colour blind

colour blind... wil it affect my career in future?
i m worried abt this....
as i knw, if wanna to become a cabin crew, one must has a normal colour vision..
y i jz cant pass thru the ishihara test for colour blindness? i jz can c some of the words for this test!
i jz realized i hv such defect in my eyes, could it become my barrier if i insisted to become a cabin crew? i could differentiate those colours in real life, but how come when these colours combine together n make into a test, i hardly to differentiate them?
i jz asked some opinion frm my cousin who is working as cabin crew, she told me during medical checkup, doc wil ask them to tel him wat the number in some of the ishihara test questions, goshhh.....
i found out that there is a thing called colour blind lenses, which can enhance those ppl who suffering frm colour blindness's vision, and help them to pass thru colour blindness test. wondering these kind of lenses available in malaysia or not..... any1 if knw abt these lenses,plz do tel me more...
anyway, i wil look for optometrist when i go bac to hometown .. :) to ask for more info abt this!
searched lot of wedsites relating to colour blindness, n gone thru some tests, for my case, i guess is not a serious case, my daily life nvr affected by my vision, jz like a normal ppl's vision.... so normally those ppl who having the same condition like me would not realize they r having colour blind, hv to go thru some tests only can prove tat...
i wish n pray that colour blind would not become my stepping-stone to be a cabin crew.. T.T

no name

just a simple update for this blog... too lazy to blog recently...
nxt monday n tuesday , we all wil be goin to genting ! whole group1 members (my classmate) except 2 or 3 of them..bcoz they got something else to do.. but then there is around 21 ppl go for tis trip, when thinking of it, feel damn excited ! haha... this is the first time we can gather so much of ppl to go for a trip, mayb is due to this is the last semester we can gather together, after this, all will be separated ...

casino? haha.. whole gang enter casino damn yeng la.... wondering they wil gamble or not? ofcoz my roomate definately wil be spending whole day at casino...haha... this time i not dare to play so "big" bcoz i wan to save money for my hk's trip. i hv very long time didnt enter genting theme park ! yes, this is the time! hahahaha..... hopefully tat day the theme park is not so crowded...guys must hv fun there...

i need money desperately now! looking for so many part time job, but most of them jz wan to hire female, feel like want to F*** them, gals so good in handling those jobs?? y just wan gals but not guys? jz wan to attract those ah pek uncle?? only ah pek uncle wil buy those things? how abt auntie? presentable gals wanted... female promoters wanted..WTF?!
in my point of view, guy promoters also hv their market.... we also can approach to girl customer jz like gal promoters approach guy customer... am i right?! dnt discriminate guys plz! guys can be very good in promoting something... trust me!

sienz.. nothing to do also.. but stil early feel like dnt wan to slp now...

jz a post

yea, finally i hv done my seminar presentation, although i did it badly, but i think so it's ok la, since tis is wat i expected .. hopefully my supervisor ( dr.yue) wil gv me an A la.. hahahaa....i knw i m quite greedy, but it's normal wat, every1 is craving for A ..... ^^ goodluck to those who stil preparing for their presentation, all the best and especially to yenching, wengkuen,siew lee,huiping(stil many others la)...... gambateh la!

today my frenz (xue wen n jingshuang) came to kl find us, so 9 of us went to klcc for dinner, san francisco.. the funniest thing during dinner time was shinhuoy n yenching! the salads which ordered by both of them... it's so disgusting n so expensive , wat yenching commented on her salad was " is tat a grass?? it tastes bitter!!! i m regretting to order tis, do u guys wan to try it ? i gv it to u...." hahahahaha..... for shinhuoy " i suppose not to listen what cheah cheng said(i told her to choose the most expensive 1), the mashed potatoe tastes far more better than tis salad...blar blar blar...." hahahah.... laughed my ass off!!!

my tummy getting rounder n bigger..........i should start to take care of my diet from now onwards.....

goin bac to hometown tml with my aunty, woow, no nid to go bac by bus, save money + time... goin bac for few days... 3 or 4 days i guess? haha...


i jz editted few of my pic that taken just now, hahaha.... a bit 自恋 i knw! but this thing tak boleh control la... LOL

actually a bit tired now, but stil sitting infront of my laptop... i wondering how wil it be if one day there was no internet access for me.... wil i survive? hopefully.. i should train myself for not so addicting in surfing net...

sienz~

bye =.=

nervous

tml is my turn for the seminar presentation.. i m very very nervous now!!! nervous x 10000000000000000...... i do not hv enuff time to finix all my slides, i nid at least 25mins to finix whole presentation but the problem is we jz allow to use 20mins for presenting..
worrying... worrying.... haizzzz............ this final year project carries 6credit hours in this semester! it means alot to me! i wan to get A to push up my cgpa ..

wondering tml how many students wil be there for listening during the presentation? hopefully jz few "little cats" there.. T.T

矛盾

心理很矛盾，
最初以为有了女友（ex）就已经忘了她，
可是现在的我又来了， 几天没联络就会想起她
想知道她最近怎样了，
有认识到新的男子吗？（很不希望她遇到XD）
可是每当找她的时候我都不敢聊起我对她的看法
很怕再次被拒绝， 其实很想问她我和她是不是最多能做到朋友罢了？
说实在的，我很想和她有进一步的发展，只是我觉得是没有可能的。
很想知道我在她心里是占着什么样的位置？
很想知道每次她跟我出去的心态是怎样？在给我机会？
还是真的只是纯粹朋友见见面？天啊！ 为什么会这样烦！！！！！！
当她跟我说有谁追她时，我就叫她给人机会（其实心里不是这么想的）
haiz................................暗恋？应该是说明恋吧！
我的好朋友都懂我在说着谁吧？ 她知道我还是喜欢着她吗？
我没有勇气再去追求她了，谁来给我勇气？？
我不想去想它，可是偏偏我越不想，它越要我想！ 感情啊！饶了我吧可以吗？
我到底要怎么做才好？让它去？ 继续做回朋友？
我很矛盾， 我这个感情白痴。

results

the result of the last semester had jz released by today, actually i m not satisfied with the results,especially one of my practicals got B!! dr chong, i u r such a........................ yea, ofcoz i knw why he gv me B in my practical, he had told me b4 exam, the reason was.... my frenz, bcoz he copied my reports without changing my name there and then straight away submitted it to dr.chong... and being caught by him! WTF?! my frenz even worst than mine, he got C for both practical. so what if copy?? every1 was copying, he knw tat! DON'T YOU!!!

i knw many of my frenz failed in exam.. friends, jz work harder in the coming resit paper ya?! dnt be too upset abt tis...

today went to sing k my frenz, then celebrated bday with sky, a belated bday celebration... today like no mood to sing, too early izzit(11am to 2pm)? the voice not yet open?but leeting's voice was opened widely!!!!!!!her powerful voice almost breaks every single piece of the glasses in the room the hahahaha.......all of them were screaming but not singing..hahaha...gg.com.my...swt... >.<"

~ mango cake~ hope u like it

a group photo ^^

a photo without leeting, haha...camera gal!

after k box session, then i went to interview with jacksheng for a part time job. swt, very far..... somewhere near the curve (metropolitan square), we went there by lrt n bus bcoz we dnt hv transport to go there,took me nearly about 1.5 hours frm sg wang to there! *faint*
reached home around 5pm++ , then went to swim, hv been around 2months didnt go for swimming, my thigh is very pain now... hahaha... then started to hibernate frm 6++ to 10pm++ ..

jz came bac frm dinner(or shud i say supper? lol) with kityin n leeting, wanna to watch drama now.. bb.com.my

hell

kl is stil the same to me...
is the 2nd day i bac frm my hometown.
i was having insomnia last nite, around 6am only able to fall slp, but woke up at 8am becoz having class at 9am. the weather is too hot, no air-con in my room, miss the time when i were staying in wangsa maju, a room with air-con, no roomate which i could do watever in room as i like.
the house is very dirty, no1 wants to clean it (including me) lol.. for now,as long as my bedroom n bathroom are clean then it's ok for me ady... hehe..
these two days, went to dinner around 7.30pm, but came bac at nearly11pm . talked alot with my frenz during dinner time, like hv endless of things to talk, to share... izzit because of the last sememster we wil be spending our time here, so makes us hv alot of things to talk?
time flies, i've been studied here for nearly 4 years !!
time waits for no man, now i could understand it.

jz now i showed my presentation slides to my roomate.....he laughed nonstop!!!!! hahahahaha.... u will laugh too once u c it! i also cannot control myself for laughing it. it's too much of wordssss in my slidesss, like i m writting an essay? are these power point presentation?? LOL... for my roomate's part, it's too less of wordssss in his slides....his supervisor totally does not understand wat his slides talking abt...WTF?! LMAO

today,leeting told me the job in this weekend has been cancelled , i lose the money again~~ leeting lagi teruk, haha...coz the agent has put her "aeroplane" for two times within two weeks time..sweat~~~ nvm, looking for other part time jobs... this sememster seems like very free, tuesday no class at all... so better get some jobs to earn some pocket money..kekekezz...

i feel tired now, wanna to get some sleep, total jz slpt for 4hours today..... gdnitez~
replacement practical class on tml at 2.30pm...so wil be waken up at 1pm?! hahahaha....
k la... to be continued....

back to hell

sienz... goin bac to hell(KL) by tml.... 12.20pm bus ticket..
hv been spent my 3 weeks holiday in my hometown....
honestly, i not really wish to go bac kl, i dnt like that place, although i got some nice frenz there, but still, i dnt like kl, it's a boring place indeed.
another new sememster has begun, this is the last sememster for me to enjoy student's life, after all this, i wil step into working's life, stil dnt knw where should i work in? kl again? hopefully not! but if i successfully worked as steward, then most probably wil be in kl... wth..contradiction!! i wish to be steward, but then i dnt wish to stay in kl ?! impossible man! actually, wish to working oversea, if i could able enter those middle east airlines, woowww!! i always dream of it..high pay, good welfare and etc.. kekekeke... but then wat if i couldnt work as steward? haiz, back to the job that related to wat i studied? oh no! working in lab is like killing a man slowly...
stil couldnt understand y out there stil lot of ppl like to stay at city rather than countryside? haha...i prefer stay at countryside rather than city, it is a warm place for me, a good place for relaxing... but i knw if i wished to become outstanding than others, i hv and must to "fight" in city and upgrading myself continuously frm time to time..
after some years, perhaps i will success and back to the place i like the most, n spending my time there.....

YIPPEEEEEEEEEe

wowwwwwwwwwwwwww.....
i hv done my thesis...finally... yes!!!! hopefully my supervisor will accept it, plz dnt ask me to correct this and that k? i hv put so much effort on it ady, tired~~

what i need to do on nxt is to prepare the seminar presentation slides.. easy to do nia la hor? i dnt wish to do so complicated slides, add this and that in the slides, just wish my slides are simple and easy to understanding... no point for me to add this and that if others didnt knw what were you presenting.. but..... presentation?! my weakness... i dnt like presentation, as i coudnt speak fluently in english, always become stutterer during presenting. sometimes i dnt even understand wat i was presenting, then started to talk nonsense... feel suxxxxxxx.... stil dnt knw hw to improve my presentation skills.... got alots to be improved! XP

at last, 10 of us finally booked the tickets from air asia for our graduation trip..macau and hk trip.. rm342.4 with return.. consider cheap or expensive? hehe.. nvm, now the trip is guaranteed, no more dragging.. hohohoho..... after all my things get done, then wil start to look for part time job to earn some extra pocket money.. damn poor bcoz of the trip, i need to save money frm now.

feel like to watch hongkong series now but it's 4.15am now... can i? ofcoz.... LOL...

saja post

writting blog is becoming one of my hobbies? LOL.. NO, it is just becoming a place for me to record down my days, my feelings~
went out again tonite...zzzzzzz.... watched "ugly truth", wow, it's a great movie to watch, laughed my ass off! dnt miss it!

today, air asia got promo again!! rm268 to macau (with return ticket), we all plan to book the tickets as soon as possible, hardly to get a cheap tickets recently! so my frenz wil go kl central to ask more details on it tml... if everything ok, then GOOD lah... haha... cant wait for this graduation trip..but stil long time to go...nxt year march~~~@@ must be alot of funs there.. hopefully i wont spend out of my budget..rm2k is tat enuff for me? i dnt think so~ haha...how if not enuff? borrow frm my bageh sis? hahahahha..... definately wil let her scold ~~

this week not goin bac to kl, as usual,off myself another 1 week... in fact, planned to go bac on wednesday to find my supervisor search for help in my final year project, but the questions seem hv settled as my frenz ady went to ask help frm him...i think i can handle it myself after my frenz told me hw to do it..thx first la koh beng chong...so it is ok for me to skip 1 week rite?! LOL

i m wondering am i suffering high blood pressure?! everyday after waking up, i feel pening! sleep too much?! hv to go for medical check up i guess.. feeling unwell recently, nose is still blocking.. haiz..have been suffering frm nose-blocking for 3weeks yet stil dnt wan to consult doctor?! thought can be recovered naturally? hahaha.... if stil persisted, then i wil go for a doctor after few days... beh tahan ady! kekekeke......

aiyo..waiting call frm astro for so many days...but stilll ......... my rm500 flies away ady laaaa...fast call me !! haha.....astro pageant 2009 having a liveshow soon, normally they need usher for tat event, but yet i still not receive any call frm pearlyn ..isshhh...i think so this time is not my turn.. shit la, boh duit liao la... i wan save the money for my HK trip ler.. popi she wil cal me in these few days if not really boh liao.......................................i love money plzzz....

guess wat is the time now? nearly 6am... used to write blog at this time... i hv no idea on it why this time? :D

sleep soon, tireddddd...... pimples ...go away plz.. i dnt like u.. plz go to stick on those ppl whose face is so licin but not me... thx! XD