Thursday, May 27, 2010

a little update

it has been more than two weeks time since my last update....
nothing special to me, n a bit lazy to update , since my pukimah streamyx is slow like turtle....
oh yea, i got a good news here! heheheeh... finally i got selected ( my frenz knw wat my meaning)
but bad news is......haiz...... long story.. just forget abt it first, hope there is a solution to me...

oh yea, i m very suprised that i have been working in my current company for two months ady! hahaha.... unbelievable... very soon i wil leave the job (if my medical report is ok) ... so i no need to face that cb kia face everyday soon! is uuuuuu.........................the 1 i hate the most in company...
heheeheheh ahahhhaha wakakakka.... i m praying hard that hopefully my plan is running smoothly.. otherwise it wil spoil everything...
guan yin mah...please allow me to do what i wish to do.... i wil try my best on it...

since started working, my life is becoming dull... i dnt like go out , i prefer stay at home during weekend to charge my energy, coz i feel like working life is tiring, everyday wake up 6.30am and reach home abt 7pm sometimes even later... but my boss seems like stil not satisfy with my performance, he complaint to others that i m lazy, not really willing to learn things.. yes, infront of u, i m lazy, i dnt like to learn frm u. this is very true.. u shud knw where is the problem, n stop blaming on me.. the way to educate ppl is like turtoring ppl... u shud go for training abt how to train your subordinate, or u shud even learn frm your subordinate ( my senior).... being a superior, one must has patience and willing to teach attitude. you r lacking of this, do u knw that?
i m pretty sure that i wil become a very good engineer if you teached me frm bottom of your heart... just the way u treat others, so these are the returns that we able to gv u.. FAIR? at least to me is fair. :)

well, i just went to my frenz farewell gathering, few of them r goin to uk further their studies... all the best to them, n take care ya... have alot of funs there, stil the same, talked alot, laughed alot, n spoke alot of so called dirty words ( being forced by someone, so not my fault k). hahaha......
tml is friday, but holiday! hohohoho... that's y i reached home tat time almost 2.30am... it was too late for me since i started working... if last time, i wil say...come on the night stil young.. but now? oh no...it is too late, i need to sleep now!! haha.. SEE, that's the difference btw working n studying life!

again, my frenz complaint abt my blog saying that there is no pic update in my blog... hahaha... frenz.. if i uploaded too much pic, your wil just look at the pic but not the contains ok? hahahahahaha...... my pic too attractive lahh..cannot simply upload, ah boh u guys tak boleh concentrate reading my super NICE blog... wakakakaka.......

just treat it like reading a story k.....

continue nxt time .. it is 3.30am now, i hv to sleep now... bye




ps: i hope everything wil go with my expectation... please. i need it so badly, so let me pass...

Thursday, May 13, 2010

i m fine

i m okay ady.... hehehehe...
dnt wan to bother those things that ady happened...
now looking forward to the new coming challenges!!
in my company, luckily i have one senior , she is very nice person.......
wow.. great! how good if i were under her but not my stupid superior!! although her experiences are not as good if compared to my superior, but the way she teaches and trains ppl is totally different frm my superior, and easy understand.. i can get the point easily.. unlike my idiot superior, always talk to himself... i dnt knw wat the shit he is talking abt sometimes, feel like slap him when he talking or explaining...hahahaha... u guys wil knw y i so hate him when u face him for few days... one question he can repeat 7times in 1 minute time!!!! the 'longest gas' ppl i ever met !
yet, always talk something not important n nonsense to show that he is so so so SMART and no one can exceed his level... WTF ..... no way... i need to endure his attitude for another 1 or 2 months...wait i get the job i want, sure i wil fire u !

Monday, May 10, 2010

人生的低潮

i guess everyone wil undergo such condition like me when they r growing up...
shud call it "down period" or??? a condition that dnt knw to express myself due to disappointment, sadness, and etc..... how am i goin to pass this hardest period?? where is the happy go lucky cheahcheng gone? i m lost... i cant c my future, i dnt knw wat i m doing now.....
the confident one already gone... the smart one ady gone.... the happy one ady gone.... all come after working...
a ship in the ocean without any direction....
i wish i could find myself back asap.....
i guess all is because i expect too much ...
keep telling myself dnt expect too much, coz when the results come out are not the one u expected, you wil definately face a big disappointment!!! i failed to do so... that's why i m lost....

hope to find someone who can really talk with, but there is no one to talk currently...
how good if i hv a gf now that can cheer me up when i m upset... can borrow her shouder to me (suppose shud the guy do so, LOL) ..
haiz...
hope this period is just a short one for me...
god bless me...
jiayou! gambateh! fighting til the end~~

ENG CHEAH CHENG WAKE UP pls!! FAcE the REALITY!