studying??? WTF?

omg, cant believe that, after graduating frm tarc, i stil hv to read all the fucking notes at midnite, for the coming tests and exams, it is driving me crazy....
i hope this training can go as fast as it could, i want to skip all the classes can?
sometimes i feel that the training is just wasting time, they can actually squeece few days into 1 day if the instructor gv full attention on the class by not making fun n talking nonsense..although i hv learnt quite alot here, but sometimes i juz feel very sienz.....
although tis is the job i wanted since secondary school, but it seems like....... mayb is the instructors' problems? or mayb is the trainees' attitudes? it makes me feel not so comfortable in the class....
although they r some nice n cute frenz... but i just hate faking around, hv to do the greeting all the time, hv to smile like a robot all the times even i m not in the situation...
i m trying myself to adapt into this kind of fake environment..i hope i wil not become a faker one day...
throwing all the bad things, i stil love this job, wil try my level best to overcome all the difficulties, make all these become REAL, from bottom of my heart..... hopefully....
hope my passion on this will nvr go... keep goingg.... i wish i can earn more n more, enjoy more n more.... so i hv to work more hard on the tests n exams, practice more on announcement ... practice practice!
i dnt wan to be the top but at least not the last.... jiayou :))))))))

not so in mood

haiz.... i m so not in the mood nowwww.............
为什么一些人就是不会那么不会想？
明知道不能继续的东西，就要趁早放弃 然后再找过适合自己的。
死也要死得好看点嘛！ 明知道这条路是没有未来的，就该放弃，从新开始！
天下没有白吃的午餐，如果不停的发那些白日梦，那你的一生就会这样毁了。
聪明人应该要有聪明的智慧和思考，要懂得分析。

why? if u hv to gv up, then jz gv it up, and try for others....
think of it...

announcement class..

i found difficulties in pronouncing some words correctly during training....
today we did some flight announcements in class as requested by our instructor...
we had a lot of fun during class....
19 of us, only around 9 of them able to pronounce the word AirAsia correctly.... FUCK!
i couldnt find the way to pronounce it CORRECTLY...
when i was doing my announcement, the below words were being pointed out because of the pronounciation problem...
1. AirAsia
2. emergency
3. secure
4. position
5. interfere
>.<""""

the comments frm the instructor were : no intonation at all, many pronounciation mistake, ur voice is clear n loud but not fluent at all.... it's very bad, u need to do more practice...
instructor : how many marks would u guys think eric will get? ( out of 10)
classmates : 4, 5.....
instructor : wrong! is 1.5.......... eric, u hv to be very carefull, pls practice more or else it wil bring u in trouble....
me : zzzzz........ T.T cried without tears.......

but i knw that i really did it badly, i really hv to practice more, n read more.... shouldnt get nervous so easily! ( we read the announcement infront of all the classmates, n the instructor will use the recorder and stand infront of u to record what u read.. then will replay it out with loud speaker to point out what mistake you hv done)
luckily, it's jz a practical, wont record in our grade..... grading is done by other instructors... she only responsible in teaching us the correct way to read announcement.... hehe..

i jz simply love her class as it really helps alot ... i will work more harder on this, i will NEVER repeat the same mistake again!

now is 4.20am, it is the first time i keep myself awake till so late since 3months ago.... jz came bac frm puchong, went to yamcha with my frenz, kg his gf kent siewlee wengkuen peikchee....
nice chatting, nice hang out... it made my day... hehehe....

beh tahan jor, wanna sleep liao lorr.... Goodnite everyone... :)
have a nice day~~

lonely

i m mr.loney, i hv nobody......
i m going to crazy soon, hope these two months can pass faster!! i wan move bac to penang.....
i cant stand the life in kl, it's sux..... i cant hv any entertaintment ( only wil get it if i spend money), that's not what i want!
i hope i can fly very soon, so i hv more time to go back penang!
althouhg i m enjoying the training..but i still....
sometimes feel how good if i hv a gf now, at least i wont be lonely, n she at least can talk to me, share with me...
i hv no idea when this "she" will only appear infront of me? am i too choosy? i dnt think so, jz i dnt wan to be too flirty, dnt like to mix and hv FUN around with those gals... i can do that if i wanted to.... i knw that is not the way to get rid of the loneliness..

been admired HER for so long times, but i still hv no guts to go after her, i scare of the responsiblity to be a bf, i worry that is not the right time to get a gf, i worry that she might not have the same thinking as mine... i worry this n that all because i hv no confident on relationship, i worry i wil ruin every relationship as what i did previously.... so i keep myself for single for so long time... n this causes many ppl thought i m gay.. >.<" ... pls stop asking me am i gay, i m not ..... i m straight pls... i need gals too as wat the other guys do.. just i m waiting for the right person with the right timing....

shall i let her knw what m i thinking of her? she is far away frm me now... i dnt think so is a right time to tel her..... although sometimes i feel like she is no longer in my heart , but sometimes she is in there! how come? i wonder ..... i always want to knw what she is doing now, who is chasing her now, is she stil available.... sometimes i can feel that she is giving me chance, but i jz dnt take any action....how stupid am i.... mayb being frenz with her too long time ady???? everything in my mind i couldnt speak it out when i m with her...
can some1 tell me why like this? can some1 tel me what should i do? go for others instead of "parking" myself at this unmovable "place" ?

stop thinking this again la! wake up ....
is not the time....

i miss my lao bu mia laksa, mee...... swt......

天堂的妈妈

之前，我朋友给了我一部电影叫《天堂的妈妈》， 他跟我说是部很感人的电影。不过他给我的已经经过剪接 大概三十几分钟吧
昨晚没事做，从云顶回到家，冲好凉就开来看。
他妈的，一边看眼泪一边流，看了真的是觉得太心酸了。
它是述说着一个很好很爱她的孩子的妈妈，是位很有爱心的妈妈，得了癌症。虽然得病了，可是还是无微不至的照顾孩子，做义工。有三位很懂事的孩子.....................真的很感人。看了后突然很想我的老妈，家人。
突然间很想家！ 很想回家。可是我需要实习，sienz
希望家人每天过得开心点，烦恼少一点！！


i wish to go home everyday... dnt like to stay at kl.... :(

so called "high class" ppl

training is started
this is my 4th day of the training.........
indeed it is fun.. many new things to learn, n i like it.....
but one thing i hate the most is those fakers.

this lady really .......... i got so much commentss on her!!
i feel shame on her ..seriously
what so proud to be a "banana"(chinese with only speak english)????
i dnt understand, do you think that u r so different when u speak english instead of mandarin?
you understand chinese, y u pretend u dnt knw at all? freak....
speaking mandarin doesnt mean we are lower standard than u! pls...
many of us get closer when speak mandarin instead of english..
coz it's not our mother tougue.... n u hv to knw that, it is a big shame that as a chinese, u deny that u dnt knw chinese .

1st day
my frenz: are u chinese?
her : yes i m chinese, but i dnt speak chinese!
we : zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
2nd day
i : can u speak mandarin?
her : yes, a little bit.
3rd day
frenz : what is your chinese name?
her : sorry, i not really knw to pronounce it correctly! (FAKE)

i dnt like her dnt bcoz of this, is bcoz her attitude.... the way she talks, the way she acts... i really beh tahan larrrrrrrrrr............. not only me complaint abt tis, many of us do! you r juz a stewardessssssssssssssssssss nothing else... i hope u wil be terminated soon ,with ur attitude, u wil surely hv a big problem in future...

ok..stop talking abt this sohai, the more i write, the more anger i hv...

now using my cousin maxis broadband to online, the speed is extremely slow, that's y i seldom online nowadays, although i m quite free.... i jz watch drama all the day after finished my training....
stil hv two months to go.... temporarily i m not free bac to penang..haizz... every monday to saturday also hv class... hope i can get my ID90 card soon, so i can hv a cheap air ticket to fly bac to penang on saturday then bac on monday morning...haha....
stil the same, i dnt like kl life... although i m staying with my cousins now, they treat me nicely... but i jz havent used to the life here... is too boring for me...

ps : must pass all the coming tests n exams!!!! with the flying colours!!

last and new

yesterday was my last day in rsk... took some pics with my colleauges..
time flies, i had been working in rsk for 3months ady, actually i enjoyed working with my colleauges, but i know this job is not my cup of tea, if i didnt quit the job, i wil be probably berkarat over there....

thanks for the farewell party, thanks for everything la.....i appreciate everything from you guys! here i end my chapter of working in rsk, and now i m begining another new chapter of my life..... all the challenges are waiting for me.. but i nvr worry abt it bcoz i knw i can handle it!

tomolo is sunday, and i m going down to kl by tml... driving my fat sis's car, wil temporarily use her car for 2 to 3 months, wil get new one for myself after i start flying...now training no money punya...... cant afford to pay for the installment fees pun..wakaka...
lazy to pack all the stuffs, haiz... so many things to pack, shud delay the training again la, i dnt even hv a time to break, everything come too rush... but i hv agreed with the training date, so i hv to go for it eventhough i m tired.... hopefully the first week they wont gv us some heavy tasks to complete!

i m thinking what shud pack, arghhh...so many thingsss.........faint @@
dnt knw my cousin there got streamyx or not >.<
if not how i m goin to survive without internet access?? i wil surely apply a broadband for myself if there is not internet access......

how good if i can stay at penang for training.....aiks.. things are always not perfect!
pls after two months, allow me to be based in penang kkkk........... i hate kl. trying to love starting frm now... ==

tonite 2.30aam, germany vs uruguay! germany, pls show your strength show your skill, beat down the uruguay !!! dnt make us disappoint again..... try ur best please!

ok la..will update more abt the training soon....

Ps: goodluck to myself, aza aza fighting~

12th july!

from the title itself, ady knw that something wil be happened on 12th july! yea... this is my training date, the first day of training...

although a bit too rush, coz friday only wil be my last day working in rsk, then sunday i hv to rush to kl... but nvm laaaaaaaaaa..... since i no need to compensate for my resignation and airasia ady gv me 1month to settle everything before i start training.. so shud appreciate la stop complaining... hehehe....

now what i need to do is... to prepare everything siap siap, my clothes, my blanket...all my things.. coz it's goin to be a long time for me to stay there, hopefully after sometimes, they allow me to transfer back to penang .. now will based in lcct. anywhere, i wil be staying in my cousin house, usj for these few months.

will meet up my frenz when i free..chin kean giap,chin kim kent, ow yang siew lee, natalie, lai weng kuen, kang yen ching, ng pet sim n etccccccc..................... i will always visit u guys !! haha.. pls entertaint me ok.

today i m on leave again..hahahaha...... i overslept, n again, sorethroat and flu... dnt understand y my superior sick like hell stil insists to work? n spreading all the viruses to us?! beh tahan him.. nvm bcoz of this i can take leave, hohoho......... Coz big boss announced that if anyone found himself fall sick or fever or any symptoms related to H1N1, they are adviced not to work!! and no need to report to HR or what... due to few colleauges are suspected with H1N1 and they are now in quarantine...... wow... surely i will grad this chance to curi tulang ofcoz....
now, if i go company, also nothing to do, everyday sitting infront of pc n do nothing... since i wil be leaving soon, so they dont gv me job to do anymore, jz left those pending items or follow up items... no new things or jobs for me at this moment....

ok la .. continue nxt time, now wanna fetch my sis to simpang empat.. very mahuan... !!

Yuichi Nishimura ( blinded referee)

i was super angry when i was watching the world cup jz now! brazil vs holland.... it was not a fair game! everyone knw........ that idiot referee shud go bac japan drink susu but not playing fake game in south africa.... i seriously mad with it...... fuckkkkkkkkkk!!! Yuichi Nishimura u r suxx.... fuck u.. u made the world cup doesnt look like a world cup anymore but bookie cup is more well to describe the competition....

holland players played till so rude , but no red card!! is tat fair???? i was freaking tulan....

i wil remember this referee till the nxt world cup!!! 4 years later i dnt wan to c u appear in the world cup.. otherwise you wil be killed in brazil....... coz u ruined brazil tonite..

guys, i seldom upload photo here, n now i wan to upload this small tiny eyes japan referee here for better understanding................

He was the one screwed me up! i wil korek his asshole if i saw him

another dumped face pic... F u.... go back minum susu pls