爱不单行

爱不单行 by 罗志祥

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人
在等我的 永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

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超喜欢听这首歌
虽然歌声还好，可是歌词真的好有意识
表达了很多人的心声，也唱出我的心声
重复听了很多次很喜欢希望你们也会喜欢
有看海派甜心的观众肯定超爱这首歌！呵呵

离别

大家都毕业了
是时候去挑战新的开始
很多朋友都很不舍得不过呢朋友啊，
人生中还有好多离别噢，
不要为了这个离别而感到不开心
要把这些回忆收在心里，我们不会不再见面的啊！
只是见面机会少了嘛，可是在大家的心中每个人都还是一样啊
你还是傻傻的你，你还是爱想多多的你，你还是爱迟到的你，你还是爱开玩笑的你
只要不把对方忘了就好了嘛
怀念是每个人都会的，因为人念旧咯
可是怀念的同时我们大家也一起祝福对方的前途无限好！
希望大家都能得到自己想要的
在新的领域里得到新的快乐！

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
搞到我自己好像在写稿这样 ==
好了啦，开心看世界！！！它是多么美好的东西啊！
呵呵
最近都睡得很早，起得就不会很早啦
wow，蛮喜欢这样的感觉
难怪那个“uncle” （mr.beh) 每天十点睡六点醒！ 哈哈哈哈哈
我是不是也“老” 了？？？
昨天真的有够衰！！！ 我用了6个钟多从kl回到我的家！ 原因是什么嘞？？
都怪我老贝啦，打电话给我叫我一定要加水进那个水箱，我跟他说不用他就说要！
我也是的，没问清楚要加多少水？！！ 加过头了，我也不懂！ 开车不到30分钟
那指针就开始飙高！真的是有够衰！！！！
还有前天从timesquare回我的宿舍也迷路！！！ 天啊～～～～～ 不到三十分钟的车程我竟然用了一个钟头半！ 在新的一年里，我希望我自己不要这么衰了！ 哈哈



ps：今天是肥kent的生日，祝他快快乐乐啦，不要一直自己预测未来的事情啊！ 事情往往不是想象中那么好或不好的啦。 希望你感情顺利，找到份好工！

睡觉

又跑到姐姐的房睡觉去，好喜欢在那里睡觉。
从不失眠，那个房好有魔力
躺在那个床上你的压力会顿时间消失掉
开始睡啊睡啊睡啊.............
这应该是家里给我的温暖
不管在哪里都找不到这种毫无牵过的心吧
所以我经常都跑到她的房睡觉，也经常被她给赶出来
哈哈
刚刚做了一个梦
好真实哦
我考试failed了，可是不需重考， 拿了一个C+和C
而且我的CGPA跌到3.41 和 3.25（bachelor degree)
我还跑去找老师理论，还被他海扁了一顿
看着接近90% 的人failed这个科目心里好难过噢
看到我的CGPA跌倒这样夸张我更难过啊！！！
幸好这只是梦～梦～一个永远都不会成真的梦!!!(我希望）
为什么在现实里我一直只是希望我会pass，
可是拿到了C and C+我应该要很开心啊
为什么我的潜意识里会把它归类为failed？？
难道我真的连拿个C都接受不了？？
感叹啊！ 我真的把它看得太重了导致我连梦也梦到它
忘掉它吧

最近我在追看一套戏 “海派甜心”
杨丞琳和小猪演的
虽然很无厘头很搞笑
可是看了这套戏不懂怎样
把我以前的伤心事都一一搬出来
想着怎样一次又一次的被心爱的人伤害
一次又一次的伤心难过
让我越恨她们，越不相信爱情这种玩意
看看自己，觉得很可耻
爱情存在时真的可以很幸福很快乐
一旦不见了，就会把你折磨得要死要活
不管你做多少做多好也不会把粉碎的爱情再给拼好来
现在的我选择单身选择不要去爱一个会伤害自己的人我想应该是对我自己好吧
遇到喜欢的人也不敢去追求了
虽然这套戏的结局是很美好的，可是我觉得真实的世界是不会有这种完美的结局
可能对爱情观很糟糕才会这样想吧
多希望我遇到的是爱我多过我爱她的人啊
爱情？我还应该要相信你吗？就要看你以后的造化了咯
我吃斋吃肉靠你以后的表现了

有时在想，人，为什么一直要找烦恼来烦？你如果不找它它是不会找你的不是吗？
这就是人，都犯贱～没有烦恼的人应该不叫人吧，因为每个人都是犯贱啊每个人都有烦恼啊！
哈哈，不要打我，我说的是事实嘛

明天要驾车去kl把我的东西都给搬回来，不会再住那间家了
过后再慢慢找工作做，大多可能还是会留在kl吧
过了年再看吧，成绩还没出也不能做些什么
只希望那些航空快快有recruitment那我就可以去interview碰一碰运气
29th 会和朋友一起去庆祝肥仔的生日，我想这也会是最后一次这么一大班的朋友一起出去
希望大家以后都能保持联络啦

又困了，好吧。去睡了，养足精神明天可以专心驾车。
大家加油吧！

arghhhh

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
i m free now, no exam no nid study no nid everyday face the notes
but how come i stil cant sleep well????
ady been 1week++ i cant sleep easily..wat the hell is goin on?
my body's physiological problem?
haizzzzzz... suffering
i dnt like this feeling.. wish to sleep 10hours per day!
i need back my sleep time
pls gv back it to me
pek chek!!!!
wish to open my speaker loudly n "boom" all the ppl to wake up!!!
feel inbalance, seeing they all r sleeping like pig, but wat i m doin now? blogging? @#$44%%$#@
well, i m officially graduated! i m free frm the bonding with tar college..
suppose now should be a very good time for me to relax n rest, but how come i so tension??!
goin pavillion for movie with cheekhang later, dnt wanna stay at this lame hostel
wan to get some new clothes for cny.. pls sponsor
this time hv to spend wisely, coz my hongkong trip is coming soon! wow...
time for me to start saving money
excited! first time go so far away frm malaysia...kekekeke....
frenz i gonna to miss u guys so so so so so much, dnt knw when we only hv chance to meet up after this.... my classmatess, coursematess,lecturerss....
all the best to ur future! wish u all wil hv a bright future...
is time for me to get some jobs' info...
goin to start working life soon, can i say i dnt wan? hahaha....
ofcoz cannot...
let's fight for future! jia you!

last subject!

后天星期六就是我在学院生涯的最后一张考试，，开始有点不舍得
过了星期六，我就要跟我在这里认识4年的朋友说再见了
这次真的舍不得了
一群认识这样久的朋友就要面对分离了
大家各东西跑为自己的理想前进
有的会继续深造，有的会开始做工生涯
我自己的前途又是怎样？很迷惘
在这里认识了这样多奇形怪异的朋友，
高，矮，肥，瘦，钝，聪明，傻，幽默，闷，情绪化，悲观，乐观..........
应有尽有各有特色
你们的出现带来我很多欢乐
希望大家以后还会继续联络
结婚时记得派请帖 给我
最舍不得的还是我的Dmamak gang，当然还有其它几个啦 （猜也懂是谁吧）
这几个傻里傻气的朋友对我来说是很特别的
有他们在，就会充满笑声欢乐，所有的烦恼也会立即消失
虽然认识不是超级久，可是感受得到这坚固情谊的存在

说回来，最近很多朋友都讲我变丑了许多！！！！！ 伤心～
以前帅气的眼神现在变了无神而且多了一团眼袋
以前光滑的皮肤现在变成大马的马路多了很多痘痘
不行了，被他们这样一讲，照一照镜子发现真的有那么一回事
我应该要好好的保养了，不可以再熬夜不睡觉
希望快快考完试，我就可以好好的让我皮肤休息
不用再折磨日夜颠倒的生活
朋友，请不要一直前一两年的照片来跟我现在比
我知道了啦！！ 我会变回的，可是一定要等到考试嘛 哈哈哈
不要想念我的帅气～ LOL

我应该要去温习了～发现我的记忆力开始衰退了
可能老了，没有办法像以前那样背东西
脑开始装不进学业上的知识
老化了

fail

i guess i wil fail for the paper today,
this was the most most difficult subject to me for these 4 years.
first time c the questions n totally dnt knw what the questions asking abt...
4 questions, i only knw to do half question.. means i only able to get 15 out of 100%.
hw to pass??????
i m damn pissed off for this subject, morning paper was hard like rock,
but then afternoon paper was quite easy.. why so contrast?
everyone is talking abt resit this paper, failing rate will be the highest among these four years?
i not dare to think of it, hw if i really failed? i couldnt face myself, i feel shame..
shame on myself... even if i got a c ( gam gam pass),i also cannot accept..
but now, i m praying hard to pass this paper... although C is nvr appear in my dictionary, but now i jz wan to get at least a C for this paper...
sad...
how could this happen...
dr.wong hopefully u wil jz cincai mark, then many of us can pass ur paper easily.. otherwise, we all hv to come bac to c u on april... "reunion party"
haiz...
i think things wont happen the same to the next two bio subjects..
i wan to score As for these two subjects!!!!!
wan to push up my cgpa!




bible wong, i hate u!

3 subjects to go

yea, finished one of my subjects today, materials science..
although the questions were not so hard, but i stil not managed to do it correctly
if compared to last time, i m sure i wil be in sad mode now, coz i missed alot of marks for both morning and afternoon paper
but this time is exceptionally case, i didnt feel sad but a bit happy wor, weird~
coz i knw although i cant get A but i think so B or B+ wil do.. mayb i didnt put so high expectation for myself this time, stop aiming straight As... the feeling is different
but i wil do hard for other subjects, coz wanna do my best try my best for the following papers,
ofcoz A is always my target, but if for this time no A i also ok with it.. as long as i try my best, am i right?! hehehe
didnt sleep for almost 3o hours, suffering insomnia..
felt damn sleepy during exam jz now...
after 5hours sleeping after back frm exam,
i m rejuvenated... goin to mcD take my dinner (12am!!)
then study there for few hours......
hopefully those sohai wont make jokes there , but concentrate in studying
but i guess they wont! l0l

these days, something had happened in my family members, a sad things that made my tears off
i dnt wna to mention here..
but anywhere, everything has passed, so jz forget all the sad things remember for good one!

to my bageh sis, dnt blame urself anymore k... cheer, no one will wish to this happen!
must be happy all the time...
and those unhappy things jz let it goes with flow.. dnt keep it in heart, we all knw tat u r good enuff ...so stop blaming urself.. and take care ahhhhhhh.....

3 subjects to go, i must jiayou jia you!!! goodluck to all my frenz....

nice "climb" moutain experience!

woww..it was really a good experience to "climb" the moutain in melawati...
although i jz slept for 2 hours b4 climbing
at first i tot jz like hiking.. walking up to the moutain...
but suprised me tat, i really nid to climb in order to reach destination
although this time we didnt manage to reach the highest peak
due to beh chee khang, ate roti early in the morning jz b4 hiking, his stomach not feeling well
we jz managed to reach the checkpoint 5, as i hv been told there is a 9checkpoints, so means we stil hv another 4 to go! lol.. hope next time we can reach there..
on the way, i was really immersed by the view frm there, wat a nice lake nice view nice moutain..
took some of the photoss.. i felt damn nice n satisfied...
since i study in kl for 4 years, i hv been so long time didnt see such a nice scene
the weather there was not so hot ( made my sweating plan failed)
i saw few uncles there, age around 50 to 60, walau, they damn damn damn geng.. they not climb, but running up to moutain then running down.. jz like those kungfu drama we usually watch
i feel that as a young man like us, we shud join more tis kind of activities , dnt make urself jz sitting infront of pc, shopping, movie and eat... live a healthy lifestyle like those old uncles... they are super geng!

after 2 hours of hiking, we went to eat dim sum at wangsa.. :)))))
feel nice although i hurted my hand during climbing n
my leg almost paralysis(too exaggerate la :P) due to climb up and down
for sure there is a second time for me to go this moutain!


ps:beh chee khang, pls dnt eat nxt time XD

again, in kl now... i feel tat my room is extremely hot...
my face red like goin to burst out! keep sweating! damn
miss my aircon room T.T
no mood to study here, not a good study environment to me
tml morning ( shud say later after 4 hours)
goin to "climb" moutain with chee khang...
i've been very very long time didnt do such activity ady
i think since i entered secondary sch?
last time when i was in primary sch, always go with my parents to "climb" durian moutain
LOL... hope it wont be too tiring for me.. been long time didnt do any exercise!
must be sweating alot tml!



ps: pimples, i hate u, dnt come to me ( pimples season comes again) swt dao!! fuck u

累了

不停的读书，很累
就连做梦也在读书
精神上的压力，好辛苦
好想这段期间一眨眼就不见了
眨了很多次，它还是存在的
无奈
回来到现在，已经快一个星期
都没踏出家门
真的是名副其实的宅男+书呆子
这样的生活好无趣噢
多想像我某些朋友酱~ 没把考试当做一回事，不能过就重考
考试时期轻轻松松海阔天空
可是，到头来，我还是那么的好胜不服输
还是要把成绩保持住我的水准
压力是我自找的
有时觉得人要有压力才会有进步
虽然没压力的人过到很轻松可是
同时他们也没有在某些实力上成长
我在想，以后如能简单快乐的过生活不懂有极好
不用为了生活而烦恼
可是在这之前肯定是要比别人来得狠，来得强，来得有能力
你才有机会享受到以后快乐简单的生活
这纯粹是我的看法
所以说到最后？我还是去温习吧～哈哈

omg

omgggg...guess wat is the time now???? 6.30am! i stil awake!
struggling hard for my last exam in my college life!!!
can i say i hate this, i dnt wan it???? although this is the last time, there is no 2nd time for me in future. *unless i fail in this semester, choiiiiiiiiiiiii! impossible*
some ppl told me must appreciate the last exam, but i feel suffering !

last minutes students like me are always get mad when the exam is approaching
i m wondering why i didnt pay attention in class at first? if not, i need no to suffer now! i could understand all those things easily but by now i jz couldnt!!!!

initially planned to finish the developmental biology this sudject by 3 days, now is the third day, still i cant finish it! 3 thick notes to go ! wat the hell is goin on?! i m running out of time ... i still have two subjects nvr touch yet... most difficult one the industrial organic chemistry and biotechnology II~ haizzz.....geram for myself! !#@$&^%$^%#@$
keep complaining i got no time study, but yet i got time for blogging ? facebooking? msn-ing?
feel pekcek for myself...

i cant tahan anymore~ jz wanna to release those fucked up feelings that annoy me for these few days ..
off to sleep mode now.. gdnite.....swt , i shud say gdmorning ppl!!!!! :(((((

study week

again... exam is coming, and now we are having our study week...
this study week is so different compared to previous one.. because it's gonna be my last "study week" in my college life.. after this, we all wil be graduating... no more "study week" in my life..
perhaps "working week" or "holiday week"???? LOL
i m now struggling hard for the last exam in my hometown, well.. y hometown? most of my frenz are curious on it n keep asking me y i can study in hometown? coz for them, hometown is a place for them to enjoy, eat slp and play.., not for study! but for me, it can be both, study while enjoying... hehehe... coz i dnt like to study alone in hostel yet need to worry for lunch n dinner..
at home, at least i can study in a room with air-conditional, although alone, but yet more relaxing... coz i need no to worry abt for my daily meals... everything get ready by mum.. this is why i prefer studying in home rather than hostel....
i doubt myself whether can finish all these subjects within a week? i guess impossible, so now i m jz focusing on those subjects i hv confident with it, others i jz leave it aside first...
coz i rather to get few As than all Bs.. LOL....
these days, many things have happened to me n my frenz.. i wont talk much here..
jz feel like sometimes the bond of the friendship can be as brittle as the structure of a glass... it can be broken down easily by something that is not important...
sometimes i wonder, will it be the same thing happen again to my current friendship?
hope it wil never change~ yenching, leeting,jackson,kent,wengkuen,peikchee, siewlee,cheekhang and etc...
hope that our friendship will strong enuff to last till the end! i appreciate all of u around me..
ur advises, ur cares, ur jokes, and etc are most appreciated...

lastly, goodluck to fei kent today, everything wil have a good ending .. hope selvi wont fool u around.. ( frm dmamak gang) LOL

破坏者

破坏者你给我滚远远， 每次因为你，搞到大家不开心。
我吃这样大，从来心中没有这样讨厌一个人。
希望你是第一个也是最后一个
你的所作所为我真的顶不顺了
在我心中你已经是个死人

fat

shit, i gained few kg in 3 weeks, hv to put off the weight!!!!! at least 4 kg i hv put on recently...
i wan to get bac 67kg in 3 weeks time.. started my diet plan now! eat less, if hungry drink water instead, more excercise! together with fat beh chee khang, he also wan to put off his weight!
jia you jia you..
besides, my very very last exam is coming soon, first paper hits on 15th jan..
very fast i wil be graduating... time flies.. tml is my last day to attend lecture after all this, i think hv no chance to attend so called "lecture" with so many frenz around unless i further my studies.. but i think hv no point to further my studies.. haha....
well, briefly tel wat i hv done recently, new year celebration? yea, me n my frenz went to malacca to celebrate it.. this is my first time to visit malacca, dnt laugh me pls!
many of us wonder y wan to celebrate new year in there? kl here got lot of countdown parties waiting us... i hv no idea actually... i jz followed wat they suggested. the day b4 goin malacca, me and ang kian loong felt so wu nai, as he promised some1 wil go, but at the end he called me that he no car to go... WTF? must be kidding me.. bcoz the organizer had prepared everything, if he said he cant go , those ppl who sitting his car all cant go too rite.. i scared to be fucked by some1.. hahahaha...
bcoz of his consideration, he finally managed to get a car.... but he told me tat he was having a feel of driver.... aiks, as long as the 1 sitting ur car nvr think of this then ok liao la.. dnt think too much
so everything settled.. waiting to set out!
on the way to malacca, having a feel like i was goin bac to my hmtown, wat a kampung place in fact... LOL

finally we reached Afamosa at 3pm.. checked in, i tot wat we stayed was "bangloo" and actually it was a villa =.=' , with 4 rooms attached , a small swimming pool there...
very soon, we started to gamble there ( all addicted ady), then some of them went to water park,some of them preparing for steamboat.. well, guess which activities i involved? LOL....
actually me kent n wengkuen they all planned to go cowboy town , but the steamboat started around 8.30pm( due to waiting those ppl lor), too late for us to go the cowboy town, felt a bit sad!! coz my mum told me b4, tat cowboy town at nite very nice 1... i hv no fate with that... hopefully i hv another chance to go there nxt time XD

oh ya, missed out 1 things, while the time they playing in water park, me, loy, wengkuen,peikchee,yenching,jackson,meishan and sky also playing in "water park" a small little pool .. hahahaha... it was fun indeed... we played "monkey game" .. but too bad, the wall of the swimming pool made my whole body felt itchy.... but again, 8 of us were truly enjoyed in this small water war... fat kent and leeting didnt join us, use preparing food as an excuse.. "wu sama dia !!!" LOL

at nite, few of us hiding in room watching horror movie frm thai... damn disgusting la .. haha...
when the time near 12am, every1 went to outside with a sprayer in hand preparing the coming of 2010... finally, the spray war began with a nice fireworks in the sky.. every1 like crazy .. spraying and screaming on the road... i was not as crazy as them, after a few seconds of war, i stood in a silent place(make sure they wont realize i was there) and enjoyed the nice scene with fireworks .... hehee....this was how i pass my last day in 2009.

sleep after the war??? ofcoz no! haha.. continue gambling... wahaha.... tat nite, at first keijoe be the banker, after he won some he passed to me n kent be the banker, we played 21points.. at first kent very lan O... his luck was bad like hell.... felt regretting to share with him, but after all, i stil managed to win some ( bcoz kent was not beside me, can u imagine hw black was him?) LOL...

the next day , went to malacca town i hv forgotten wat that place called? wat wat road .. went to eat the famous ball chicken rice, erm, normal, nothing special la..... i dnt feel nice at all in fact...wakakaka... then ate famous chendol( waited with a long q) .. again, not nice! the only special is the sugar they used.. other than tat, nothing special la.. stil penang food the best... LOL
jz telling the truth, no offence ya!

then went to petsim's bday party .. wat a tiring trip ....happy birthday to u ng pet sim, u r now same age with me..22 pls..dnt laugh me ! hahahaha.... wish u happy always la... hope u like the present i gv la..

i m super hungry now................... T.T
dnt mention food infront of me laa... slap u @@