big disappointment

haiz.... as what i wrote in the previous post! i went to interview SIA again jz two days ago...
they failed me again.....
saturday, i have been kicked out in the very first round as wat i hv expected bcoz i did a very stupid mistake in that round, forgot to say some greeting words n brief intro myself to interviewers and those intervewees... it was a BIG BIG mistake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant forgive myself for doing tis, so sunday i went to try again... yes, i did go through the first round selection...
went through the skin check stage, playing game stage..... and finally 1 to 1 interview ( the one i failed in during interview at penang) , this is the most scary stage to me, i was damn nervous!!!
again, i failed in this stage! yyyyyyyy............. y failed me in this stage 2 times???????!!!!! at least gv me a chance to go through a very final round mah....
honestly, i m very disappointed! i hv lost my confident...
i roughly knw what is my problem, why they dnt select me at the end!all is abt my english,my speaking!!! not fluent enuff! because that lady asked me : hv u ever think of taking any english courses in future to improve ur english. SHITTTTTTTTTTTT ... this was the last question she asked me during 1 to 1 interview session! she asked me alot of questionssssssssssssssss........... at first i tot what the answers i gv her were good enuff! but, the more questions she asked, the more panic i was!
arghh......... i admit, i m not good in speaking english, but .... ofcoz wat! i m not english educated man! what do u expect wor! isshhh....
SIA! i wil not try U in short time! i wil only try when my confident is back!!!
what is my nxt plan? ofcoz, keep trying, but other airlines! bcoz steward is always my dream job! i wont gv up so easily!!

thanks to alyssa who always gv me encourgement, teach me some skills when answering the questions! teach me alot of things.. thank u, i wil try cathay in this june! this time wil try my best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thanks for telling me this! ' SIA didnt select u doesnt mean u r not good' thank u!

Besides, i hv to thank all my fellow friends that keep cheering me up when i was down! thank u! ur encourgements do really help! i wil find my confident back soon!

while waiting for the recruitment of other airlines, i wil work at penang temporarily (stil waiting call frm the company). coz i dnt wish to waste time at home, do nothing ....

what i need to do now is, do more preparations b4 going to interview, be confident all the time! answer question professionally!
Eng Cheah Cheng, U can do it, u hv to try until u success, some ppl try even more times than u, and finally they got selected! so..... BELIEVE urself! u hv the qualitiesssssssssssssssssss!!!
jia you!

嗨大家，久违了

好久没写blog了，大家有没有想我勒！！ 哈哈哈
其实我不是很忙，只是很懒惰，也没什么心情写
原因？？我也不懂 因该是很烦吧
烦什么呢？当然工作咯，在找着工作


要找份理想的工作比想象难
人往往无法如愿与尝
可是呢，梦想还是不可放弃的！
还是要坚持到底！
现在是我必须奋斗的时候，如果以后要过得舒服没烦恼
现在是时候了，努力赚钱！
什么都要靠自己！不要依赖别人！也没有人可以给你依赖！
我会变成工作狂吗？？？？哈哈哈


去应征了几份工，现在等着回复！
希望ah ma popi
这个星期六SIA又再有招聘，我还要去试！！ 哈哈哈
我是打不死的蟑螂
这次如果还是不能（大多数不能啦，KL竞争比较大）， 那我就会等一年后再试了
拿些工作经验，增犷见识，好好的充实自己


电话坏了，要买一粒新电话
应该会买iphone 吧，多用途
可是等过些天再来想这个东西
现在最重要是找工
电话对我来说还好 :)))))))))

下次再继续吧，没什么好写的。 :D

tml

goin down to kl tml morning...10am bus, wil be staying at my frenz house a nite b4 we setoff to hongkong on friday.. wil be not able to online for quite a long time......
recently i keep thinking if i done well for that interview, how if i didnt answer them with such a stupid answer,how if i didnt so bodoh... i think i wil be get hired by them.. all i want to say is........
eng cheah cheng u r so stupid! YOU should not repeat the same mistake!!!
my frenz ( knw her during interview), she also got the same question like mine when she was in 1 by 1 interview.. yes, she got it and get hired by SIA bcoz she answered the question correctly not like mine, an idiot answer! lol
i hv asked her alot of questions regarding interview, and she also gave me alot of informations abt this matter, she is really a friendly person, willing to gv help.. teach me lot of things ..
i hv to be well prepared for the next interview!! although it might be more difficult because it is on kl not penang anymore, but i wil try my best no matter how!!
rmb, smile~~~ be confident~~ 'turn off' your heart pumping machine (i wil die,hahahaha), always try to stand on customer's side when answering question as u r applying a customer servicing job!
look forward pls.........
but always prepare for the worst! dnt over confident.. it might kill u!

yes, tml yenching goin to treat me in jogoya for either lunch or dinner.. lol.. coz she managed to pass all in her exam and as she has promised me wil treat me a meal in jogoya if she managed to pass all.. wahahahahaha... thanks alot... makan buta!!! lol

hope everything wil be goin smoothly when we are in hongkong... we are goin by ourselves, no one guide us.. actually a bit worry abt this, but i trust my frenz that they wil arrange it nicely..
hopefully we wont get lost in hk!! hahahhaa..... disney land...ocean park!! wow, we are coming.. my first time visiting hk.. shud be hv alot of funs there! will take alot alot alot of photos and upload in my facebook album..
we also goin to macau, staying for 1 nite.. guess where we wil stay??!! venetian hotel!! haha... a very famous hotel in macau, wat i heard frm my sis is the biggest hotel in macau... a very luxurious hotel... hotel pls pls dnt disappoint me yea! i hv a high expectaction frm U! wakakaka...

新年，工作，。。。。。。

我已经很久没更新我的部落格了！！！
哈哈
这个月太忙了啦，忙着赌博，从年三十晚赌到处十五
真的有够力好赌啊！！！总共输了整一千块，好心痛啊！！
一千块我可以买很多东西啦。。。。我可以去香港买很多很多东西！
妈的，真的有够衰！
除了忙着赌博，当然还有吃东西啦，过年嘛当然少不了食物！肥了很多tim
这个过年那里都没去，除了那天几个朋友来找我，所以带他们去槟岛走走。
去拜拜，去出海，吃东西。没什么尽到地主之谊不好意思啦！希望你们玩得开心啦
前几天去了新航面试,很可惜！！ 过了很多关，在1对1 的关卡被刷了下来！还以为能成功的，因为从三百多人剩下那整二三十个人在那个关卡，应该是我的回答不够好，还有英文不够流利，所以才被刷下来吧
我还会去试，这个月尾，27号！！ 我希望能顺顺利利的成功被他们聘请！！ 因为工钱好高啊！！ 而且我很喜欢这种没什么压力的工作。。
airasia都不懂几时才要请人？？？希望堂妹能帮我一把，做我的贵人。。哈哈哈
现在真的是需要工作了，要认真地去找工作了
去了香港后就要做工了，不能再继续摇脚过日子，因为这个假期已够长了
大家祝我好运吧
我会加油的
希望你们个个都找到自己要的工作，gdluck！！



ps：5号就要飞去香港和澳门玩了，希望大家玩得开心，有个美好的毕业旅行！！