in trouble

most of you might know i was in trouble and almost get a warning letter from my company right...
haha.. everything is settled now.. no warning letter but just caution letter! feel so relief now!

yea, let me share the story here again :)

well, i was doing short flight on that day, after flight as usual we went up to office for debriefing, and i submitted the sales money to cashier.. and also submitted my leave application form to my executive.
i met my frenz in office and talked for awhile... (mayb bcoz i talked too much until i didnt realize that my stupid careless mistake )
as soon as i finished chatting with my frenz, i pulled MY trolley bag and walked very fast to the car park to avoid seeing those fucked up faces that i hate.
as usual, put everything inside the car and went home......

while i almost home (at putra height) suddenly my hp was ringing, and it's from company! i was wondering why company called me at this hour???? immediately i answered the call.
the guy : this is eric eng right?
me : yes anything sir?
the guy: have u taken the wrong trolley bag home???
me : (i was shocked and heart started pumping damn freaking fast) nope, i took my own bag
the guy: are you sure? where are you now? please check which bag you have taken?
me: ok, give me a second, i hv to park my car beside the road first and check for that.
the guy: ok i m waiting now
me: shit!! i have taken the wrong bag
the guy: yes we knw you hv taken the wrong bag, can you bring it back asap? (the fucked up lady shouting at the phone: ask him to come back now!!)
me : ok i wil bring it back now as soon as i could!

i was so damn scared n worried becoz i know it;s gonna to be a bad day for me.. i drove 180km/h .. the car was like flying .. bcoz i really scared bcoz of me the crew cannot go for flight! all the mandatory documents were inside the bag!!!
as soon as i reached the office, i was told that the crew got pulled to operate the later flight. i knew it's gonna to be a big case! arghh...
the flight attendant executive (FAE, name not to be mentioned) wanted to see me. and i met her.
she said she wil issue me a warning letter bcoz due to my mistake i hv disrupted the flight operation control.. i was so sad... i nvr conduct any mistake before, and record was good, performance even good, no MC. but jz a small matter (i think la) want to issue me a warning letter?????? big SAD!

went home, no mood to do anything, everyone was busy talking abt the earthquake in indo, and penang n kl got little shake and etc, i dnt gv a damn bcoz i really got no mood to care .. warning letter?! my rm1k plus wil be gone!!

received the email from that FAE and asked for my explanation before issuing the warning letter... the day after i went to see another FAE (nice one) , she talked to me nicely and she told me my case wasnt that bad and shouldnt get warning letter, she wil help me to discuss with others and she asked me to make an effort to see my manager ! yea.. definitely i will see her..

today i went to see her ( my manager), she knw what happened with me, she knw everything.. haha.. at first she told me wrongly acquired bag surely will get warning letter ( many of my frenz got warning letter bcoz of this but some they were safe also) , she asked why i was so careless, i shouldnt make this stupid mistake..... then i just apologized to her, and asked for second chance.. ( i know she wil help me... she treats me very nice all these while) after few minutes talking to her.
finally she said : eric this time i help you, i gv u caution letter instead of warning letter, but make sure u wont repeat it again if not i wont help u nxt time! and please continue to be a good crew ..i want you to maintain your attitude toward the job!
after i heard this, suddenly i feel relief! i was so happy.. my money wont get deducted! she saw my happy face also laughed at me! hahaha...

yea, no doubt she is really a good manager who really stands at crew's side. others i got NO comment.... but sad thing is she is going to resign from her position... wondering who is going to replace this nice lady...

thank you so much ! u made my day!

not easy to plan for an itinerary to guilin

since this afternoon till now (3am), i m stil planning my itinerary for my trip to guilin next week.
it's not easy task! i hate planning actually but i hv no choice bcoz i m going with my mum sis and aunties.. they know nothing! arghhh...

after searching for so many info... i realized guilin is such beautiful place for sigh-seeing...
i feel peace after looking at those pictures... u guys can google it for details if you are interested :)

the trip is hard to plan because of the transportation in guilin.. it's not as advanced as in HKG,CAN,and SZX... hv to take bus or cab from one point to the others. and the attraction points are quite far from each other.. all about 2 hours driving distance from guilin town to those sigh-seeing places.. imagine you wan to visit place A and C, and guilin situated at place B( in btw of A n B), from point B to A is abt two hours, what if from point A to C? it's about 4 hours plus!

i guess the most easy way to do when i arrive in guilin is directly look for tour package provided by the local travel agency.. take their package and follow their trip?!

those tickets not cheap though..
read from so many forum but i still blur and hv no idea how to plan for this!

well, i believe i can do it.. will continue it by tomorrow...

again,
goodnight my cb readers...

what a day

it's my 3 days off after 5 days working ....
i reached home at 3am after working, and i woke up at 5am ( not even two hours sleeping)
was super tired! but bcoz hv to help my sister to do some photoshooting for her clothes and shoes
my sis is doing some online business selling clothes and some accessories

guys, if interested to get some branded stuffs (as well as brand-less stuffs) with cheaper price, pls pls visit this and click like and check for any item suitable for you? can always refer to me if you are interested or just PM my sister :)

well, i took the earliest flight back to penang bcoz fatty shirley have another photoshooting session in afternoon so we hv to make it early a bit.. but the flight was slightly delayed during to some reason.

AK5350 bound for penang island

the photographers today were tatt and junzhe , both my good friends. thanks for willing to spend your weekend to help my sister do this photoshooting session, and not forgetting the PRETTY attention seeking model shirley ong (ah gua of the day) haha... thanks la guys

the weather was damn freaking hot and the sun was so bright but these conditions required in order to shoot for nice photo.
well, this was not my first time photoshooting with this 'PRETTY' ( evil smile*) model.. again many stupid and funny things happened when the shooting was in progress.

both of us before starting

nothing much to tel abt the shooting, just hot and uncomfortable (not talented acting infront of two big cameras)

here are some photos taken by my phone ( camwhore for awhile haha )

under the shinny sun

with hollister shirt :)

another one haha

these are from junzhe's camera, i look like an idiot i know, i m camera shy please.... lolx

the 'couple' shirt =.=lll

converse shoes with us lolx

she was trying to FENG her hair

went to gurney had our brunch after we have done our job

my cheong fan

And we met up wenkang at his brother shop for a while before heading back home...

the light paradise

Got home at around 4pm, imagine how long i didnt sleep?????? almost die...
what to do for the next two days? no idea, just sleep eat at home bah! the things i always do when i have my day off! haha....

i really wish i could have few more days off to stay at hometown, i feel tired, tired for everything.. when i only can get what i want? i chase for things i want non-stop in my life, i live for my own, i go for something i want, but still somehow they dnt really satisfy me easily?! sometimes i feel lost, do i really know what kind of life that i am actually searching for? who can really understand my feeling? haiz...


p/s:人生真的有很多迷惘,有多少个人能在这些迷惘中学习及领域到当中的意义？又有多少人迷失在这些迷惘当中而听天由命放弃自己？

weekend

this week my off days fall on saturday sunday n monday, but i didnt back to penang for this time bcoz i have something to do
well, so boring at night and hv nothing to do... called my batchmate jessica to have dinner with me and returned the thing that i owed her = snowflakessss.... owed her for ages but always no time to RETURN it to her. lol
what i had just now was thai fried rice, fried curry lala, taufu rojak and ofcoz snowflakes...

as usual, my favourite soya bean series

i m so freaking full now, should have to sleep now because i have to wake up early tml! but the my stomach doesnt allow me to sleep! feel like the food all are stucking in my throat! arghhh....

recently just feel like blogging , dnt knw when the mood wil stop again? hahaha.. hopefully not la..

many thoughts in my mind, life is so complicated...
i always hope i can get whatever i want.. but the hope will nvr come true easily, and i hv to struggle very hard to get it...
anyway, i m not a person who gives up easily. once i set the target i will try my best to achieve it no matter how hard it is... i always tell myself, there is nothing can become an obstacle in my life, no matter how hard the situation is, there is always a way to make it works.. this is what i believe...

wil update my blog in few days time after this...

P/S:不管失败了多少次，不要怕也不要放弃，失败乃是成功之母。 这个是我坚持到现在的原因！ 加油殷家锃！ =)

first attempt to emirates!

as mentioned from my previous post, i went for the 2nd interview, emirates airlines
i would say this was the most professional interview that i ever had in my life although they failed me at last, but i still feel happy i managed to pass through so many rounds.

woke up early in the morning and drove all the way from subang to kl with the help of gps (but still lost in kl) , it was just abt to 7am but the road in kl already started getting jam, but luckily i still able to reach the hotel before 8am.

well, all the candidates were well-groomed and waited patiently at the lobby area..
about 70 plus of us managed to pass for 2nd interview, and only 6 guys including myself.
i met up my friends there and talked for awhile before the interview starts.

the outfits of the day

looks like boh gam buan

the interviewers not really good in punctuality , stated 8am but started at 9am plus.
first round : we have a short briefing about the company, and Q n A session. after that we were called to do the arm reach test one by one, after u pass the arm reach test u have to sit down in front of the interviewer for a very short one to one interview. A lot of questions were being thrown to me to answer, about 5 to 10mins talk. then hv to go back to ur seat n wait for the rest of the candidates.. this process took abt three hours before we get to know our results.
From 72 become 40 plus left and only 4 guys left. i was the lucky one to pass the first stage.

while waiting others

well, we all proceeded to second stage, it was an english examination. For those who are not really good in english or poor in understanding english, u might be kicked out from this stage.
the exam included writing an essay... i guess probably they just wanted to check with ur grammar and ur understanding in english. well, again alot of ppl got kicked off from this stage too (i dnt knw why bcoz some of them really good in speaking, but why they got kicked off? but not me =.=)
yes, again i received the CONGRATULATION letter from the interviewer. was quite happy coz not much ppl could manage to pass until this round. so now left 29 of us and only 3 guys left.
went for our lunch, a quick one. the rushed back to the hotel again... it was almost 4pm

again we were called and proceeded to the next round which was group discussion (the last stage of today and if u pass this round meaning u hv to come back on tml for the final one to one interview)
my group got 10 candidates, and we 3 guys were grouped together. the first question was "tel me the one who sits on ur left about what is his/her biggest mistake in his/her life" we were given 5 mins to discuss with the person seated next to each other and then we hv to present it to the interviewer one by one. well, this was not really tough for me ... after we all hv done it, here came with the tough one.
"i will give u guys about 10 mins to discuss 3 advantages and 3 disadvantages to stay in dubai"
while they were discussing abt the answer, i not really talked much and just agreed with whatever the point that they pointed out. the two interviewers kept walking around us and observing us with the papers and pen on their hands recording down something. i knew they were giving marks and picking out the weakness of each candidates. and "time up"
she called 6 of us to present each point that we've discussed. i was the one to get called to present the last point. (was thinking why choose me???? still got few more havent presented yet) out of sudden, i was so freaking nervous and it was supposed the 3rd disadvantages i should have pointed out but i said ' the 2nd disadvantages'. it somehow showed that my listening skill wasn't that good. ofcoz i corrected it after my frenz told me. then i continued presenting with the fucking shit english... yes i ruined myself in this stage!!!! i should talk confidently .. but ...
so again we were called to wait at outside for about an hour for the results. actually i already expected what my result would be and finally they passed us the letter again whether u r successful to proceed for the final or not.. " UNFORTUNATELY......" this was the letter i got ..
and half of us failed in this stage, only 15 candidates able to proceed to the final interview which will be held on tml at the same venue.. only one guy (malay) managed to proceed to final (dnt really understand, he didnt talk much too and he didnt present about the discussion too).
it was so near to me... but i ruined it.
two of my frens got it and i really wish them can get the job!

this was my first attempt for emirates interview and it was really a good experience for me. i might gv another attempt nxt time (after 6months, bcoz that is their rules for those who failed at this stage)

will never give up on what i want! think positively :)))

单调

这样的生活真的太单调了
做什么都一个人
除了做工，就是看戏上网和睡觉
出去应酬也懒
要找个人陪就觉得麻烦
可是一有人想要有进一步的发展我就很怕，会很快地斩断。
原因是我不想背着任何责任再去为一个人付出，关心，考虑多多 (太多的顾虑，我不要想）
这样说下去，难道我真的要孤独终老？？ 哈哈
其实有个心灵上的依靠是很好啊，只是可能我还没遇到一个我可以完完全全的不顾一切为她付出的人。
我想我还是适合自己一个人过日子，不要去惹祸吧！ 人就是矛盾

现在很想换个环境，去别处生活做工
到一个没人认识我的地方
那种感觉会是怎样呢？ 有点可怕 =.=
可是就很想试一试在别的国家生活的感觉
希望我可以很快的实现我当初选择这一行的心愿，那就是：
‘可以到世界各国体验它们不同的社会风情，在不一样的国家留下不一样的美好回忆，除了到处去还可以存到一笔钱和找到一位美女当女朋友’
这里的每一样我都没有实现到！！！ 原因很简单，我进错航空！

这个月29号，emirates 的第二关面试 （本人已经顺利通过第一关卡）
我真的希望能顺利地通过！星航已把我给踢得远远的，希望你们选人时不要像它们那么的肤浅啊！
这样我就离我的愿望越来越近了。
我的自尊心也是属于有限公司，不要一次又一次的给我打下，我会真的站不起来的

很累了，今天飞斯里兰卡，明天一大早又要飞桂林，老板，你真的以为我们是铁做的吗？
听似好像可以去很多个地方玩？ 想得美！ 今天去今天回，这是空服员吗？ 好心，像外劳多点吧！外表风光 @@

在我停笔之前留下一张自恋照吧 哈哈


好吧

再会 :)

Fei zhai...i will miss you forever

my beloved dog, fei zhai just passed away this morning...
i miss him so so much now...
cant keep my tears from dropping...
i knw he was not in good condition since CNY ... ya, he was very old, almost 13 years with me.
i knew he could not stay any longer with me but i jz too sad .......
he seemed like waiting me to come back from kl to see his last breathe
yesterday morning when i was home, i stil played with him although he was not really well..
just right after i woke up from sleeping, he became weaker and weaker, jz couldnt stand up anymore, kept banging there and here. my heart was so pain ..and i know he could not stay any longer..
jz laid himself on the floor, with eyes opened, but he couldnt move, i kept comforting him, asking him to leave ,stop suffering himself... my tears kept dropping..
i jz too sad for that.. he is part of my family members..
he breath slowly,difficulty... and finally this morning he left us.
while i holding him ,although he stopped breathing but stil can feel the warmth from him..
i packed him into the box, put him inside the box nicely, did some prayer for him ..
and buried him infront of my house with the help from my parents..
i really miss him
i really hope that he is now enjoying in another world.. I love you, and you will always be remembered. i know how loyalty you are,how good you are...

you are the best, i will miss you forever..
must rest in peace, love you

Duty changed to BKI, 8th dec 2011

wednesday evening, i received a sms from company asking me to acknowlegde the duty changes on thursday flight... i was supposed to do CNX (chiangmai) flight, duty was changed to BKI(kota kinabalu)
without hestitation, i just acknowlegded it without questioning like usual... (but was a bit curious this time bcoz they changed me to the similar sign on / sign off time, no logic)

As usual go for flight... reached office, met my SFA and fellow FAS .. da bao my food everything done..
briefing started.
SFA asked us : do you guys know why flight ops duty changed to this flight?
me: i hv no idea @@
FA1: i pun tak tau
FA2: i dnt knw also but they stated requested by flight attendant executive (FAE)
sfa: yea, u guys are chosen by FAE to operate this flight , and what happend to this flight and why u guys are chosen? (was wondering? since i have low profile enough in this company)

well, after that we were to be informed that this flight will have alot VIPs, our managers, Hitz.fm crews, and even my BIG BOSS (tony) to follow us to bki and some from bki (big boss)... and we were chosen bcoz requested by department ( again i feel @@ )

all the FAs and ofcoz me were shocked @@
suddenly faces were so stressed up...
and why this flight? => 8th dec 2011 was 10th anniversary for AirAsia, and the first flight did by AirAsia 10 years ago on 8th dec 2001 was to BKI ( the flight that operated by us on 8th dec 2011)
WoWww.. lagi stress...
sfa started brief us what to do later blar blar blar (many special games and things wil be done which normally we dnt do unless requested by department)

while doing boarding, my sfa informed me that our manager and FAE wil not follow us today (again last minute changed), out of sudden, i felt damn relax... as per normal we went out for services... after everything done, here the fun part came=> hitz fm DJ (forgotten the name but definately not jj and eian)... started with Q n A game, singing competition..and etc... and many prizes were given out (not so exp tho) , i could see the faces from all the passengers, they were happy and really enjoying the flights!!! *i was happy too seeing this*

Hitz FM in the house

group photo

the stupid FA faeza

way back from BKI, was told that my big boss wil not follow us ( big smile from my face) but he wil only be in airport with all the other VIPs and those pretty FA (so called flower pot) once we arrived in lcct to welcome all the passengers that following us..

BKI t0 KUL .. the games were done by my SFA, he is so funny and creative... i like the way he makes the passengers laugh and makes the passengers feel worth it to take the flight with AA.
alot of inflight games being made by him ofcoz we helped him too hahaha....no wonder tony invited him to join AA and department always ask him to operate those special flights...

aunty u r so brave and u r so cute too ( too digusting to say she is pretty,lol)

was quite suprised that both flight from kul to bki and from bki to kul can be so fun and the passengers were so so so friendly and easy going! it was an amazing flight for me...

nvr regret to operate this flight, and feel glad that i've been selected by department to operate this flight... ( it would be nice if there is some extra pay for us to operate this flight hahahaha)

gift on the day after all the hard works done

done with my blog. will continue with my nxt blog very soon, might be tonight? :P

waoooooooooo it's long enough since my last post!!!

as mentioned by the title, how long i've never updated my blog since my last blog?! wakakaka....

well, i was signed on into my blog page for quite few times before this, and wanted to blog! but end up with a blog without words due to those awaiting series! lol.. and now i almost done all the series that i left before for long ...
At last i could spend a little time to update upadate a bit for my dead blog! haha

recently, actually still the same, routine life.. work, sleep, and sit infront of laptop for few hours at least per day.. and sometimes wil hang out with friends. not much special

today i want to talk about my working stuffs!
damn the fucking rostering department (actually i not sure which department responsible for approving the annual leave) , I got NO LEAVE during Chinese New year!!! it's expected but i still feel angry! since this is my second year didnt get my AL approved for CNY! CCB
followed all the procedures, take a very good care for my work performance, never late for flight, never reject any flight never never never ! only took 1 MC for 1 and half year working! keep my record clean n clear to hope that department will consider our performance first when comes to embargo period leave! NO NO NO.... they will just randomly select ! those who are lucky enough then you got the leave approved! o0o
anyway, i tried my best in getting the AL for cny... now just wait and see again..
hope that i will fall 'sick' for this coming CNY and doctor wil give me at least 3 days MC (only if i couldnt get any day off during CNY) hehehe...

want to share with u guys, i m going to have a long long leaves soon which starts from 16th to 24th dec... wakaka... mostly will visit shenzhen and guangzhou for this coming holiday.. but purpose not for travelling but is to accompany my sister to do some survey about the clothes and some stuffs in guangzhou to bring it back to malaysia for selling.. (if the price is good)
ofcoz wil visit some tourist placess laaaaa hehehehe....

but the china visa is so damn mafan laa ...memang pooky one! as i need to use my passport everyday for my working purpose, it's so difficult for me to apply the china visa at this moment... since the normal process is 4 working days (if only i do it myself in kl), if want to get in one day i need to pay rm400 for that so called RUSH visa... u are really rush! rush to take money! for normal process only costs around rm150...@@ headache! boh duit laaa ..

my cousin's wedding is on 2nd dec, hiak hiak hiak luckily i got off from 1st to 3rd dec.. no need to take MC for the wedding , the mc can be kept for JAN! wahahahahaha....
yea i love attending wedding (only friends and relatives), everyone (my sisters and my cousins) wil be well dressed, busying to buy new clothes (asking me are they looked great in this or that clothes?my mum), go saloon, busy in and out for make up, or their shoes... small tiny things to make them look great on the wedding day.. this is very nice! LOL
love seeing them busy with these.. So definately i wil be going back for my cousin wedding...to wish this couple will love each other and stay sweet and lovely till the end!

well, i know in this occasion... i will meet up most of my relatives.. and ton of questions will be thrown to me...
the most favourite question : where is your gf? (anyway not only from them, most of my frenz are asking too)
i m so lazy to answer this question again and again.... why i must have gf while i dnt really fall into any girl at the moment? izzit i must get a gf just for the sake of gf? maybe most of you get a bf or gf just because u feel lonely? just because u dnt wan to live alone? just because u got someone to rely on? hmmmmm...
for me, it's not necessary to get a gf just to get rid of your loneliness, boredom, and etc... i have been single for so long, i know to handle all these situations..
the relationship that i want is to couple because of LOVE.. LOVE because of LOVE...
it's not easy to get someone who really loves you like how you love them
i m just waiting for the right person :D
i will not find for gf... i will wait for gf... (dnt knw you guys understand what i m trying to say?)

second favourite question: which destionation you always fly to? are you doing domestic or international flight? u must be travelled to alot of countries?
arrghhhhh..... you know how difficult to explain this question to them?!! i m working with AirAsia, it's a low cost airline, i do fly domestic and international flight but it doesnt matter i fly internationally or domestically, because it's all turnaround flights! for this point, you hv to explain more and more.... wtf.. sick of this question.. yes i travel to many countries but i just can smell the air from that country in the airport! so? yes, AirAsia got NO layover to other countries, it happens only if the aircraft got problem! so understand? yes they are still blur.. *lazy to explain*
i m not working with full service airlines lah diu...

walau eh.. it's almost 4am, i need to sleep now, shall continue when i free again.
goodbye my CB readers. muack


PS: no photo to be uploaded this time because dnt feel like upload :P

long day off

from 5th till 16th, i only work for two days...that were 8th n 9th of oct.. i didnt request for any annual leave..
suddenly i feel like company treat me so nice, less working days but the flight hours still not bad.
if they could maintain every month like this, i surely will work for them for another few more years! haha....
yes, i have a very long holiday... but i didnt plan for any vacation for this holiday, and it's goin to end soon, another 2days.
at first, wanted to go singapore with my college friends , but end up most of them couldnt make it so we cancelled it .
anyway, i dnt feel like wasting, coz i like staying at home doing nothing.. that becomes part of my life.. so you guys can imagine how boring person i am actually.. spending my time at home to finish up this taiwan series..
guys, it's really a nice series to watch... higly recommended.

while the wife still at hospital with her neck injured after an accident, the husband still forced her to sign for the divorce agreement. i felt like slapping and smashing that fucker! such an idiot.

well, recently...again i feel like coming back penang to work.. wtf... hahaha.. (dnt scold me pls)
but i wont do that la, coz i knw what i want...

i neglected my blog for so long long time! because i m so lazy to type! i wish to update it weekly but i'm just too lazy... i just came back from queensbay mall, went to singk with my hometown friends. suprisingly, tonight they all seemed like no mood to sing at all, all went back so early... this was the first time! normally we will sing until the staff uses the sweeper to whack us out (exaggerate) ... it's abnormal to me....

our drinksss

=)

she thought that i wont upload this photo in fb hahaha..

another stupid photo

how to rotate it??? haha left this cat all went back jor!

arghh... cheebye, i dnt feel like going back kl on sunday laaaa but i need to work on mondayyy...
my cousin's bf's mother is goin to kl, will sleep in my room until monday... means i cant sleep at my own room on sunday night! arghhh!! not the first time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually, i dnt knw what to write , speechless.. i shall end my blog here.

goodnight :P

take care all cb readers.
i wil force myself to sleep now (just2.20am)

Mr.Smile being sarcastic

I'm glad that when my friends from my facebook:

'You are Mr.Smile.. when i see you photo, i will follow you smile as well'
'yang, suka tgk yur photo... muka u happy je... mahal tu... hehhe'
'look at you photo why u always so happy one?'
and etc........

i get fed up when my friends or anyone :
'what happened to you? why become so fat?'
'why recently you look like not so handsome?' (fuck you i always handsome hahaha)
'your face got a little bit pimples'
and etc........


i m glad that when my passenger :
' how do you maintain your smile all the time?? dnt u ever face some personal problem which will affect the smile on ur face?'
'you are so handsome' (thank you but i know that...hahahahahahaha, i always that thick face XD)
' why you look so happy??' (when i was serving meal or doing other services with my big smile and loud voice)
'airasia service is better than singapore airlines'
'this is the best service i had with airasia' (ofcoz not only to me, to my other colleauges as well)
and etc...

i get angry when my passenger:
' stupid service!!'
' i want to see your supervisor regarding this matter'
'this is not what i want....(with the fucking idiotic voice)'
' why you angry at me ( in fact i didnt)'
and many many more...


it's so true that ppl always like to be pleased, when ppl say something good about me i will be very happy n talk nicely to them..
but when ppl approaches me with the fucked up face and voice... and talk something which i dnt like to hear, definately i will fuck them back hardly except when i m working, i wil 'fuck' them in a good manner way.
being sarcastic is no longer a difficutl task for me, it's easy like eating char keow tiao...

well, basically my intention to write this blog is to tell you guys, being a thick face person is not a bad things nowadays.
if you want to survive in the harsh working environment, the first thing you must possess is TO ACCEPT!
whatever words from those bitches or doggies or foxes, accept it.... process it before you say something else... YES ofcoz you can fight back, but think twice.. what is the consequences first. if you have the right to voice it out, why not?
If you think that u r too small to fight back in a direct way.. why don't you try indirect way? sometimes fight indirectly will bring you VICTORY... have u ever heard about silent killer? yea..that it is! and this is what i always do...hahaha...

what if people say someting that you really cannot accept it until you want to slap them?
my answer is still : accept...
and next is to make them feel like slapping you... this is how you win the game..
but how to make this happens? SARCASM tells the story..


people, stop have that thinking on your mind which is '算了吧，不要跟他们计较' (forget abt it, dnt care abt it)
NO NO NO NO WAY in my life!

yea u can be a kind person, but you have to know who is the one worth to be kind with...
nowadays, people take things for granted... so what you have to do is? whack them and let them know they are not supposed to do this!

have been facing too much of disgusting people around me, it makes me become a better faker and better gamer...
so people, come on! you have the power to win every of the game, depends you want it or not? you dare or not?!
Go ahead!! you got my fully SUPPORT .. ^^

the blog is dead

my blog is dead?
nothing to blog
but it still alive! just fall into unconcious situation...
just let it rest in peace untill it has anything to tell and share.

just do it

feel free to blog, this is why i m here again XD

yea, working in kl is so tiring.... sweating all time! i hate the moment when i walk from car park to office under hot sun, and also from office to the aircraft! the whole journey i guess it takes me at least 30mins walking distance! this is the things i hate the most in kl based!
but still, i prefer working here although penang hub is much much more relax comparing to kl!
stop complaining... this is what i chose and i should face it positively.

anyway, i love what i m doing now, i m enjoying what i m doing ! people, do whatever you want to do while you stil have the energy to do so, this is your life! no one can master your life except yourself! dnt feel regret on whatever you have done! just make it better for the next time if you have done something wrong!
we have a right to choose whatever we want to.. the comments, opinions, words from others are actually not important...
what important is you have to clear about what you want, what makes you happy.. and make a decision and go for it with no regrets!

people tends to worry much if they want to do something which is not really accepted by social or we called it extraordinary. then they will forever stand on the same place! you do not need to care about how others think of you, just go ahead as long as you are not stealing, robbing, raping, and etc.
Daring people always enjoy their lifes, but what about coward people? yes they do enjoy their lifes, but how often it is? lol..



btw, i m not saying i m a daring person.. just trying to be ! =D

矛盾的人生

是时候update一下这个部落格了
下个星期又要回kl做工了，啊啊啊啊！！ 不想回啦
现在有点后悔申请回去！哈哈哈 （超级矛盾）
不喜欢在那边的生活
没有家庭的温暖
吃东西也要烦
住在自己的家多好！老妈煮好就吃，不需要烦要去哪里吃
在家什么都有
在那边要做样东西也麻烦！
可是如果我没有回去的话，前途是黑暗！矛盾的人生
我的朋友昨天帮我预算了生活开销在槟城和kl， 其实算到来存到的钱都差不多！kl 的开销太大了
烦啊虽然在kl能赚多一点点！
好不容易已经适应了这边做工环境，跟全部的同事也打成一片！现在要离开反而有点舍不得！
之前不了解以为他们个个都很坏可是相处久了觉得他们个个都是好人
现在要回到那战战兢兢的kl office每天和不一样的人做工，真的有点怕。哪个是人是鬼都不懂！
没关系，忍多几年，我还是会回来槟城的。因为这里才是我要永久住下来的地方。
为了前途，一定要牺牲虽然不舍得！

加油 :)

stop

that day, i told shirley.. feel like goin to stop blogging.. coz very lazy .. and somemore not really got ppl wil read.. haha..
she said she likes to read my blog, coz she always smile n laugh when reading.. izzit??
tell me should i stop writting or continue? hehe.
sometimes feel like no point writting here.. but sometimes when i really get bored or nothing to do, i wil feel like to blog..

well, today standby didnt get called up, i wonder what if they called me this morning? i slept at abt 2am bcoz chatting with one of my frenz.. i nvr set the alarm... and my standby started at 3.30am.. i slept deadly at that time i guess... even if they called me i guess i wouldnt answer???! luckily... and straight slept for 11hours... been so long nvr have a good sleep like this, so my mood today is very good... wanna sleep for another few more hours later...wakakaka... to recharge back all my energy :)

when you hv positve thinking, all the good things wil follow you...^^

wanna go back kl base

as stated in the title...
i wanna go back kl base so badly....
last two weeks actually ady found someone to swap with me, but suddenly she told me her marriage got problem, cannot swap with me now... wtf.. y dnt after swapping with me ur marriage only got problem?? (sounds i m so bad, it shows that how wish i can go back kl base)

hmmm... reasons are simple
kl more suitable to me (after comparing)
i should hv to listen those advises given by friends, crews, and also our executives...
but nvr try nvr knw, once i tried, i knw how it tastes!
not to say working in penang is bad, just too much of gossips, and boring. lack of motivation...
not feel like goin to work everytime.
last time when i was in kl, everyday feel like going for war.. wil prepare everything before flight... but now, i got no motivation at all! coz working here is way too relax... flying with the same crew most of the time! is good for ppl who are lazy... but definately not me.
and working style is different for everyone of them, have think wisely before u do something or say something... unlike kl, everything just follow SOP (standard operation procedures)
stil got few main reasons i want to go back kl, but no need to mention here..

no doubt, i enjoy staying at my hometown sleep everyday with my own bed.. this is the only things i like in penang...
but think carefully, i have to think of my future, if i really wan to continue in this field.. i have to go back kl.. no matter how.
so now i just have to wait for someone who willing to swap with me again... mayb it takes few more months or even a year.. hopefully it wont be so long! pleaseeee......

chin soo kye! please persuade ur frenz kim to swap with me, she is interested just need more support from youuuuuuuuuuu...!! haha... ( let me knw if u r reading this)

crews keep asking me why wanna back to kl, some said i m stupid, itchy, and many more.. but who cares?! coz i really wan to go bac

anyway, praying god hard .. pls send someone to swap with me asap.. dnt wan to work here anymore.. i wil be demotivated soon ..

ok stop talking abt this

well, obviously recently my mood is like roller coaster, up and down.. dnt knw why?
i think should start learning how to control my feeling toward anything...
sometimes things come out from my mouth might not be that meaning...
i might say fuck you all the times, but it doesnt mean i really wan to fuck you, understand?
i know some words that came out from my mouth might hurt ppl unintentionally, but.....
if i say i hate you, doesnt mean that i really hate you, just....(how to express it.... ?)
but if i say i hate that fucker very much, means i really hate that!
confusing....
dnt knw what i m talking about... fuck

better sleep..

confused

i m so so so confused now!
what x 1000? why x 10000? how x 100000? arghhhhhhhhhh....

i m lost.. lost to nowhere! floating on the sea!
gueesing everytime, but pretending like nothing..

this is well describes me ? rubbish means many worries, boat without direction..

Please pull me to the port where i should belong to....to secure and calm myself.
can u?

finally i booked my car!

teeheeee... finally i've booked my car today.. toyota vios E spec..

again... white colour! looks more class... haha

hmmm... but i hv to wait for 6 to 8 weeks to get the car! no stock at this moment, due to the tsunami that hit japan last few months! all the car producers in japan got affected! and toyota was one of them...

some of you might wondering y i wil get vios at last? but not forte or honda city?! haha... i was confused too..i love forte so much, but petrol consuming n no market value! honda city i love it too but expensive than vios abt rm11k, but performance is similar to vios... jz the outlook different.. i asked opinion frm frenz of mine, honda city or vios better?
his answered : no much different, just like you ask me different between airbus 320 and boeing 737 (type of aircraft models).. no one lose.. they are similar just different producer..
it reminds me, y i must pay extra rm11k to get the city ? hmmmm.....

anyway, i hope that i've made the right choice, coz this is my first car in my life, i bought by myself without getting a cent from family!
u must be healthy all the time, i got no much money to send you to hospital for treatment like the car i m using now! hahaha...

finished packing! my bkk trip's mood is ON! yes, i m going to bkk tml ! i m super excited.. nvr been there before, but so many of them told me bkk is a heaven ! hope it's a REAL heaven for me la... although just short stay, 3 days two nites, but it would be enough for me!!!! BKK i m coming =)

iphone 4

hehehe.. yea i got my iphone4 already....jz got it last week n my frenz suggested me to get the white one since it's just launched. n yes, i got the white 1... haha...

one word to comment on iphone4 : GREAT!
i m so addicted to it now... n now i truely understand why ppl with iphone or blackberry will keep pressing the hp nonstop like they cant live without hp...i used to say them stupid but now i become one of them..hahaa... like siao kia.. but i love it.. it makes ppl getting closer to each others..

so many applications to use, n they all r so nice to use...
i m stil in the learning process anyway... bcoz it's quite complicated to me, but i stil like it... wakaka....

recently keep spending... spending n spending... hv to find a way to stop it please....
wah stil need to get a car for myself this month.. but i hvnt booked yet la... officially broke!!!!!
i need more money... gv me more money pls..gv me more flights more excess money!! hahaha...

Langkawi

another trip with my secondary schools' friends!
been so long we nvr gather together n go for trip like this! the last trip i remembered was 6 years ago after we graduated frm kerian.

the idea actually came out from me while few of us were on the way to movie (scream4), coz so coincidence that many of them got few days off ( public holiday)... so shifang and weitatt (the organizers) started to find friends to join us! n response was good! many of them were joined us.. they did a lot of researches regarding the hotel, island payah, all the fees.. (appreciated), i didnt join for the discussion bcoz i hv to work .. so i jz followed what they said.. lol.. i like this kind of trip coz i no need to use my brain to think where to go where to stay where to spend our time!!!!! you guys did a great job anyway :)

too bad i was too tired, woke up at 3.30am on saturday morning ( i reached home after working at 1am) n headed to parit buntar to meet them up with a long face...
after picking up everyone, abt 5.30am.. we then headed to kuala kedah to take ferry to langkawi! although i was so tired but with them again i couldnt sleep at all coz all the way talk talk talk and talk! lol

the looks of tiredness

in the ferry to langkawi island

reached the jetty n immediately we took another boat to go payah island
on another boat to go the beach

after an hour journey, we finally reached our destination!! the water there is crystal clear! i love this alottttts!!

with life jackets

after taking few pictures there, we started snorkeling!! yea yea... many fishes, sea urchins and many more... too bad junzhe not dare to swim too far away frm beach, hahaha... but few of us swim far far away frm the beach, n we saw alot of different species fishes underwater!

i always love swim in a crystal clear water!

feeding fishes

too bad, the island does not hv pipe water to let us take shower so we all hv to go back with a salted body... lol... after we done our snorkeling, the ppl there started to feed sharks!!!! yea this is why the island is famous in malaysia.. coz there got lot small sharks ( not really small though)...
abt 3pm, we then headed back to langkawi island ..

everyone was so exhausted, went back to hotel ... 9 of us stayed in 1 hotel room!! can you imagine? hahahaha.... siao 1!
took a rest in hotel for awhile, then went for dinner with the lao ya Odyssy.

then we went to town area jalan jalan... camwhoring along the beach... drinking beer... obviously i m not a good drinker! haha...

back to hotel sleep then... but too much of noises they made! we couldnt sleep well at all, i didnt join them for the game, bcoz i was too tired... but end up i woke up n sleep bac for at least 50times..

the next day we checked out frm the hotel earier, then we went to some souvenir shops to get some chococlates, beer to bring home... the sun was too hot for me, fuck it! too much of choices, made us took so long time to choose this n that, comparing the prices frm one shop to the others...swt..

the trip was goin to end soon, but b4 ending.... took some photos as a remembrance at somewhere around the jetty there.

we were forced to smile BIG BIG

lol

nice

the sun was too hot!!!

but fuck my life, on the way back.. the ferry's aircon was spoiled! i almost die in the cabin... kept sweating... was too hot! but they never inform us anything nor apologize for this ! what a sux management they have, if there is a customer care counter,i sure be the first one to make a complaint...

anyway, i enjoyed the trip.. thanks for organizing this, hope we can go for another trip soon...