last day of 2010

now is 2.50am, 31st of dec 2010, the last day of 2010...
nothing special for this day..
few hours ago, went to celebrate siew lee's birthday in sunway, tony romas ( am i spell correctly?) lol
many frenz went to the celebration, all my college fren.. total 12 of us ( but the kepo yenching was not there)
jz a simple celebration, nothing much to describe... hope ow yang siew lee like it and feel happy for it...although i knw she has some problems in these few days, cheer la! ok! look forward! nothing 1 mah....hehehe..
i always like this kind of gathering, all the frenz gather tgt, playing fool tgt, making joke tgt.. like return back to college moment! lol... time flies, every1 is getting older.. (but i m stil young like 18)

cheebuyy, i hate my jan roaster! pukimah.... all 2 days off , kanasai.. the schedule pack like hell...
although can earn more, but very tiring when get this kind of roaster...fml
hopefully the kak noor ( managenent mia orang) can settle my mutual swap with that malay guy asap... she told me might be mid of jan or end of jan, depends on our roaster..if the roaster is matched... then probably mid of jan i wil start based in penang! i jz compared my roaster with tat malay guy, probably wil be 11th of jan or 28th jan...
exciting + worrying!! dnt knw hw is the crew there? bitchy? friendly? kepo? hiao? gatai? lol...
hopefully i hv no problem to mix with them... now ady used to kl office...
but suddenly need to change to new working environment, feel a bit....... weird ! haha

finally i wil leave this bloody place soon!! i m happy with my decision.. the life i wan wil be coming soon... enjoy bah eng cheah cheng!

the decision is made

finally, i hv made the decision
yes frenz, i wil be transfering back to penang hub, n based over there soon.
it had taken quite a long time for me to make this decision,
considered alots,
listed out all the pros n cons
n here comes with the decision

hopefully i wil not regret in future ...
it's like a no turning decision making...
once i based in penang, the chances to get back to kl is like 0.1%

some agree me to go back,
some not agree...
but the most important is what i think isnt it?
i shud choose what i want to...
mayb after sometimes, i wil no longer work in this industry?
so think so much for what?

it's pointless for me to stay in kl if every days off also goin back to penang
it's tiring for me n my parents as well
y not straight away based there n work there?
at least wont be so rushing for me
mayb i wil find some other things to do after tat....

after making this decision
i feel my brain becomes 'lighter', not that heavy as previous..lol
this things trouble me for so long...
tel myself : dnt think too much, let nature takes its course.. things wil be great n good if u hv a good attitude n positive thinking! hehehehehe

hey guys, wil u think that my blog is too boring? only words but without pictures?? ahhahaa....
always plan to upload some photo here but i dnt knw wat to upload ...
btw, today is christmas, n i m working! lol...not that bad though
u knw y? bocz i m not celebrating xmas wattttttt.........so nothing to me laaa...
jz wil feel sienz when seeing those status updated in facebook saying that wat party la, went where eat holiao la, went where countdown la..kanasai... hahahaahha

i m goin to sleep again soon, it's 10pm, but i hv to wake up 4am! i hate waking up so early....
fuck my life for being cabin crew!!!
yesterday nite was suffering insomnia totally didnt sleep at all, hopefully i can hv a good sleep later....



ps: trying my best to forget u, but it seems like i m failed to do so... a simple sms frm u ady made me feel like so uncomfortable whole day....y is that so? i really hope i can throw u away frm my heart so that i can ready to accept another 1.... but i think it takes time? unless u dnt contact me forever? my heart wil 'shaking' when u contact me, then i wil start thinking what u r doing, r u doing good now? is everything alrite for u? aihhh..
the feeling is like shit man...
ok stop thinking abt this. sleep better

我的决定？

到底要不要回去base在槟城？
朋友，可不可以给我写意见？
如果回去，就不会再有机会回来kl
那么就没有机会调职去AAX，就不会有机会在大型飞机做工
就不会有机会体会到空姐空少的生活，不会有机会享受nite stop 在其它国家！
工钱也比较少。
听下去，只有坏没有好，对不对？
可是我在想
如果我回去，我会开心点，我生活也会比较有意识点，
我的人生也比较美一点。
至少每天可以回到自己的家，累了就睡，饿了就吃，不愁吃喝!
闷了就找朋友出来，朋友家人全部在那边。
一想到那些大日子都要自己过，就觉得可悲
可能自己太怕寂寞了吧？

如果要跟感觉走，我的答案是回去！
如果要想未来，向前途，我的答案是未知数！
毕竟我也不能说base在槟城就没前途（这份工也是没什么前途的）哈哈
如果是说为了要享受所谓的nite stop life，我有钱的话，几时都可以去旅行吧？
我到底要什么？？？
人，真的是不会满足的！
回槟城？我就得找些外快赚.........

感叹人生！

delay

i hate delay!
3 days flights delayed continously!!!
wasting my time! kanasai
if got pay me extra i dnt mind to delay..but it's not! cheap...cheap!
what also dnt hv...
cheap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish to work in full service airlines................. @@

wakakaka... empat hari cuti

another 4 days off for me ...
goin bac to penang later, bcoz my car is stil in the workshop there...
yesterday sent my car to repair...gear box rosak, rm2k!!! pfffffffffkkkkkkkkkkk!
god wil nvr let me save my money, when i got money in my bank , he sure wil take it away frm me....
hv no idea when i only can hv extra money in my bank account that can gv me satisfication?? where to find my downpayment for my new car? ( rm8k =.=lll ) babi..i wan money so badly..
wan to clear all my debts b4 march 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot spend much starts frm now...argghhh......

i stil owe my 2nd sis so much money ........isshhhhhhhh.....
hopefully no more spending on those unneccessary things like cb gear box !!
yesterday flew with one chinese senior flight attendant, she was frm korean n singapore airline b4, i like her so much laaa..hahaha.... happy go lucky fellow, talked alot with her with my lousy cantonese.... she adviced me to go for other full service airlines which can gv me more money n more satisfication... she joined aa jz bcoz of her family ,she married ady n hv to settle down in kl...so no choice... but me? stil hv long time to go till that stage!
she suggested me to keep trying SIA ....lol...
really, i like her, her attitude...i flew with 1 ex SIA crew b4, she also damn nice...izzit all crews frm SIA r nice? or mayb i m too racist? hahahaha.... i only like to fly with chinese crew!
i hate flying with malay (not all), they r idiot, always use tat idiot seniority to 'order' ppl do things...kanasai...

abt transfering back to penang...
i m stil thinking...bcoz i heard that aax wil hv another interview for aa flight attendant nxt month...so i might to hv a try .. if failed, then might probably back to penang soon... see how first la....

3 Days off

woww... after 5 days working,... finally i can hv a good rest... (actually only 4 days la, coz 1 day standby but didnt get called up also..)

sorry for my previous rude post! hahahaha...i knw some of u might feel that i m rude, but this is me laaa..... n blog is the place to write down what we feel isnt it.... hehehehe

this morning went to office summit my leave application form for chinese new year! apply for5 days... but many of them asked me no need to waste energy summiting this form as management there wont let those junior like us get the leave during CNY..WTF, but i stil wan to try loo.... try my luck mahhhh.... i dnt wan work during CNY laaa.... watever i can do for that, i've ady done... now let them to decide bah... hopefully i can get it la..if not very pity 1 lor, every1 is celebrating, but i m alone working in kl...

after summiting the form, took 9.40am flight bac to penang... yiak yiak yiak.. ofcoz hv to bac penang laaa... 3 days off mahhh.....lol
went to autocity with my dad to do some survey of the car.... not much car there, so i only managed to test drive the mazda 2, actually the outlook is good, but i dnt really like the interior design... abit like myvi....macam longkong punya barang....hmmm... price is jz few k different frm honda city... personally i prefer honda city more la..although it is more expensive...
at first wan to buy forte.... but seems like evry1 not support that,coz they said kia mia car all palia 1,always rosak..... =.=

headache la... buy car also very mafan... wat also mafan... if i m rich,then i think everything is not mafan anymore... all is abt money... i need more n more money to get rid all the mafan...hahaha....

not goin to do anything for these 3 days off... wanna to be otaku again... hiding myself in sg.udang... lol...
hey come on y my life is so dull? i need some excitement some entertainment....i need many things, but i m so lazy to do these....
i wan to watch movie in cinema,but i m so lazy n hard to find some1 to acc me to watch
i wan to go excercise go gym go swimming, but i m so lazy..... (o0o)
i wish to hv some1 to love n to be loved, but i m so lazy to take action n i m so passive....(WTF?)

yea i m lazy i m lazy i m malas i m malas....

n now i feel so sleepy, n i dnt feel lazy to sleep!!!!! babi betulll................