god bless my nephew

today received a call frm my sister, she told me my nephew kidney got problem...
haiz..y he so badluck? y so small hv to suffer all these? y so unfair to him?
he almost 5 years old now, but stil dnt knw everything, dnt knw how to stand, how to sit, how to talk, how to eat by himself... everything.... but we still treat him as good as we could... bring him to see doctor everyweek, bring him to do therapy.. all these, we jz hope he can become better, at least can eat by himself, can walk can run can play by himself...
but it seems like very hard...
n now...
few days past, when i was home, i noticed that his eyes were swelling.. i asked my mum why it is so... she brought him to consult doc,n doc said nothing, jz mayb the digestion not so good..
but today, my parents again brought him to c doc, island hospital for better check up...
the results showed that he got some problem with his kidney.. the details i not so sure.. but now everyone of us is worrying... hv to send him to hospitalize tml. hope his kidney is functioning well. as a science student, i knw the important of kidney, if kidney failure happens, then all wil be in trouble... very dangerous for a child like tis...
i really really hope that god wil bless him ...
i feel sad when i got this news frm my sis....

ah ma, pls po pi ur grandchild... pls...
he is a pity child, dnt treat him like this...
hopefully the report is wrong, something goes wrong with the report...

i m goin bac again this week i guess, i wan to c how is him now.. T.T

...

最近很喜欢看美女
看来是开始痒了吧？
沉默了一年多
是时候了？哈哈哈哈

别想太多，只是随口而说
是我太无聊了
没有什么东西能吸引我去关注
我像是一只没有方向的船在海上漂泊
如果海上有些些特别就回停下来观看一下
是真的一下， 然后又继续漂流～
到底有什么东西能让我停下来？
我自己也很想知道


ps： 这艘船几时才能上岸呢？

原来

发现原来我是在意的
原来我的心是有感觉的
原来是会心痛的
原来...............................................................

太多的原来，太迟的知道
一切尽在不言中

是时候放开了
不要停在同一个站，向下一个站前进吧！


ps：人生要在不一样的阶段有不一样经历，不一样的挑战，不一样的决定，不一样的想法....
这样人生才不会无聊吧！

worrying

suppose i shud hv a wonderful days off in penang now..
too bad, yesterday,monday when i was jz landed at penang airport, received a big bad news frm my frenz jesslyne calvin n megat! few missed calls, abt 6 sms... at 5pm something..
telling me abt the relocation of the job.. they said i m chosen to be based in kuching , n hv to go there end of the month.. (less than 10days for preparation)
i was like............ they said office ppl wil call me soon... i was so worrying.. but i couldnt do anything.
jz praying hard they dnt cal me...
waited for few hours, they didnt call me.... i asked my frenz, they said mayb wil cal me today...
so i switched off my hp so that management there cannot reach me!! hahaha....
some of my frenz did so as well...
jz now around 2 pm++ i on my phone, swt! i got 1 missed call from management there! wow..luckily i didnt on my phone at that time! hopefully they got enuff ppl to base at kuching now! dnt call me tml or nxt few days!! please............
coz some told me they cant do anything if we didnt pick up the cal, if we didnt meet them... coz they hv to inform us verbally if they wan to base us there... so now the best way for me is to avoid any of them!! hopefully they wil settle everything in these two days!
so lucky i m having days off these two days, at least i got reason to not answer their cal!

ah ma pls popi me.... i really really dnt wan to be based at there...
salary lesser, need to adapt new environment... need to do so much of things... i m jz settled down myself at subang... i dnt wan to make any change for this moment! stupid y wan to choose us??????
if need so many ppl y dnt open an interview at kuching n select them to be based there!!!
we r suppose to base at KL but not kuching...if we knw it early, we wil not join airasia...
my frenz rejected to base there, they use contract to 'dai' my frenz... saying that they stated in the agreement there clearly , they got right to relocate us! wtf....

so far so good

hello people! has been about 2 weeks didnt update myself here...
since today i m having off day, so i try to spend some little time here for updating my current status..

yea, most of my frenz r asking me how is my job now, how is everything now...
actually now i m getting use to my job ady, jz need little more time for me to adapt this new working environment n irregular working time....
stil rmb my previous post was scolding one of the fucking crew in my first solo flight...
luckily, after that, n til now, all the crew members i met on board were so nice to me, taught me alot of things (those do's and dont's) , thanks alot to them, now i m able to work without getting help frm them.... (mayb bcoz the work there r quite simple?)

at first, i found that the job there is quite hard? but after few days working there, i found out tat it's not at all.. it's much more simple if compare to other full service airlines...
now, i learnt how to ' eat snake' , how to make 'pocket money' .... n etc... although i knw it's not allowed.. but it's a culture there?shud i say so? ofcoz i wil only do that if other crews support or they start doing first...i m newbie there, not dare to start doing that yet without getting permission frm them.... i heard frm my frenz, some of the crew members very particular in these, they wil backstab u if they saw u do this onboard, so i also wil scare mah... lol...
although everything have to follow the standard operation procedures, but i dnt think so all the them follow? perhaps they jz wan to make their life easier ? i think so....

one good thing working as flight attendant is after finished working, go bac home we straight can rest, no need to worry so much for the nxt working day.. lesser stress compare to others...

but yet... the bad things are, i not really can learn things here, cant see the future here shud i say? and also, working onboard is so so much tiring compare to working on ground... though my working days might lesser compare to others, mayb 1month only work for 17 days or 15 days... but i dnt think so the days off r enuff for us? mayb i stil not use to this? normally, i wil spend my days off sleeping all the time at home... not feel like goin out ...

although a tiring job, but still i will feel happy when the end of month is coming... lol...
so far, i hv been flewn to indo, vietnam,thai, combodia, china...but i nvr step out frm the aircraft! wtf..hahaha....... ppl see us might thought that we so enjoy can travel to other countries... but they might dnt knw we jz stay onboard, we hv no chance to walk out frm the cabin.. haha...
but to me is ok la...coz these countries i can go anytime, the air ticket is so affordable for us....
still, i hope i can join airasia X as soon as i could, so i can hv more off days... n also can travel to other countries while working... waiting the day coming soon....

few days past, i injured my little toe, abt 0.2mm of the skin being peel off..it's swelling now... so damn painful when wearing leather shoes to work with the injured toe, when only the skin can grow bac? so damn badluck for that day, coz b4 the incident, i went to oldtown, kena 1 saman frm police, it costs me more than rm200 for the saman... was really a bad day for me....6th of octocber 2010....
hope my toe can recover faster a bit la... very uncomfortable when working.... ishhhhh....


ps: end of the month can u pls come faster? i wan my money... so so so broke now ler.... T.T ....