Saturday, March 31, 2012

weekend

this week my off days fall on saturday sunday n monday, but i didnt back to penang for this time bcoz i have something to do
well, so boring at night and hv nothing to do... called my batchmate jessica to have dinner with me and returned the thing that i owed her = snowflakessss.... owed her for ages but always no time to RETURN it to her. lol
what i had just now was thai fried rice, fried curry lala, taufu rojak and ofcoz snowflakes...

as usual, my favourite soya bean series

i m so freaking full now, should have to sleep now because i have to wake up early tml! but the my stomach doesnt allow me to sleep! feel like the food all are stucking in my throat! arghhh....

recently just feel like blogging , dnt knw when the mood wil stop again? hahaha.. hopefully not la..

many thoughts in my mind, life is so complicated...
i always hope i can get whatever i want.. but the hope will nvr come true easily, and i hv to struggle very hard to get it...
anyway, i m not a person who gives up easily. once i set the target i will try my best to achieve it no matter how hard it is... i always tell myself, there is nothing can become an obstacle in my life, no matter how hard the situation is, there is always a way to make it works.. this is what i believe...

wil update my blog in few days time after this...

P/S:不管失败了多少次,不要怕也不要放弃,失败乃是成功之母。 这个是我坚持到现在的原因! 加油殷家锃! =)

Thursday, March 29, 2012

first attempt to emirates!

as mentioned from my previous post, i went for the 2nd interview, emirates airlines
i would say this was the most professional interview that i ever had in my life although they failed me at last, but i still feel happy i managed to pass through so many rounds.

woke up early in the morning and drove all the way from subang to kl with the help of gps (but still lost in kl) , it was just abt to 7am but the road in kl already started getting jam, but luckily i still able to reach the hotel before 8am.

well, all the candidates were well-groomed and waited patiently at the lobby area..
about 70 plus of us managed to pass for 2nd interview, and only 6 guys including myself.
i met up my friends there and talked for awhile before the interview starts.
the outfits of the day

looks like boh gam buan

the interviewers not really good in punctuality , stated 8am but started at 9am plus.
first round : we have a short briefing about the company, and Q n A session. after that we were called to do the arm reach test one by one, after u pass the arm reach test u have to sit down in front of the interviewer for a very short one to one interview. A lot of questions were being thrown to me to answer, about 5 to 10mins talk. then hv to go back to ur seat n wait for the rest of the candidates.. this process took abt three hours before we get to know our results.
From 72 become 40 plus left and only 4 guys left. i was the lucky one to pass the first stage.

while waiting others

well, we all proceeded to second stage, it was an english examination. For those who are not really good in english or poor in understanding english, u might be kicked out from this stage.
the exam included writing an essay... i guess probably they just wanted to check with ur grammar and ur understanding in english. well, again alot of ppl got kicked off from this stage too (i dnt knw why bcoz some of them really good in speaking, but why they got kicked off? but not me =.=)
yes, again i received the CONGRATULATION letter from the interviewer. was quite happy coz not much ppl could manage to pass until this round. so now left 29 of us and only 3 guys left.
went for our lunch, a quick one. the rushed back to the hotel again... it was almost 4pm

again we were called and proceeded to the next round which was group discussion (the last stage of today and if u pass this round meaning u hv to come back on tml for the final one to one interview)
my group got 10 candidates, and we 3 guys were grouped together. the first question was "tel me the one who sits on ur left about what is his/her biggest mistake in his/her life" we were given 5 mins to discuss with the person seated next to each other and then we hv to present it to the interviewer one by one. well, this was not really tough for me ... after we all hv done it, here came with the tough one.
"i will give u guys about 10 mins to discuss 3 advantages and 3 disadvantages to stay in dubai"
while they were discussing abt the answer, i not really talked much and just agreed with whatever the point that they pointed out. the two interviewers kept walking around us and observing us with the papers and pen on their hands recording down something. i knew they were giving marks and picking out the weakness of each candidates. and "time up"
she called 6 of us to present each point that we've discussed. i was the one to get called to present the last point. (was thinking why choose me???? still got few more havent presented yet) out of sudden, i was so freaking nervous and it was supposed the 3rd disadvantages i should have pointed out but i said ' the 2nd disadvantages'. it somehow showed that my listening skill wasn't that good. ofcoz i corrected it after my frenz told me. then i continued presenting with the fucking shit english... yes i ruined myself in this stage!!!! i should talk confidently .. but ...
so again we were called to wait at outside for about an hour for the results. actually i already expected what my result would be and finally they passed us the letter again whether u r successful to proceed for the final or not.. " UNFORTUNATELY......" this was the letter i got ..
and half of us failed in this stage, only 15 candidates able to proceed to the final interview which will be held on tml at the same venue.. only one guy (malay) managed to proceed to final (dnt really understand, he didnt talk much too and he didnt present about the discussion too).
it was so near to me... but i ruined it.
two of my frens got it and i really wish them can get the job!

this was my first attempt for emirates interview and it was really a good experience for me. i might gv another attempt nxt time (after 6months, bcoz that is their rules for those who failed at this stage)

will never give up on what i want! think positively :)))

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

单调

这样的生活真的太单调了
做什么都一个人
除了做工,就是看戏上网和睡觉
出去应酬也懒
要找个人陪就觉得麻烦
可是一有人想要有进一步的发展我就很怕,会很快地斩断。
原因是我不想背着任何责任再去为一个人付出,关心,考虑多多 (太多的顾虑,我不要想)
这样说下去,难道我真的要孤独终老?? 哈哈
其实有个心灵上的依靠是很好啊,只是可能我还没遇到一个我可以完完全全的不顾一切为她付出的人。
我想我还是适合自己一个人过日子,不要去惹祸吧! 人就是矛盾

现在很想换个环境,去别处生活做工
到一个没人认识我的地方
那种感觉会是怎样呢? 有点可怕 =.=
可是就很想试一试在别的国家生活的感觉
希望我可以很快的实现我当初选择这一行的心愿,那就是:
‘可以到世界各国体验它们不同的社会风情,在不一样的国家留下不一样的美好回忆,除了到处去还可以存到一笔钱和找到一位美女当女朋友’
这里的每一样我都没有实现到!!! 原因很简单,我进错航空!

这个月29号,emirates 的第二关面试 (本人已经顺利通过第一关卡)
我真的希望能顺利地通过!星航已把我给踢得远远的,希望你们选人时不要像它们那么的肤浅啊!
这样我就离我的愿望越来越近了。
我的自尊心也是属于有限公司,不要一次又一次的给我打下,我会真的站不起来的

很累了,今天飞斯里兰卡,明天一大早又要飞桂林,老板,你真的以为我们是铁做的吗?
听似好像可以去很多个地方玩? 想得美! 今天去今天回,这是空服员吗? 好心,像外劳多点吧!外表风光 @@

在我停笔之前留下一张自恋照吧 哈哈


好吧

再会 :)

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Fei zhai...i will miss you forever

my beloved dog, fei zhai just passed away this morning...
i miss him so so much now...
cant keep my tears from dropping...
i knw he was not in good condition since CNY ... ya, he was very old, almost 13 years with me.
i knew he could not stay any longer with me but i jz too sad .......
he seemed like waiting me to come back from kl to see his last breathe
yesterday morning when i was home, i stil played with him although he was not really well..
just right after i woke up from sleeping, he became weaker and weaker, jz couldnt stand up anymore, kept banging there and here. my heart was so pain ..and i know he could not stay any longer..
jz laid himself on the floor, with eyes opened, but he couldnt move, i kept comforting him, asking him to leave ,stop suffering himself... my tears kept dropping..
i jz too sad for that.. he is part of my family members..
he breath slowly,difficulty... and finally this morning he left us.
while i holding him ,although he stopped breathing but stil can feel the warmth from him..
i packed him into the box, put him inside the box nicely, did some prayer for him ..
and buried him infront of my house with the help from my parents..
i really miss him
i really hope that he is now enjoying in another world.. I love you, and you will always be remembered. i know how loyalty you are,how good you are...

you are the best, i will miss you forever..
must rest in peace, love you