delay

i hate delay!
3 days flights delayed continously!!!
wasting my time! kanasai
if got pay me extra i dnt mind to delay..but it's not! cheap...cheap!
what also dnt hv...
cheap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish to work in full service airlines................. @@

wakakaka... empat hari cuti

another 4 days off for me ...
goin bac to penang later, bcoz my car is stil in the workshop there...
yesterday sent my car to repair...gear box rosak, rm2k!!! pfffffffffkkkkkkkkkkk!
god wil nvr let me save my money, when i got money in my bank , he sure wil take it away frm me....
hv no idea when i only can hv extra money in my bank account that can gv me satisfication?? where to find my downpayment for my new car? ( rm8k =.=lll ) babi..i wan money so badly..
wan to clear all my debts b4 march 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot spend much starts frm now...argghhh......

i stil owe my 2nd sis so much money ........isshhhhhhhh.....
hopefully no more spending on those unneccessary things like cb gear box !!
yesterday flew with one chinese senior flight attendant, she was frm korean n singapore airline b4, i like her so much laaa..hahaha.... happy go lucky fellow, talked alot with her with my lousy cantonese.... she adviced me to go for other full service airlines which can gv me more money n more satisfication... she joined aa jz bcoz of her family ,she married ady n hv to settle down in kl...so no choice... but me? stil hv long time to go till that stage!
she suggested me to keep trying SIA ....lol...
really, i like her, her attitude...i flew with 1 ex SIA crew b4, she also damn nice...izzit all crews frm SIA r nice? or mayb i m too racist? hahahaha.... i only like to fly with chinese crew!
i hate flying with malay (not all), they r idiot, always use tat idiot seniority to 'order' ppl do things...kanasai...

abt transfering back to penang...
i m stil thinking...bcoz i heard that aax wil hv another interview for aa flight attendant nxt month...so i might to hv a try .. if failed, then might probably back to penang soon... see how first la....

3 Days off

woww... after 5 days working,... finally i can hv a good rest... (actually only 4 days la, coz 1 day standby but didnt get called up also..)

sorry for my previous rude post! hahahaha...i knw some of u might feel that i m rude, but this is me laaa..... n blog is the place to write down what we feel isnt it.... hehehehe

this morning went to office summit my leave application form for chinese new year! apply for5 days... but many of them asked me no need to waste energy summiting this form as management there wont let those junior like us get the leave during CNY..WTF, but i stil wan to try loo.... try my luck mahhhh.... i dnt wan work during CNY laaa.... watever i can do for that, i've ady done... now let them to decide bah... hopefully i can get it la..if not very pity 1 lor, every1 is celebrating, but i m alone working in kl...

after summiting the form, took 9.40am flight bac to penang... yiak yiak yiak.. ofcoz hv to bac penang laaa... 3 days off mahhh.....lol
went to autocity with my dad to do some survey of the car.... not much car there, so i only managed to test drive the mazda 2, actually the outlook is good, but i dnt really like the interior design... abit like myvi....macam longkong punya barang....hmmm... price is jz few k different frm honda city... personally i prefer honda city more la..although it is more expensive...
at first wan to buy forte.... but seems like evry1 not support that,coz they said kia mia car all palia 1,always rosak..... =.=

headache la... buy car also very mafan... wat also mafan... if i m rich,then i think everything is not mafan anymore... all is abt money... i need more n more money to get rid all the mafan...hahaha....

not goin to do anything for these 3 days off... wanna to be otaku again... hiding myself in sg.udang... lol...
hey come on y my life is so dull? i need some excitement some entertainment....i need many things, but i m so lazy to do these....
i wan to watch movie in cinema,but i m so lazy n hard to find some1 to acc me to watch
i wan to go excercise go gym go swimming, but i m so lazy..... (o0o)
i wish to hv some1 to love n to be loved, but i m so lazy to take action n i m so passive....(WTF?)

yea i m lazy i m lazy i m malas i m malas....

n now i feel so sleepy, n i dnt feel lazy to sleep!!!!! babi betulll................

tukobabi

arghh... so lazy to update my blog ....

i hate sombong senior crew, cao cibai...pergi mati....
dnt think that u work here for 3 years, means u r good in everything
fuck u
you r jz a holly shit.... asshole ,idiot babi... babi tuko malay... i m not racist! jz cannot tahan those

so wat u work here for so long? stil a normal fa... kanasai, earning the same like me... dnt act like that infront of me... bodoh...i m not scared of u guys pun...

pui pui pui.....
berlagak saja...
gila babi...




ok..done with my blog! hahahahahaahahahhaha.... dnt laugh when reading !

a post that reminds me why i m here

looking through some blogs , some strangers' blogs, some fren's frenz's blog...
one of the blog, written by a steward from mas airline....
it reminds me something

"Whenever you decide to read this post again, it means that you facing a difficulty in your job. I'm here to remind you that no matter what problems you facing now, please always think positive and overcome the obstacles. It might sounds easy, but I'm sure you can do it as you always said that "you think who am i?? I'm Daren, you know"~~lolx. Remember how you want this job back desperately? Remember how you train yourself to this job position? I'm sure now you remember so you can make it, don't give up.
When you tired to see this world, then use a whole new you to see again this world, see it in a different angle, and you will discover the beauty of it. Be passion and love your job. Give yourself a better life and your family too. Strive for the best and don't give up no matter how hard it will be, and at last it will be yours.
So, believe in yourself and you can do it!!! All the best for you"

these words really motivated me.. i should hv this mindset since i joined airasia as a cabin crew!
i hv been trying so hard to get the job, n i should appreciate it... though this job is not really what i want now, but i hv to accept, n make it different... think positively, look at different angles...


smile to face those things :))))))))

4days off....

my 4days off is goin to finish ......... wednesday hv to start work again... sienz
went to genting with my dog pig frenz,stayed there for a nite..
ofcoz went casino..again,lost money T.T ....
no more genting for me! seriously ...
genting casino! i wil not visit you anymore!!!!!!!!! you r evil.... chibyeeeeee

i hv to really really start my saving now, for my car's down payment...
no more spending.. (i wish i can do it)
i need to get a new car by jan or feb! hv to return the car to my sis as promised :)
i wil work more harder for these few months... wil request for flight when standby!! haha...

ppl, jz wondering, what do your mind thinks of when ppl asking you : do you hv gf/bf?
i hate this question so so much............. i m tired of answering this question everyday ! i wish there is a machine to help me answer the question.
asking myself : does it really matter??
myself : noooo at all, i like wat i hv now..
chibyee ppl, pls dnt ask me this again...
i wil find one when i think the time is suitable for me, n ofcoz when i meet the suitable one, i dnt wan to hv a gf just for the sake of gf understand?
actually i hv mentioned this repeatedly... but i dnt knw y ppl stil keep asking............haihhhh...

back to now
i m still thinking of my future.... planning...
but anyhow, i stil hv to work with aa at least 2 years coz of the contract...
after that?
in my current thinking.... i wil stop it, n work for something related to wat i studied.. sales perhaps! mayb the starting salary wil be a little bit lower if compared to wat i hv now...
but i need CHANCE, i need to expose myself !!
i wan to achieve my dream at age 30! own a restaurant, house, car n etc... with my own ability without depending on others! without spending any cents frm others...
this is what i want at age 30, though it is not a big dream for some ppl...
b4 achieving these, i hv to work harder, keep updating myself, motivating myself...
i knw it's not easy, but it's not that hard too! i wont set the target too high for me, coz i knw how high i can fly, how much i can reach...

will be meeting up frenz at friday nite.. should hv alot of things to chat with... coz many counsellors there... hahaha......




ps: life is challenging when people lives with dreams or targets ... =)

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for my previous post... thanks for concern, n thanks god my nephew is getting better, n doc said it's just an inflammation of kidney, not a big problem.

regarding the 'beach party' i went last saturday,halloween nite, which was held at 69 club... feel like being cheated... coz the party was cancelled due to raining... at last, all ppl went there clubbing only?wtf... is tat a technique for 69 to trick ppl go for clubbing n spending there? i wonder...
but it's ok, since all my frenz were there, so still feel better la, coz all kena tipu together mahh...haha

obviously, my mood on that day was affected by her, she also there! wat a coincidence! she, wonder who was she? yea, my ex.. the one who dumped me 1 year ago....
when shirley sms me she was there too, n beside our table..at first i was shocked too... but i hv to act nothing...
actually she is no longer inside my heart, i knw it n i'm very sure abt it! but stil feel something was wrong... =.=lll
yes, i told myself, i did nothing wrong, so i hv nothing to worry for...
pretended nothing happen, jz drink n chat around with my frenz... i wanted to say hi to her, but i didnt ...
when i walked out frm the toilet, n pass thru the table there,n again wanted to say hi... i knw she saw me,n turned her head to the other side, pretended like see nothing.. at that moment, i felt a bit disappointed... ofcoz i walked away... but when i think back, i think is no point for us to say even a hi right? hehe....
anyway, saw her with her bf , i think she is very happy with this relationship now... jz wish her all the best la... wish her can really get the one who loves her.

ppl, dnt get me wrong... she was disappeared in my heart for so long ady, n the relation was ended when the time she left.. i m here just to write out what i m thinking...

now, my heart is empty again after i knw that 'she' (another she) is in relationship now.. .. i dnt knw is tat true or not... i also nvr ask her abt this, i hv 4months didnt meet her up, things keep changing but i stil stand on there.... hv to walk out frm there. but not easy i knw...
asking myself, y all my relationships r jz like a bowl of shitssssss? i think that's my problem....
i hv to learn .. learn frm mistake...
it's time to keep myself calm down n think properly, what i want?

abt working, i jz dnt knw wat to say.... feel like i hv step into the wrong place! this is not what i want! i cant find myself here, my ability is not just like this! i knw it.... this is far below my ability.... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................... i need to accept... wat i decided, i hv to accept...
i knw one day i wil find out what is the things most suitable to me... i wil try to get it right slowly...
one day! be patient! it wont be too long....

jia you cheah cheng! :)