Monday, January 31, 2011

it's time to update myself

my blog is growing mold ady... it's time to clean the mold now!
hahaaha....
cny is coming super duper soon!
n i took mc today, coz i dnt wan to work , n feel so lazy to work
everyone beside me is having holiday now! so i gv myself a day off too...btw tml n the day after tml also wil be my off day! too bad i hv to go bac kl on 3rd feb nite! 4th starts working
i m so reluctant to go bac to work...
the cny mode is just turned on but gonna to switch it off so fucking soon!

n guess wat? i m in penang now! yesterday nite came bac with my frenz by car....
compare to others, i stil ok,at least i can celebrate cny this year although jz a short celebration..some of my frenz work frm the 1st day of cny til the 5th day of cny...how sad..
actually i hv requested day off on 2nd 3rd n 4th feb but they only gv me 2nd n 3rd! y dnt they gv me 3rd n 4th instead? then i can take mc on 2nd!! i not dare to mc on 4th bcoz it's public holiday n if i took mc on that day i sure wil kena gao gao... better dnt!
no more mc for this month, if not my salary wil kena cut half! no way plssssssssssssss

this year cant join the reunion party with my secondary schmate..sorry abt that... u guys must enjoy yea!
how nice if the party is held on 6th of feb, at least i stil can attend ! haha.. coz i wil be coming bac again on 6th after flight, the nxt day wil be my off day..

anyway, 10th feb i wil drive all the way frm subang bac to penang again, knw y? haha...
based in penang after 10th feb! 13rd starts working in penang! n my flight hours this month is just 70++ omg omg omg... i m gonna to eat grass on march!! pffkkkkk, i wan more flight pls..dnt gv me so sikit flight.. i got so many things to pay!!
wil request for flight for sure!! penang crew, u guys pls always take mc! mc mc mc... then flight ops wil cal me up for flight when standby! mc ya.. dnt so hardworking.... i wil work for u guys!
i wan to be workaholic!

can u imagine my jan flight hours is 140 but my feb is only 77??????? wtf...now i knw y they said penang hub is so relaxing....n most of them refused to come bac kl after based over there....
no way..i wil make it 100 hours per month! 77 is too little for me!

actually i feel sad for these few days... something shit happened, n all bcoz of me, all bcoz of the word of 'greed' ... i lost many things! i promised myself my sister, i wont repeat it again! coz it's not the first time i did so.. but this time it really hurts myself so so so much!when i think of it. i can hear my heart is crying ... i wont mention abt what here.. some might knw.. but not good to mention anyway.. i wont tel if i didnt tel, so pls dnt ask me.. :)

p/s: 做错事没关系就重要是你知道以后不可以再犯同样的错!!! 如果这次的教训还不够的话,你下次会死得更加够力!! 记住! 记住你对自己说过什么!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

orang kurang ajar

i damn hate those ppl use my things as they r using their own things... somemore he is jz a normal frenz to me, nothing else..
use my things without asking for so many times, memang kurang ajar.
took my laptop to borrow his frenz playing game (most kurang ajar things he did),downloaded those games in my laptop. ccb
everyday use my perfume b4 goin out, if u wan to use branded perfume, pls buy ur own..nvr c such a stingy guy like u b4...
when buy something, hide here n there, u thought we r jz like u? wil take ur things without asking permission frm u?
dnt always tel us that u r gonna to earn more than 6k per month, if it's true, then u pls dnt be so stingy n calculative to us!
luckily i m moving out soon, pity my cousin..
i keep queit doesnt mean i agree what u did, jz i dnt wan things become worst.. trying not to kira with u, but the way u act makes me feel like......... wtf

be matured abit please, u r no longer a child or kid...
mayb u nvr stay together with somebody other than ur family, so u r lacking some of socialising skills? anyway... goodluck to u

well, today is saturday, n i m supposed to go out with my frenz , but end up they all got things to do, finally we cancelled it.. wat a waste, coz it's so rarely i got my day off on sunday! lol
jz received a call frm office, asking me to become standby tml morning instead of off, ofcoz i rejected, i told him that i m in penang now how m i goin to be standby?? lol... i just purposely to reject him since i dnt wan to work on tml, come on i got so much of flights this month, i cant take it anymore pls! my off day u ask me to work somemore? crazy....

waiting for my next month roaster , stil hvnt come out yet..so super slow... dnt knw my cny got day off or not..please gv me at least off at 2nd n 3rd of feb...i requested 2nd,3rd n 4th of feb..dnt knw i can get it or not.....
hopefully they wil gv me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....i dnt wan to celebrate cny alone...
btw, nxt month 10th of feb wil be our flight attendant's graduation day, mayb after graduation day i wil be starting based in penang.. hopefully that cheebuy kak noor wil really help me this, otherwise hv to wait until march!
last few days i went to ask her abt this, guess wat she reply to me

noor: eric, pls dnt push us too much, we r trying to help u, but u r pushing us too much.....i stil hv alot of stuffs to be settled..
me: i m not pushing u, jz asking u... coz nxt month we both having graduation, so the schedule for that week shud be the best time to swap! i jz hope can go bac penang as soon as possilbe, could u pls help me ask for that?
noor: okok, i help u ask suhaila now.. ( tu tu tu ...... they r talking in the phone), ok eric, suhaila said hv to wait ur feb roaster out then only discuss abt it....
me : ok thanks alot ( i feel so.... actually i knw that the process for swapping is so super easy, she is jz the way too lazy... she said she is busy, but she got time to facebook n chitchat at office all the time, wondering wat is she busying with)
i did all the things, i email everything to the person i wanted to swap with, she did the same thing too.. everything done by me n the penang gal... noor did nothing in this case (but that is her job to do so), but she stil saying tat i m pushing her! wtf... watch up, i wil complaint u to others !
i feel so fed up with this management.... everything mess up! everything not clear! terrible...

anyway, i m gonna to finish up the hk series by tml... so i continue my series first laaa... bubbyeee

Saturday, January 15, 2011

bad moments

so damn upset with everything now
career, family n everything...

ppl can be selfish,
but b4 u be selfish, think twice
b4 u wan to say out something, think twice
u might think on that way, but others wil not.. u might hurt someone unintentionally

i m so disappointed when u told me this
mouth is not blaming, but heart is blaming
i understand why u said so
but i stil feel uncomfortable with that



PS: 每人能逼我们做东西,做了就要心甘情愿。一切在于你怎么想

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

半年后

已经半年没见了,还是老样子吗?


终于................


今晚见!

*期待*