达了很多人的心声，也唱出我的心声
重复听了很多次很喜欢希望你们也会喜欢
有看海派甜心的观众肯定超爱这首歌！呵呵

离别

大家都毕业了
是时候去挑战新的开始
很多朋友都很不舍得不过呢朋友啊，
人生中还有好多离别噢，
不要为了这个离别而感到不开心
要把这些回忆收在心里，我们不会不再见面的啊！
只是见面机会少了嘛，可是在大家的心中每个人都还是一样啊
你还是傻傻的你，你还是爱想多多的你，你还是爱迟到的你，你还是爱开玩笑的你
只要不把对方忘了就好了嘛
怀念是每个人都会的，因为人念旧咯
可是怀念的同时我们大家也一起祝福对方的前途无限好！
希望大家都能得到自己想要的
在新的领域里得到新的快乐！

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
搞到我自己好像在写稿这样 ==
好了啦，开心看世界！！！它是多么美好的东西啊！
呵呵
最近都睡得很早，起得就不会很早啦
wow，蛮喜欢这样的感觉
难怪那个“uncle” （mr.beh) 每天十点睡六点醒！ 哈哈哈哈哈
我是不是也“老” 了？？？
昨天真的有够衰！！！ 我用了6个钟多从kl回到我的家！ 原因是什么嘞？？
都怪我老贝啦，打电话给我叫我一定要加水进那个水箱，我跟他说不用他就说要！
我也是的，没问清楚要加多少水？！！ 加过头了，我也不懂！ 开车不到30分钟
那指针就开始飙高！真的是有够衰！！！！
还有前天从timesquare回我的宿舍也迷路！！！ 天啊～～～～～ 不到三十分钟的车程我竟然用了一个钟头半！ 在新的一年里，我希望我自己不要这么衰了！ 哈哈



ps：今天是肥kent的生日，祝他快快乐乐啦，不要一直自己预测未来的事情啊！ 事情往往不是想象中那么好或不好的啦。 希望你感情顺利，找到份好工！

睡觉

又跑到姐姐的房睡觉去，好喜欢在那里睡觉。
从不失眠，那个房好有魔力
躺在那个床上你的压力会顿时间消失掉
开始睡啊睡啊睡啊.............
这应该是家里给我的温暖
不管在哪里都找不到这种毫无牵过的心吧
所以我经常都跑到她的房睡觉，也经常被她给赶出来
哈哈
刚刚做了一个梦
好真实哦
我考试failed了，可是不需重考， 拿了一个C+和C
而且我的CGPA跌到3.41 和 3.25（bachelor degree)
我还跑去找老师理论，还被他海扁了一顿
看着接近90% 的人failed这个科目心里好难过噢
看到我的CGPA跌倒这样夸张我更难过啊！！！
幸好这只是梦～梦～一个永远都不会成真的梦!!!(我希望）
为什么在现实里我一直只是希望我会pass，
可是拿到了C and C+我应该要很开心啊
为什么我的潜意识里会把它归类为failed？？
难道我真的连拿个C都接受不了？？
感叹啊！ 我真的把它看得太重了导致我连梦也梦到它
忘掉它吧

最近我在追看一套戏 “海派甜心”
杨丞琳和小猪演的
虽然很无厘头很搞笑
可是看了这套戏不懂怎样
把我以前的伤心事都一一搬出来
想着怎样一次又一次的被心爱的人伤害
一次又一次的伤心难过
让我越恨她们，越不相信爱情这种玩意
看看自己，觉得很可耻
爱情存在时真的可以很幸福很快乐
一旦不见了，就会把你折磨得要死要活
不管你做多少做多好也不会把粉碎的爱情再给拼好来
现在的我选择单身选择不要去爱一个会伤害自己的人我想应该是对我自己好吧
遇到喜欢的人也不敢去追求了
虽然这套戏的结局是很美好的，可是我觉得真实的世界是不会有这种完美的结局
可能对爱情观很糟糕才会这样想吧
多希望我遇到的是爱我多过我爱她的人啊
爱情？我还应该要相信你吗？就要看你以后的造化了咯
我吃斋吃肉靠你以后的表现了

有时在想，人，为什么一直要找烦恼来烦？你如果不找它它是不会找你的不是吗？
这就是人，都犯贱～没有烦恼的人应该不叫人吧，因为每个人都是犯贱啊每个人都有烦恼啊！
哈哈，不要打我，我说的是事实嘛

明天要驾车去kl把我的东西都给搬回来，不会再住那间家了
过后再慢慢找工作做，大多可能还是会留在kl吧
过了年再看吧，成绩还没出也不能做些什么
只希望那些航空快快有recruitment那我就可以去interview碰一碰运气
29th 会和朋友一起去庆祝肥仔的生日，我想这也会是最后一次这么一大班的朋友一起出去
希望大家以后都能保持联络啦

又困了，好吧。去睡了，养足精神明天可以专心驾车。
大家加油吧！

arghhhh

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
i m free now, no exam no nid study no nid everyday face the notes
but how come i stil cant sleep well????
ady been 1week++ i cant sleep easily..wat the hell is goin on?
my body's physiological problem?
haizzzzzz... suffering
i dnt like this feeling.. wish to sleep 10hours per day!
i need back my sleep time
pls gv back it to me
pek chek!!!!
wish to open my speaker loudly n "boom" all the ppl to wake up!!!
feel inbalance, seeing they all r sleeping like pig, but wat i m doin now? blogging? @#$44%%$#@
well, i m officially graduated! i m free frm the bonding with tar college..
suppose now should be a very good time for me to relax n rest, but how come i so tension??!
goin pavillion for movie with cheekhang later, dnt wanna stay at this lame hostel
wan to get some new clothes for cny.. pls sponsor
this time hv to spend wisely, coz my hongkong trip is coming soon! wow...
time for me to start saving money
excited! first time go so far away frm malaysia...kekekeke....
frenz i gonna to miss u guys so so so so so much, dnt knw when we only hv chance to meet up after this.... my classmatess, coursematess,lecturerss....
all the best to ur future! wish u all wil hv a bright future...
is time for me to get some jobs' info...
goin to start working life soon, can i say i dnt wan? hahaha....
ofcoz cannot...
let's fight for future! jia you!

last subject!

后天星期六就是我在学院生涯的最后一张考试，，开始有点不舍得
过了星期六，我就要跟我在这里认识4年的朋友说再见了
这次真的舍不得了
一群认识这样久的朋友就要面对分离了
大家各东西跑为自己的理想前进
有的会继续深造，有的会开始做工生涯
我自己的前途又是怎样？很迷惘
在这里认识了这样多奇形怪异的朋友，
高，矮，肥，瘦，钝，聪明，傻，幽默，闷，情绪化，悲观，乐观..........
应有尽有各有特色
你们的出现带来我很多欢乐
希望大家以后还会继续联络
结婚时记得派请帖 给我
最舍不得的还是我的Dmamak gang，当然还有其它几个啦 （猜也懂是谁吧）
这几个傻里傻气的朋友对我来说是很特别的
有他们在，就会充满笑声欢乐，所有的烦恼也会立即消失
虽然认识不是超级久，可是感受得到这坚固情谊的存在

说回来，最近很多朋友都讲我变丑了许多！！！！！ 伤心～
以前帅气的眼神现在变了无神而且多了一团眼袋
以前光滑的皮肤现在变成大马的马路多了很多痘痘
不行了，被他们这样一讲，照一照镜子发现真的有那么一回事
我应该要好好的保养了，不可以再熬夜不睡觉
希望快快考完试，我就可以好好的让我皮肤休息
不用再折磨日夜颠倒的生活
朋友，请不要一直前一两年的照片来跟我现在比
我知道了啦！！ 我会变回的，可是一定要等到考试嘛 哈哈哈
不要想念我的帅气～ LOL

我应该要去温习了～发现我的记忆力开始衰退了
可能老了，没有办法像以前那样背东西
脑开始装不进学业上的知识
老化了

fail

i guess i wil fail for the paper today,
this was the most most difficult subject to me for these 4 years.
first time c the questions n totally dnt knw what the questions asking abt...
4 questions, i only knw to do half question.. means i only able to get 15 out of 100%.
hw to pass??????
i m damn pissed off for this subject, morning paper was hard like rock,
but then afternoon paper was quite easy.. why so contrast?
everyone is talking abt resit this paper, failing rate will be the highest among these four years?
i not dare to think of it, hw if i really failed? i couldnt face myself, i feel shame..
shame on myself... even if i got a c ( gam gam pass),i also cannot accept..
but now, i m praying hard to pass this paper... although C is nvr appear in my dictionary, but now i jz wan to get at least a C for this paper...
sad...
how could this happen...
dr.wong hopefully u wil jz cincai mark, then many of us can pass ur paper easily.. otherwise, we all hv to come bac to c u on april... "reunion party"
haiz...
i think things wont happen the same to the next two bio subjects..
i wan to score As for these two subjects!!!!!
wan to push up my cgpa!




bible wong, i hate u!