omg, cant believe that, after graduating frm tarc, i stil hv to read all the fucking notes at midnite, for the coming tests and exams, it is driving me crazy....
i hope this training can go as fast as it could, i want to skip all the classes can?
sometimes i feel that the training is just wasting time, they can actually squeece few days into 1 day if the instructor gv full attention on the class by not making fun n talking nonsense..although i hv learnt quite alot here, but sometimes i juz feel very sienz.....
although tis is the job i wanted since secondary school, but it seems like....... mayb is the instructors' problems? or mayb is the trainees' attitudes? it makes me feel not so comfortable in the class....
although they r some nice n cute frenz... but i just hate faking around, hv to do the greeting all the time, hv to smile like a robot all the times even i m not in the situation...
i m trying myself to adapt into this kind of fake environment..i hope i wil not become a faker one day...
throwing all the bad things, i stil love this job, wil try my level best to overcome all the difficulties, make all these become REAL, from bottom of my heart..... hopefully....
hope my passion on this will nvr go... keep goingg.... i wish i can earn more n more, enjoy more n more.... so i hv to work more hard on the tests n exams, practice more on announcement ... practice practice!
i dnt wan to be the top but at least not the last.... jiayou :))))))))
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