Sunday, September 26, 2010

bad weather

today was called up for duty again...i m so damn fucking freaking tired..........................
some more i hv a bad flight today, not the crew members, but the weather made me feel to stop the job... it's so damn scary for landing when there is bad weather, today was the worst flight for me, tot i wil just die like tis.... coz the weather was so damn bad, captain used around 40 to 50 mins jz for landing, normally it takes 10 mins... 'ping ping pang pang', can hear the sounds of crashing on clouds, the cabin was so unstable, cant even stand up.. the passengers kept calling making myself even worried... i was like wth (am i just goin to die like tis? must be kidding me)
coz i asked the crew beside me, hv him ever meet this kind of situation b4, he said no.... n asked me prepare for the worst...wtf.... my heart was beating rapidly, almost jumping out... hahahaah...
luckily, we landed safely...
wat a nightmare for me..

btw i m super tired .. my head like spinning all the time...haiz! so tireddddddddd

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

tired! n fuck all the bitchy sfa n fa

i m so tired for the flight these few days.... every morning 4am something hv to wake up to prepare for work.. cannot be late, not even for 1minute.. if not warning letter wil come along with the late....
daily flight is really not easy... fly to one destination (eg manila) then not more than 30 mins fly back to kl.... can u imagine hw fast is the flight? the turn around time is just not more than 30mins...
luckily these three days, all the crew members i met r very nice to me, my senior flight attendant very nice to me also... after friday, i hv to start my solo work... very worry abt tat! i knw i surely wil get scolded by some of the crews, jz hope they wont scold me so badly... mayb jz show some face to me will do if they not happy with wat i hv done....
coz it's a culture for an airline, old crew wil bully new crew... coz new crew doesnt knw everything, then hv to ask, the more u ask the more u kena scold.. so at this begining period, is the toughest period for all the new crew members, every1 is stressed up.. one of my frenz cried infront of her crew members during de-briefing bcoz she kena bully gao gao....

hey come on ppl, what do u expect us to knw everything in this few days????? every1 hv to learn frm mistake isnt it?????? no one born to be perfect, everything is so new to us, so y dnt u guys jz be patient to teach us instead of giving us face or complaining to others? u also have gone through this process b4, y dnt jz put urself in other ppl's shoes? what goes around comes around..... u wil deserve what u hv done on others... mayb not now, but very soon....

although i didnt get any complaint for my first 3 days flights.. but i feel angry for my frenz n those slow learner... they knw the procedures, knw the things, but jz need times for them to digest everything... learn something new needs time ok? fuck u all those bitchy sfa n fa... nvr think that u r higher than us! ur salary is jz same like us, and at least we r better than your alots ! outlooks also better than your la... a face of sorry also can be fa, mempersiasuaikan... brain is fulled of shity.. yucks! better go plastic surgery first la.... dnt scare passengersss on board ok!

in fact, not all r like tat, i m jz pointing to some of them.... those bitchy 1! those tot that they r so high class 1....


god wil bless u!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

BCK's bday

yea, jz came bac frm sunway pyramid for celebrating cheekhang's bday...
it's jz a very simple bday celebration, me, kean giap, yenching, siewlee, sherry, n ofcoz cheekhang...
again, we went to 32 bistro, jz like the environment there much, a very comfortable place for ppl like us to gather tgt... the place is just nice to talk n hv fun tgt with frenz... this was my 2nd time visit there...

not much plan for ck's bday also, we just asked him came all the way frm klang to sunway pyramid (suppose we hv to go klang instead rite? but we didnt, coz most of us dnt knw hw to go his place, and actually he also didnt knw how to come subang), luckily kean giap went to klang to lead him to subang here... lol....

we all share share treating him a dinner there, with 3 slice cakes which bought from starbucks... no candle for him, we used forks as a fake CANDLES instead... hahaha... again : happy birthday to u bck, wish u can get a gf very soon as u r so desperate now...hahaha...

we talked alots, laughed alots, as what we used to do when we were stil in college that time....
it's very relaxing time for me after a hectic day in academy... i jz like to talk non stop with them...

now i m very poor, my income = no income... for 3 months... wtf... if this month stil get the same salary rm730 , then i would hv to eat oxygen again nxt month!!!!! pls arrange some flights for me, i wan to earn money.. at least a week flight for me plssssssssss..................

money money money hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....... money money come come come!
wakakakakakaka

Saturday, September 11, 2010

long time no C!

好久没来这里跟朋友们分享了
忘了告诉大家我已经受完训,考完试了,全部及格(预料之中,hahaha)
下个星期日会是我第一天onboard, 不过是在飞机上看他们的整个运作是如何,也是我们所谓的SNY, 要三天。然后就要回去学堂,讲师们会给我们一些建议,什么需要改进。我第一天是飞去菲力滨,第二和第三天是飞印尼 =.=llll 有点sienz
三天SNY过后就是要SOLO 了,如果全部都顺利的话我就正式开工大吉了!!!!

现在的我在槟城,星期三就回来了,星期一才回去kl。
本来今天要去找她的,天公不作美,槟威大桥不懂什么cable被烧了,导致大塞车!她sms我说她在那边duty, 不用去了,因为路完全走不动。明天整天都duty, 回来这几天都没机会见她好好跟她聊天吃顿饭。没关系吧,下次再见咯,又不是故意的!


现在心情有点复杂,为什么呢?哈哈哈哈
我也不懂。我现在还摸不透我自己到底要什么,我的心是不是变了?觉得我好像喜欢上另一个人??? 应该是错觉!对错觉!!!希望是错觉!
可是我多么希望这不是错觉,至少我不用浪费时间在一个我可能永远都得不到的女孩身上??
可是问我自己,我又觉得不甘心这样放弃。。。。 haizzzz
人,就是这样多烦恼

不过庆幸的是,我不是那种没女人就会死的男人。所以我不会及着找女朋友,有就有,没有也罢,不勉强!我还是可以过着很开心的日子,可能会比那些有情人的人寂寞了一点,乐趣少了一点,生活可能会少了点情趣。 不过终究看你如何去看待这些东西吧,如果硬逼自己去谈恋爱,我不觉得会开心吧。找到真正喜欢的人,在一起才会开心吧?同意?
随便展开一段感情可能刚开始会觉得很开心,可是如果没真正去了解一个人然后就开始一段新感情,我觉得到最后还是会以分手为句点。虽然我这样说很老beh,可是这就是我现在的想法。

很多人都问我:
-你这样帅为什么不去交女朋友?(我心在想,为什么我一定要交女友??)
-你是不是太厉害选人了?(你以为交女朋友像吃饭这样啊?想交就交?)
- 一定很多女子喜欢你做么不去选一个(人家喜欢我我就一定要去喜欢人?你以为我是狗公?)
-为什么不找几个回家玩玩?你又不是没有本钱。(我也想找几个回来玩玩,有那一只猫不喜欢吃鱼? 不过玩了过后呢?有没有想到后果?没这个本事去玩就不要去招惹这些麻烦!做人要实在点嘛!)
-如果我是你的话,我不懂干掉几个女孩(如果我是你的话我真替你老妈感到悲哀)

说其实我也想去玩,乱来下,可是将心比心,如果你被人玩,你的感觉会是怎样?
可能现在我是这样想,过不久我变成一个禽兽也说不定。哈哈哈哈。



不时不时就想写这种东西来发泄一下!哈哈哈,感觉会很舒服下的!
有些朋友看了过后,肯定会来问我,要听故事!SWT
对,就是你!没错的啦。。。。。。。。 哈哈哈哈