arghh... so lazy to update my blog ....
i hate sombong senior crew, cao cibai...pergi mati....
dnt think that u work here for 3 years, means u r good in everything
fuck u
you r jz a holly shit.... asshole ,idiot babi... babi tuko malay... i m not racist! jz cannot tahan those
so wat u work here for so long? stil a normal fa... kanasai, earning the same like me... dnt act like that infront of me... bodoh...i m not scared of u guys pun...
pui pui pui.....
berlagak saja...
gila babi...
ok..done with my blog! hahahahahaahahahhaha.... dnt laugh when reading !
Monday, November 29, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
a post that reminds me why i m here
looking through some blogs , some strangers' blogs, some fren's frenz's blog...
one of the blog, written by a steward from mas airline....
it reminds me something
"Whenever you decide to read this post again, it means that you facing a difficulty in your job. I'm here to remind you that no matter what problems you facing now, please always think positive and overcome the obstacles. It might sounds easy, but I'm sure you can do it as you always said that "you think who am i?? I'm Daren, you know"~~lolx. Remember how you want this job back desperately? Remember how you train yourself to this job position? I'm sure now you remember so you can make it, don't give up.
When you tired to see this world, then use a whole new you to see again this world, see it in a different angle, and you will discover the beauty of it. Be passion and love your job. Give yourself a better life and your family too. Strive for the best and don't give up no matter how hard it will be, and at last it will be yours.
So, believe in yourself and you can do it!!! All the best for you"
these words really motivated me.. i should hv this mindset since i joined airasia as a cabin crew!
i hv been trying so hard to get the job, n i should appreciate it... though this job is not really what i want now, but i hv to accept, n make it different... think positively, look at different angles...
smile to face those things :))))))))
one of the blog, written by a steward from mas airline....
it reminds me something
"Whenever you decide to read this post again, it means that you facing a difficulty in your job. I'm here to remind you that no matter what problems you facing now, please always think positive and overcome the obstacles. It might sounds easy, but I'm sure you can do it as you always said that "you think who am i?? I'm Daren, you know"~~lolx. Remember how you want this job back desperately? Remember how you train yourself to this job position? I'm sure now you remember so you can make it, don't give up.
When you tired to see this world, then use a whole new you to see again this world, see it in a different angle, and you will discover the beauty of it. Be passion and love your job. Give yourself a better life and your family too. Strive for the best and don't give up no matter how hard it will be, and at last it will be yours.
So, believe in yourself and you can do it!!! All the best for you"
these words really motivated me.. i should hv this mindset since i joined airasia as a cabin crew!
i hv been trying so hard to get the job, n i should appreciate it... though this job is not really what i want now, but i hv to accept, n make it different... think positively, look at different angles...
smile to face those things :))))))))
4days off....
my 4days off is goin to finish ......... wednesday hv to start work again... sienz
went to genting with my dog pig frenz,stayed there for a nite..
ofcoz went casino..again,lost money T.T ....
no more genting for me! seriously ...
genting casino! i wil not visit you anymore!!!!!!!!! you r evil.... chibyeeeeee
i hv to really really start my saving now, for my car's down payment...
no more spending.. (i wish i can do it)
i need to get a new car by jan or feb! hv to return the car to my sis as promised :)
i wil work more harder for these few months... wil request for flight when standby!! haha...
ppl, jz wondering, what do your mind thinks of when ppl asking you : do you hv gf/bf?
i hate this question so so much............. i m tired of answering this question everyday ! i wish there is a machine to help me answer the question.
asking myself : does it really matter??
myself : noooo at all, i like wat i hv now..
chibyee ppl, pls dnt ask me this again...
i wil find one when i think the time is suitable for me, n ofcoz when i meet the suitable one, i dnt wan to hv a gf just for the sake of gf understand?
actually i hv mentioned this repeatedly... but i dnt knw y ppl stil keep asking............haihhhh...
back to now
i m still thinking of my future.... planning...
but anyhow, i stil hv to work with aa at least 2 years coz of the contract...
after that?
in my current thinking.... i wil stop it, n work for something related to wat i studied.. sales perhaps! mayb the starting salary wil be a little bit lower if compared to wat i hv now...
but i need CHANCE, i need to expose myself !!
i wan to achieve my dream at age 30! own a restaurant, house, car n etc... with my own ability without depending on others! without spending any cents frm others...
this is what i want at age 30, though it is not a big dream for some ppl...
b4 achieving these, i hv to work harder, keep updating myself, motivating myself...
i knw it's not easy, but it's not that hard too! i wont set the target too high for me, coz i knw how high i can fly, how much i can reach...
will be meeting up frenz at friday nite.. should hv alot of things to chat with... coz many counsellors there... hahaha......
ps: life is challenging when people lives with dreams or targets ... =)
went to genting with my dog pig frenz,stayed there for a nite..
ofcoz went casino..again,lost money T.T ....
no more genting for me! seriously ...
genting casino! i wil not visit you anymore!!!!!!!!! you r evil.... chibyeeeeee
i hv to really really start my saving now, for my car's down payment...
no more spending.. (i wish i can do it)
i need to get a new car by jan or feb! hv to return the car to my sis as promised :)
i wil work more harder for these few months... wil request for flight when standby!! haha...
ppl, jz wondering, what do your mind thinks of when ppl asking you : do you hv gf/bf?
i hate this question so so much............. i m tired of answering this question everyday ! i wish there is a machine to help me answer the question.
asking myself : does it really matter??
myself : noooo at all, i like wat i hv now..
chibyee ppl, pls dnt ask me this again...
i wil find one when i think the time is suitable for me, n ofcoz when i meet the suitable one, i dnt wan to hv a gf just for the sake of gf understand?
actually i hv mentioned this repeatedly... but i dnt knw y ppl stil keep asking............haihhhh...
back to now
i m still thinking of my future.... planning...
but anyhow, i stil hv to work with aa at least 2 years coz of the contract...
after that?
in my current thinking.... i wil stop it, n work for something related to wat i studied.. sales perhaps! mayb the starting salary wil be a little bit lower if compared to wat i hv now...
but i need CHANCE, i need to expose myself !!
i wan to achieve my dream at age 30! own a restaurant, house, car n etc... with my own ability without depending on others! without spending any cents frm others...
this is what i want at age 30, though it is not a big dream for some ppl...
b4 achieving these, i hv to work harder, keep updating myself, motivating myself...
i knw it's not easy, but it's not that hard too! i wont set the target too high for me, coz i knw how high i can fly, how much i can reach...
will be meeting up frenz at friday nite.. should hv alot of things to chat with... coz many counsellors there... hahaha......
ps: life is challenging when people lives with dreams or targets ... =)
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
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for my previous post... thanks for concern, n thanks god my nephew is getting better, n doc said it's just an inflammation of kidney, not a big problem.
regarding the 'beach party' i went last saturday,halloween nite, which was held at 69 club... feel like being cheated... coz the party was cancelled due to raining... at last, all ppl went there clubbing only?wtf... is tat a technique for 69 to trick ppl go for clubbing n spending there? i wonder...
but it's ok, since all my frenz were there, so still feel better la, coz all kena tipu together mahh...haha
obviously, my mood on that day was affected by her, she also there! wat a coincidence! she, wonder who was she? yea, my ex.. the one who dumped me 1 year ago....
when shirley sms me she was there too, n beside our table..at first i was shocked too... but i hv to act nothing...
actually she is no longer inside my heart, i knw it n i'm very sure abt it! but stil feel something was wrong... =.=lll
yes, i told myself, i did nothing wrong, so i hv nothing to worry for...
pretended nothing happen, jz drink n chat around with my frenz... i wanted to say hi to her, but i didnt ...
when i walked out frm the toilet, n pass thru the table there,n again wanted to say hi... i knw she saw me,n turned her head to the other side, pretended like see nothing.. at that moment, i felt a bit disappointed... ofcoz i walked away... but when i think back, i think is no point for us to say even a hi right? hehe....
anyway, saw her with her bf , i think she is very happy with this relationship now... jz wish her all the best la... wish her can really get the one who loves her.
ppl, dnt get me wrong... she was disappeared in my heart for so long ady, n the relation was ended when the time she left.. i m here just to write out what i m thinking...
now, my heart is empty again after i knw that 'she' (another she) is in relationship now.. .. i dnt knw is tat true or not... i also nvr ask her abt this, i hv 4months didnt meet her up, things keep changing but i stil stand on there.... hv to walk out frm there. but not easy i knw...
asking myself, y all my relationships r jz like a bowl of shitssssss? i think that's my problem....
i hv to learn .. learn frm mistake...
it's time to keep myself calm down n think properly, what i want?
abt working, i jz dnt knw wat to say.... feel like i hv step into the wrong place! this is not what i want! i cant find myself here, my ability is not just like this! i knw it.... this is far below my ability.... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................... i need to accept... wat i decided, i hv to accept...
i knw one day i wil find out what is the things most suitable to me... i wil try to get it right slowly...
one day! be patient! it wont be too long....
jia you cheah cheng! :)
regarding the 'beach party' i went last saturday,halloween nite, which was held at 69 club... feel like being cheated... coz the party was cancelled due to raining... at last, all ppl went there clubbing only?wtf... is tat a technique for 69 to trick ppl go for clubbing n spending there? i wonder...
but it's ok, since all my frenz were there, so still feel better la, coz all kena tipu together mahh...haha
obviously, my mood on that day was affected by her, she also there! wat a coincidence! she, wonder who was she? yea, my ex.. the one who dumped me 1 year ago....
when shirley sms me she was there too, n beside our table..at first i was shocked too... but i hv to act nothing...
actually she is no longer inside my heart, i knw it n i'm very sure abt it! but stil feel something was wrong... =.=lll
yes, i told myself, i did nothing wrong, so i hv nothing to worry for...
pretended nothing happen, jz drink n chat around with my frenz... i wanted to say hi to her, but i didnt ...
when i walked out frm the toilet, n pass thru the table there,n again wanted to say hi... i knw she saw me,n turned her head to the other side, pretended like see nothing.. at that moment, i felt a bit disappointed... ofcoz i walked away... but when i think back, i think is no point for us to say even a hi right? hehe....
anyway, saw her with her bf , i think she is very happy with this relationship now... jz wish her all the best la... wish her can really get the one who loves her.
ppl, dnt get me wrong... she was disappeared in my heart for so long ady, n the relation was ended when the time she left.. i m here just to write out what i m thinking...
now, my heart is empty again after i knw that 'she' (another she) is in relationship now.. .. i dnt knw is tat true or not... i also nvr ask her abt this, i hv 4months didnt meet her up, things keep changing but i stil stand on there.... hv to walk out frm there. but not easy i knw...
asking myself, y all my relationships r jz like a bowl of shitssssss? i think that's my problem....
i hv to learn .. learn frm mistake...
it's time to keep myself calm down n think properly, what i want?
abt working, i jz dnt knw wat to say.... feel like i hv step into the wrong place! this is not what i want! i cant find myself here, my ability is not just like this! i knw it.... this is far below my ability.... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................... i need to accept... wat i decided, i hv to accept...
i knw one day i wil find out what is the things most suitable to me... i wil try to get it right slowly...
one day! be patient! it wont be too long....
jia you cheah cheng! :)
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